Secret love turns into love, women never want to escape

Chapter 231 Why Don't Blame Me

"Don't think it's medicine." Bai Xi said.

"Do I think this is sugar? My eyes are not blind, my sense of taste is still there, and my feeling is still there. I can't deceive myself." Ji Chenling protested, took out a box of medicine, frowned deeper, and discussed: "Can I only eat half?"

"I know every day that taking medicine is good for my illness, and she will take all of it." Bai Xi said with disgust.

Ji Chenling said no more and took out the pills.

"Take two slices of this, three meals a day." Bai Xi reminded.

Ji Chenling ignored Bai Xi, turned his face away, threw two pills into his mouth, swallowed them without any water.

Bai Xi went to pour some boiling water and handed it to him.

Ji Chenling took the cup in her hand and took another sip of water.

Bai Xi handed him the pill.

Looking at the medicine in Bai Xi's hand, Ji Chenling got annoyed, "Give me all the medicine in a while, and I'll take it all at once."

"I looked at the effects of the medicine, and many of them are the same. You should take these two kinds first, and when your Uncle Fang's people come, I will ask you specifically, which ones you can not take, and which ones you must take."

"Yes, you don't need to eat everything." Ji Chenling raised hope.

Bai Xi nodded sincerely.

With a hidden smile, Ji Chenling quickly took the medicine in Bai Xi's hand.

"You go to bed first, remember to turn it on, and let your Uncle Fang's people come over. Also, I'm going out to buy groceries later, so call me if you have something to do." Bai Xi said.

Ji Chenling closed his eyes.

Indeed, he was so dizzy that he vaguely heard her voice in the daze, and he barely crawled out to see her.

After taking the medicine, the dizziness became more severe, "I'll go to rest."

"Don't forget to call." Bai Xi reminded again.

"Understood." Ji Chenling replied, and went back to the room.

The vegetable market is not far from the dormitory, so Bai Xi wanted to make more dumplings, and put them in the refrigerator to freeze. Ji Chenling can eat them as long as they are cooked, which is also convenient.

She bought a lot of pork, let them mince the meat, and bought corn kernels, shrimp, mushrooms, cabbage and cabbage.

go back.

She was worried that Ji Chenling would faint again, so she put the dishes on the table first and went to Ji Chenling's room.

Ji Chenling was still asleep, and there was no sign of waking up, his forehead was covered with fine sweat, and his face was still strangely red.

She was also worried that Ji Chenling would faint, and she didn't want to wake him up. In the conflict, she remembered that his medical kit was in the cabinet above the kitchen.

She went to the kitchen, found the medical kit, and took out the disinfectant alcohol.

Alcohol physically cools down faster than water.

She walked into Ji Chenling's room again, and he was still asleep.

She dipped a cotton swab in alcohol and gently wiped his forehead, then his palms and feet.

Ji Chenling opened his eyes and looked at Bai Xi.

Bai Xi frowned, "I'm sorry, I woke you up and you still have a fever, so the temperature will cool down faster."

Ji Chenling was so burned that he was dazed and stared fixedly at Bai Xi without saying a word.

He seems to be in a dream, the people he sees are not so real, but he wants to freeze in this moment forever.

At least, as soon as you open your eyes, you can see her and feel that she is by your side.

He didn't even want to close his eyes, for fear that once he did, he wouldn't be able to see her.

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bsp;Bai Xi looked at Ji Chen in a daze, worrying that he was burning out.

She changed another swab and wiped his forehead.

Ji Chenling still looked at her without blinking.

She took his hand and rubbed alcohol back into his palm.

Ji Chenling felt the coolness on the palm of his hand, and looked at his palm in confusion.

Bai Xi continued to paint the soles of his feet for him.

After finishing it, she held his forehead, as if lowered a little.

"You sleep for a while, I'll boil some water chestnut water, and bring it in for you to drink later." Bai Xi said, trying to stand up.

Ji Chenling held her arm.

Bai Xi looked at him.

"Why don't you blame me?" Ji Chenling asked weakly, the breath he exhaled was full of fiery temperature.

Bai Xi lowered his eyes.

When she knew that he was going to be engaged to Deng Xueqi, she didn't believe it at first. It took her several days to believe this fact, but she was still puzzled, angry, wronged, and sad. There is no grievance, only sadness.

As for blaming him for not having one.

"Although we are classmates, we only have one semester together. In fact, we don't talk much. We really get along. It's your visit to Chenghai International Hotel this time. Counting it, it didn't take long. Are we lovers? We haven't even started, you have no responsibility to me, and you don't need to be responsible, even your boyfriend who has been in love for five years can betray me, what's more, you and I are nothing, not even betrayal, just free marriage , why should I blame you?" Bai Xi said softly.

Ji Chenling frowned, and there was something sparkling in his eyes, "You think so"

"You don't have to feel any burden, and you don't have to feel sorry, because you didn't feel sorry for me, and you didn't feel sorry for me. You don't need to put pressure on yourself, don't feel guilty. Whether you want to get engaged or get married in the future, I It doesn't matter here." Bai Xi smiled, gentle, harmless, kind, open-minded, and serene.

But Ji Chenling's heart was tingling, and his eyes were clouded.

Ever since he knew the truth five years ago, he has regarded her as his responsibility, her only one.

He never thought of giving up on her, and he was sorry for the sudden result now, and even more distressed for her waiting, sorry for the uncontrollable incident.

But she calmly told him that it didn't matter.

He couldn't figure out whether the pain in his heart was due to her shallow love, or because he felt sorry for her strength, patience, and kindness.

"Why, come, take care of me" Ji Chenling asked, his voice choked up.

Bai Xi laughed. He was just an ordinary person who was sick, not like the general who was wearing invincible armor and made the enemy fearful.

That kind of him, in fact, is more able to walk into her heart, as if shortening the sense of distance between them, yes, so close.

"We can't be lovers anymore. We are still classmates, bosses and employees. Of course I want to take care of you." Bai Xi said.

Ji Chenling's heart tightened, as if being entangled by poisonous vines, the sharp thorns pierced into the heart, producing countless sores, flowing in the blood.

He would rather she blame him, scold him, target him, beat him, than she is like now, calmly talking and laughing, returning herself to the position of boss and employee

He reached out, held the back of her head, and pressed down.

Under his strength, Bai Xi rushed forward.

He kissed her lips.

The body temperature is so hot that it seems to be able to roast people.