Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

After Zhang Yichen knew that his wife was missing, he felt as if he had fallen into an abyss. He couldn't extricate himself from it. He couldn't let all this become what he imagined in reality. He was afraid that his wife would really leave him like this. .

In the past, he never thought about what he was most afraid of, let alone what kind of person he would become in his life, but now he discovered that it was all he wanted.

I really regret that I didn't accompany my beloved woman well at the beginning, which made her become missing no matter what she did now.

What I want most in my heart is not money, not benefits, not my family, but that my wife can return to me, so that I can see a living him standing in front of me.If there is that day, I may be really happy and happy. Maybe that day will come slowly, but I believe that one day what I get will be the most perfect.

"Mom, grandpa, dad, Zhihan is missing, I have to go to the hospital to look for him now, I can't let him leave my side, I can't live without her, you can clearly understand yourself, love someone willing Give everything for him, and don't want anything in return, alas, it should be mutual understanding and tolerance between two people.

If there is no way for two people to be honest with each other, and there is no way to live a happy and happy life together, then these two people are like living together, and they are not happy. Marriage together will not be happy.

I originally thought that I could let him stay in the hospital honestly without any accidents, but now I find that this is simply impossible.

Now the whole person's sanity is out of order, but how can I put him in the hospital alone with such peace of mind, regardless of him, and ignore him

I simply don't deserve to be his husband, how much he paid for me, gave birth to my child for me, and he accepted all the pain that no one can accept, but I used such Treating him in a cruel way, watching him step by step into the devil, watching him lose everything step by step.

I have to admit that sometimes I really hate myself, I hate myself, I don’t want to treat him sincerely even though my beloved woman is by my side, I always think of perfunctory to him, but now I find She has become like this, he will no longer feel sad and disappointed because of every decision I make, he will only live in his own world, immersed in his own happiness, he will never know himself What kind of pain and disappointment he has experienced, and all his pain and disappointment were given to him by me as the husband and the person next to him. I really failed. I have no right to blame my father for treating me I have no way to blame all the people for what they did to me and what kind of blow they brought to me, because the blow I brought to my wife made me deeply understand that as a How helpless the man was at that time, I didn't know what choice to make, I was afraid. I was always afraid that all my efforts would be in vain. "

"Yichen, stop talking about this now, go find your wife quickly, and bring him back to me, he is such a kind person, he shouldn't have to suffer like this, he should be happy Living in his own world and not being disturbed by anyone, it is we who disrupted all his life and the rhythm of his life that made all this look like this.

If we return to this home and make him look like this, I would rather not return to this home, and I don’t want to see you become the lost look you are now. From your eyes, I realized how scared your father was when I left. He loved me just like you love your wife. From your eyes, I can know that I once hurt a man who loved me so much. I don't have any qualifications to face him now, and I don't have any face to pray for his forgiveness and understanding for me. I don't like to silently watch everything he originally belonged to me, and leave slowly. Watching all the happiness I had had slip from my hands.

My life is a mess, I have no way to return my life to its original appearance, the original intention remains the same, is it really possible I don’t remember what my original intention was like, I’m already numb Yes, I made a decision that all people may not necessarily be able to make, I gave up everything, and now it's God's turn to punish me, punish me, in this way, to think of the love I once gave The hurt my people caused, the pain I caused those people.

I have never seen you so panicked, even the day we left you, you still lived calmly, you suffered, but your eyes were not full of fear like now, from your eyes I deeply saw how great a man’s love for his wife is. He can spare everything for his wife. You are such a good man, you are so perfect, and I have a child like you as my child. My child, I feel extremely proud. I have such a child. I can go out and say to people all over the world that I have the most perfect son in the world. He is a perfect man. Still in his career, he has reached the pinnacle of his life, and has stood on his pinnacle for many years without ever falling down. "

Zhang Yichen is really panicking now, he has become crazy, he is looking for the shadow of his wife all over the world, but he has searched over and over again, searching all the streets and alleys, but he can't find it, the more he gets He became more and more afraid, afraid that any accident would happen to that person, he couldn't bear such a blow, everything changed, for him, all he wanted was that simple.

Why is it that when I am about to get close to the happiness I long for, all of this changes, and it becomes like this, making it so crazy and so sad.

What did I do wrong that would make God treat me in such a cruel way again and again, so that I had to experience again and again, the feeling of pain but helplessness.