Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Xia Jing knew that nothing he said or did would have any effect. Perhaps what his son needs most now is someone who can comfort him silently without asking him what happened. Such a person, right? , but I am not that person at all, because I can't do my best, as long as I sit by his side, I can't help but want to care about everything about him, including his nerves, I can't bear it Maybe you will be happy with this kind of life, or maybe you will pretend to be very active, but I really can't enjoy the meal after pretending.

"I hope I can stay calm and calm here alone. I don't want you to appear in my sight to disturb all my thoughts. Maybe you will feel the happiest for you now. There is one less rival, one less People can compete with you for their own son, but do you understand that all of this has nothing to do with him at all, this is all your things are just left behind by your heartlessness, I treat you like this today Attitude, because it is because of all the harm you did to me back then, I have no way to understand, even if I am the closest person to you, I still have no way to understand why you chose to abandon me in such a heartless way in the first place.

Have you been happy all these years without me? Maybe you have been really happy, because I would have given everything to leave me. You succeeded, you achieved what you wanted most, and I, I am suffering Seeing the hurt and pain that everyone gave me, I can only be unknown, and I have no way to declare to anyone that you are my family.

As long as I see you, I will think of my family, because of you hurt, do you understand that no matter how much regret and repentance you have in this world, you can never make up for what you have done to him and me Injured, watching my wife leave me and go away to see my originally happy family fall apart like this, watching all the happiness I have turned into ashes, do you really feel bad at all?

Also, you are originally a hard-hearted person, how could you feel distressed because of other people's harm, you only have your own interests in your eyes, and your own interests are more important than anything else, do you understand? I'm really afraid of meeting you Seeing such a mother, but you let me meet only you who live selfishly, are you not tired? You hurt the closest people around you again and again for your own selfish desires, you will not regret it if you don’t feel bad Do you have no guilt or anxiety deep in your heart?

Maybe some things can only be understood if you choose to calm down, communicate well, and think about it, but I hope everyone can think about it carefully. If this is the case, then we really need to continue to live ? If my wife is involved in all this grotesque, I'm not going to let them back under any circumstances. "

"Yichen, mom never thought of making fun of you in such a way. Everyone will do wrong things and go the wrong way. I used to go too extreme. I have put in a lot of hard work to be able to be like this today. Achievements, you can't stand on my achievements and think for me for a while, think about what I used to become what I am now

In life, you may feel that love is very important, and you will feel that everyone in the family is sincere to you, but only when you slowly enter the society, you will find that the safest home is in your hometown. , but that is not where I live, maybe it is a distant and easily broken dream.

There was a time when I was smart, thinking that I could get a fair response if I gave my heart, but in the end I found that our love can never compare to the momentary happiness

Sometimes such a short-lived relationship, we will never let our tears flow when we look at the sky, and we will never say a word of complaint, but deep down in our hearts, we are full of emotions, and we regard it as the past life. And the mosaic of the next life, and then we can only explain that we will never be able to do anything about the path we walk in this life.

I'm not brave enough for love, I don't expect to be with him forever, because forever is too far away, but now I am trapped in the abyss of love, I can never extricate myself, I just hope that he can live, just hope He can come back to me and reappear in my life, but why is it so difficult, I go back and forth between love and not love thousands of times, even if I have scars, I don’t care, I look at him and I feel There is a kind of comfort in my heart, there is a kind of sustenance, and now he has disappeared from my life, and the sustenance that comforted me has completely disappeared with his disappearance. I no longer know how to find him, and I no longer know my What kind of method should I use to live? I realized every step of the way that everything was wrong.

I once thought that if I could really live alone, I didn’t know what kind of decision I would face. I thought about thousands of scenes after I lost him, but I didn’t think about my Will be so broken, so crazy looking for him all over the world, where is he now, is he hiding in some corner secretly looking at me, a fool, looking for him all over the world, but he never thinks about it to have appeared.

Originally, I turned a blind eye to all the sincerity he gave to me. I always thought that I would not use any affection for him, even if I got married for the so-called love at the beginning, but at that time I didn’t know what love was. I chose to be with him. Now when I found out that he left, I really woke up. It turned out that I cared so much about him in my heart, and I would do anything for him. I could look for him every day and every night. , I can sleep without rest, as long as I can get a little bit of news from him.

But deep down in my heart, I also understand very well that this possibility is too small, even if I give everything, I may not be able to get a piece of his heart, and now there is no place for me in his heart , I watched a woman I loved the most leave, I watched a woman who was willing to give everything for me, was hurt all over by me, and could only hide in the end, who would have thought of what he had suffered No matter how great the harm is, he would choose to use this method to escape from reality and the confusion I caused him. "

Zhang Yichen is now looking at the sky with disappointment, he doesn't want his tears to flow down, he just wants to live happily.