Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

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In a person's life, everyone will do some things that they regret, and everyone should pay the price for the decisions they have made.

"Could it be that you were so unhappy in your heart when you were with me from the very beginning? In that case, why did you bother to be with me at the beginning? Do you know that in order to accompany you, I also paid the same amount of money?" The price, but you never know what I have done for you, I have never said anything I have done for you, because I choose not to say it, I believe that one day you will slowly discover the truth , but now it seems that I am too naive and stupid, if I don't tell these things, you will never know what I have paid for you."

"Zhang Zhentian, in fact, you don't need to tell me these things, and you don't need to settle accounts with me. Whether you say it or not, I will not regret living with you, because for me, we are already like this now. Don’t do things that you regret anymore, the path you have chosen, then go on step by step, even if this path is wrong, I don’t want to change the path I am going to take now, in fact, I am still very grateful Yours, if you hadn't been with me for more than ten years, those ten years were the most painful time in my life, I would not have survived, because you gave me hope, I never believed in the arrangement of fate , I don't even believe in this matter, I will have retribution if I do this, but gradually I discovered that God really has a pair of eyes, and he is caught off guard by your retribution, he will let you Before I had time to prepare, it fell on your head without warning. I have been through all kinds of things in the past, and I can’t come to say anything nice to you, because there is only so much I can tell you, and none of us want it. No matter who you pester, in fact, life is like acting on the occasion, isn't it? You show me the play you acted today, and tomorrow I will act for you. Aren't we all actors? In fact, on the road of life, no one has ever deceived the other But I can still ask myself and tell you that I have never lied to you from the beginning to the end, except for that time when I was sick, but you are different, you always think that every word I say is a lie, you are right I have lost trust for a long time. What is the point of living together without trust? Doesn’t it just make each other more miserable? Every decision you make, you never think about the consequences, and once the consequences happen In the end, I was the one who took the responsibility, because you pushed all the responsibilities on my head, but I never said a word, because I think you are my husband, and I should do everything for you Pay for your mistakes, but I am not a saint, I have no responsibility to pay for your mistakes again and again, you have to learn to bear the consequences of what you do.”

"I've said it all, I admit that I did a lot of things that I'm sorry for you before, but I have been punished, what else do you want me to do? I admit that the consequences of the things I did wrong at the beginning, I I shouldn't push it on your head and let you be my scapegoat, but now I know I was wrong, what else do you want me to do? You really don't understand what I think in my heart? Do you really You want to push me away again and again, do you feel happy in your heart? Do you think it's really good for you to do this?"

"I still say the same thing, the past is the past, and there is no turning back medicine that can make you go back to the past. I don't want to go into the past anymore. Who is right and who is wrong? After all, we all do it. I have done a lot of wrong things, but I have suffered much more retribution than you, because I am the one who will ultimately bear the retribution for your wrong things. Now I just hope to live the rest of my life in peace. I don’t want to be with you, a person who loves to play on the occasion, it really makes me feel very painful. I know, in fact, you have been playing on the occasion to me from the beginning, but gradually you I can't tell whether it's just playing on the spot, or you are sincerely invested in your feelings, but I always understand that every day when I'm with you, I'm never just playing on the spot, I'm just trying to do my best. As a wife's duty, I just want to spend our two lives with you in an ordinary way, but in the end I found out that all of this is, it's not that you don't care about your father's company, I just did it on purpose, you In fact, your scheming is deeper than mine. All you did was to prevent me from returning home, but I admitted it all, because it was because of me that we left our son and did not accompany her. Watching her grow up by my side, and missing the growth of my son in this life, is my negligence as a mother, and it is the most painful thing in my heart, but now the mistake has been made, and there is no way to save it , in fact, you should have figured out one thing a long time ago. When you play tricks on my feelings, it is already doomed that our relationship will have no results, because there is no factor of use in the relationship. As long as other factors are mixed in, then this kind of relationship will be shattered in the end. This is the result of destiny. It is you who made everything of us into what it is today, so why bother to say these words to me Well, don’t you embarrass me by saying that? You are still so selfish and self-centered. Let go. I don’t want to continue to live a playful life with you. Do you know that every day I have to work hard to face your love? My heart is very tired from playing on the spot, I still have to think about how to please you, how to continue living with you, I still want to think about how to maintain the marriage that you are facing me and playing on the spot, because I don’t want to lose This marriage, but in the end I realized that everything was wrong. No matter how hard I try, I can’t restore your sincerity, because you can’t tell your sincerity, whether you love me or not , you can’t even tell whether what you’re doing is right or wrong, and you have no way of knowing whether you’re doing it for fun or because you’ve already achieved a tacit understanding.”

Hearing what Xia Jing said, Zhang Zhentian didn't know how to answer. Yes, he didn't even know whether he was just playing tricks or he really fell in love with her. Maybe he understood this love It's too late, and all this is irreversible, but is it really wrong for me to love someone?

Everyone can act on the occasion, everyone should have a happy life