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"You may never understand how desperate a person is at the moment when he is completely hurt by you. When I heard my grandpa tell me that he no longer cares about you Let go, at that moment I knew he was completely disappointed in you, I can remember all his persuasion to me clearly, but you can't you will never remember his teachings to you, in your eyes You only remember what you want most, and you run desperately again and again just for your own purpose, but you forget what you want most.”

"Son, grandpa finally understands the reasons for many problems, but grandpa can tell you clearly now, don't worry, I will appear by your side when you need me most in the future, you don't need me When I was with you, I will definitely not appear in front of your eyes to help you take care of these things. I do these things today, just hope you can know, I have no choice, I just want you to understand, I want to be happy Being with you happily may be an indifferent attitude for you, but it is a luxury for grandpa. Do you know that grandpa will not have too much happy time in his life, but Grandpa hopes that in my lifetime, my grandson can live happily with me, isn't that enough for me? Maybe in everyone's eyes, in everyone's world, this is not an attitude , but it is like this in my heart, maybe you will think that I am very annoying, maybe you will think that I am ignorant, why do I still come to you to force these things? But grandpa is also human, grandpa also has sons and relatives, I also want to enjoy Have fun with the family, I hope you can get to know Grandpa well, and don’t argue with Grandpa any more because of these things.”

When Zhang Yichen heard his grandfather say such things, he felt very uncomfortable. It was not that he didn't care about his grandfather's feelings, but that he really couldn't take care of so much. If he lived and became his grandfather, then he would be in Losing prestige in front of his own son is simply a hard choice.Sometimes I really want to ask God if there is any other choice left for me, why do I treat myself like this, and treat myself like this, are they really happy in their hearts? I don't know what to do, and I don't know who to ask. I can only struggle and suffer in my heart, so that everyone can see my beautiful side on the surface, but who can know the difficulties I have had in my heart? Many people think that as long as they have their own children and their own family, it doesn’t matter whether they are happy or not, but is it really possible for them? What I want is that my family can be happy soon Happy together, what I want most is a family without family wars, because the greatest benefit of a family is the prosperity of the family, if the family is not harmonious, then how can everything be happy, I don’t know why, no one Knowing my own reasoning, no one can think about these issues from their own point of view, is everyone so selfish, does everyone want to become like this, how much I hope Everyone, please don’t force yourself anymore. Although there are some very happy and happy things, but you want to push yourself to a dead end step by step, isn’t this killing yourself? I really hope that there are more people in the world who can understand me, then This kind of understanding comes from the heart, not for a certain purpose. What I want is a sincere understanding, but why is there no such understanding?

"Grandpa, I know what kind of life you want, but many times you should also forgive me. If I obey your wishes in everything, then what about me and my family? You Do you know that many things I want are different from what you want. Maybe you think my parents are not very important whether they come back or not. In my heart, even if I say that, I don’t want My parents come back to me again, because I am afraid, he will hurt me again, but in my heart, I really don’t want them to come back to me? I am also a child, and I also need the care of my parents , How could I not want them to come back to me? There are so many scientific problems, and when faced with many choices, I don’t know how to choose some choices. Maybe it will make myself numb, but I still hope My choice can make me take it upon myself, I know you want you to enjoy family happiness, but your family happiness, what do you enjoy, what you want is not just family happiness, it's as simple as that, A person's ambition can expand slowly. When a person's ambition expands to a certain extent, it is no longer a small ambition. Grandpa, you know better than me what you think in your heart, because that is Your own inner thoughts, you are the master of your own inner thoughts, can you not know what your own inner thoughts are? Is my heart happy? I don’t want much. All I want is for my family to be happy and live a happy life. If sometimes I ignore your grandpa’s thoughts, grandpa’s Feelings, I hope Grandpa you can understand and understand me, in fact, many times I am really tired, I have to be in my own family and stories every day, I choose me because once I relax, the family will quarrel , someone will slowly start to move around, thinking of betraying me, if I loosen the company, then some people in the company will even move around, trying to pull me down completely, don't I walk on eggshells every day? Every day I worry about whether someone will betray me. Although I am afraid of others' betrayal, no one dares to betray me, but sometimes the betrayal of relatives is more painful? No one knows what the reason for my wife's quarrel is, but I know in my heart that my wife is already ready to move, thinking of betraying me, and even my whole body is thinking of betraying me. Isn't it a particularly terrible thing? Because his betrayal made my heart more painful. He is my wife, how could he betray me? How could he betray me? After betraying me, his heart is really so happy?"

During that time, I may not have the happiest life, but I may not be the most painful. Think about all my efforts and rewards are directly proportional, no matter what I have experienced, but the rewards I have now are worth it Yes, who can think of what they want most

"Well, now I have understood all the thoughts in your heart, don't worry, from today onwards you will never take care of your affairs, you can happily do what you want to do, I also hope that you will not be betrayed by your loved ones, that feeling is also heart-piercing."

I thought that I would become heart-piercing, but I would eventually become a self that I didn't know even more.

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