Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

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Many years later, when I think back on the road I have traveled, I don’t know where I made the wrong choice

Zhang Nai is only now recalling his attitude towards his father at that time, it was like an enemy, he wished to eat his father, but now thinking about it, was his attitude at that time really correct? It's all his father, but what he said really hurt his heart too much.

Maybe when I did something, I didn't think it through at all, but made all the decisions on the spur of the moment, causing all the pain and injury to myself.

How great it would be if I could be happy and live happily. If I didn't put all the responsibility and pain on myself again and again, how happy I am these few days, everything I want is just so It's simple, but after all, what you give yourself again and again is only hurt.

"Dad, maybe my attitude towards you was a little too much, but I also saw my mother lying in a pool of blood, and I was also afraid. I don't want any accidents to happen to her. You also understand that all these years How much I long for my mother to be safe, how much I hope my grandparents can return to me, you can understand the eagerness, because you have the same thoughts as me, just as you said, I shouldn't put all the responsibilities and sins on your head, I don't have the obligation to let you bear all the harm for me, but I'm always so selfish, every word I say is simply I didn't think about the consequences of this matter. I always thought that everything I did was right. I always thought that no matter what I said, my parents would tolerate me. But now that I think about it, I have no reason to impose all the pain on my father, you are my father, I have no right to do so, let alone any reason to do so.

I am really sorry for the tone you used to speak to you. Maybe deep down in your heart you think that I am no longer your good son, but people will always change, and I hope you can think about it. Thinking, have you really taken into account my mother's feelings recently? Even if it's just a little bit, when you do everything, you always think that you can achieve the goal you want, to achieve the goal you want, But you have forgotten your loved ones, and you also need your company, your care, and your love.

If because of what I said to you yesterday, I hurt you and made you feel unhappy in the bottom of your heart.

You can beat me, scold me, or criticize me, but I hope you don’t take revenge on my mother in other ways. She can’t bear such a blow. He has become like this now. I’m really worried that he will If there are any accidents, I have no way to take any risks. I just hope that you can think carefully about what your actions have brought to your family. Whether every decision you make is right or wrong Haven't you figured it out yet?"

Life is going around and around all the time, just like the earth is round, and finally returns to the starting point.

"Son, I know that everything you say and everything you do is for the good of everyone in the family, but the way you use is too extreme, and you make everyone unable to accept the consequences of this way. As a result, you always think about your own affairs, but you forget that everyone has everyone's responsibilities and obligations, and everyone has their own things to do. What if I choose to stay with your mother forever? Don't do anything, just follow his ass all day, do you think this family still has a source of income? Do you think we can still live a life like this? Why don't you think about what you have done? So, what kind of entanglement and torture will it bring to your family? You always think that your ideals are correct, but it turns out that only you have ideals, and everyone has no ideals?

As a father, even though I am so old now, I still have ideals, and I also hope that my family can be happy and happy, but everything I do can’t be fulfilled in the end, what do you think? What is the meaning of the matter? I just transformed my pain and hurt into another pattern again and again, and brought it to everyone around me. I only hope that everyone in the family can be happy and at ease A stable life, but in the end, what did you give me time and time again doubts and suspicions

If you sincerely want to be nice to someone, and finally find that this person has nothing but doubts about you, do you think you will feel better in your heart? I believe you can’t accept such an ending either. Why do you want to emphasize all these things on me as a father? I have my own responsibilities. I gave birth to you and raised you. Now you have your own way to go. You have I can't intervene because of my own affairs, but he is my wife, and I have a grandfather and parents to support, don't I need to work?

Sometimes what you see with your eyes may not be the whole truth, and what you hear with your ears may not be the whole truth. You should try it, and think about whether your actions are wrong. Don’t always think that you are wrong. What you did was the right thing to do, do you think that was really the right thing to do?"

"I don't want to argue with you so much, I just want you to know that now that my mother has become like this, it is impossible for him to be around alone. If that is the case, it will only feel very dangerous. He may Everyone has a tendency to commit suicide. If he commits suicide next time and no one finds out, then he may really be dead. How should we regret it at that moment? No one can guarantee that such an accident will never happen again. As long as we have one It’s enough for someone to be by his side and guard him safely. Isn’t this also very difficult?

I know you have a lot to do, you have your things to be busy, if you really don't want to stay here and wait for my mother, I can stay, I will be here with her all the time, even if I don't sleep or eat Don’t drink, I want to stay until she recovers healthily. I’m afraid I’m afraid of losing him. I can’t bear the risk of losing any relatives. Don’t think that my heart is very strong. In fact, my heart is really strong. I'm very weak, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that people in the whole world will leave me, even if an insignificant person leaves me, even if someone who just said a word to me leaves me, my heart will be depressed for a long, long time."

Maybe only by breaking the routine can you let yourself go on the path you want to go the most