Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

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Everyone thinks that every decision they make is correct, but who knows everything at that time, after slowly changing, the mistakes they have made are so ridiculous in the eyes of others, So stupid and ignorant, now think about the mistakes I have made, think about the decisions I have made on the road I have traveled, have I really done the right thing, I have never thought about the day when I regret it, but now Deep down in my heart, I really regretted everything.

"Mom and Dad, have you really thought about it? We have gone further and further along the road, and gradually deviated from our own heart. We no longer remember what the life we ​​want is like before. , I'm not sure how long it will take for such a life to end.

When I woke up again and again, I found that everything was completely different from what I imagined. At that moment, I was actually sad. Even though I gave everything myself, I think I have a clear conscience for what I have paid. I am not ashamed of the sky, of the earth, of my parents, and of my own heart, but the result I got in the end is that everything runs counter to me, and I don't get the proportional relationship that I put in. .

When I see this ending in front of me again and again, and I can't do anything about it, but I know that all the pain can only stay in my heart again and again, tormenting me again and again, and I But I am powerless to treat guests, and who knows the sadness and pain in my heart at this moment, and who knows how tormented and uncomfortable I am living at this moment, no one has taken care of my inner thoughts, every day Individuals live for their own interests, but they have far forgotten what kind of life they once most wanted to give to others.

I never pray for anything, all I want is a piece of the most authentic happy and joyful life that belongs to me, but what I get in the end is nothing, all I get is my own time and time again Painful memories, those memories tortured my heart and spirit over and over again. "

Xia Jing never thought that her son would say these words today, borrow his interest to donate her child, and would never speak to herself with such an attitude. He never thought that one day there would be a change between himself I want to be like this now. I used to think that as long as I put in enough effort, I won’t be like this now, but why did I want it later? All this is completely different from what I imagined. Gradually, I went farther and farther, lost my direction, didn't know what I wanted, and walked forward step by step, until finally I found that everything had deviated from my track.

"Mom and Dad, I don't hope that one day our relationship with each other will become such a difficult day, I just hope that I can live happily under such living conditions, that kind of carefree life It is what I want most. One day I really go further and further away, and I have deviated from my original Beijing. If I have reached the road that does not belong to me, I hope everyone can still give me a The most perfect care.

I will never forget what happened to the so-called everything I did at the beginning. I only hope that I can live a little bit happier in my life, even if there is only a little bit, I will feel much happier, but I In the end, I found that all this is really not what I want. I don’t understand why I have come to this point in the end. I have thought about what the life I want is like, and I am walking step by step. I am the least willing to go. I just wanted to walk out of another different path, but in the end I found out that I didn't get anything

I can live like this now, in fact, all I want is to hope that my life can be a little bit more colorful, even if there is only a little bit, I will be much happier, but in the end I got nothing, I lost too much. Too much, I know there was a saying once said don't look at what you have lost, look more at what you have I have almost everything I have slowly lost, everything I used to like the most is gradually all gone Becoming a bubble, you never got what you most wanted.

Mom and Dad, if one day I become you no longer know me, and you think that I no longer believe in the child you love the most, I also hope that you can think about it from your perspective, what kind of person is it? The reason made me become what I am today. I let myself live step by step to the present. How difficult it is for me. All I want is to make my life colorful, but what I want in the end I didn’t get anything, I got to where I am now step by step, who cares about the thoughts deep in my heart, who has experienced how much hardship and sweat I have put in, every step I take is better than others It was tough, I worked harder than everyone else and I got nothing.

Time can change many things, time can make people different again and again, time can make everyone live like that, happy, but I don't let time heal the pain deep in my heart , I can only let time stay in the depths of my memory to torment me again and again, I can only let this way remind me again and again of the so-called hurt and pain I have suffered, I have no way to let all this It never happened, and I have no right to let it all be forgotten.

Once my thoughts were too naive, I gradually became everything, everything I walked was wrong, I wished that my journey could be happy and easy, even if only a little bit, at least I don't suffer as much as I do now, and I don't need to be so tired. "

Zhang Zhentian had never thought that his child would have such a fragile side. In his eyes, his child was always the strong life. What he saw should be the happiest side of himself, and why he gradually became Now that I have become what I am today, why do I let myself walk step by step on my own path? This decision makes me no longer have any way to turn around. Is it true that I really deserve to walk on this path in my life, so that I can go on this path again in my life? There is no way to change my life path, I can only allow myself to be bullied by others again and again, and let others disturb my life again and again?

All he wants now is the simplest hug, the simplest concern, and the simplest greeting, but he can't get anything. Sometimes he is afraid that he will lose this so-called everything. What did I get for everything, nothing? I am too tired to live, my journey is getting farther and farther, and gradually it is no longer the direction I want.

The direction is always found for myself again and again. Now that all this has become not what I once wanted most, I already know that all this will not be repeated again, and it is not what I once wanted. All this has already deviated from my original intention.