Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

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We all have our own personalities, and we all live proudly. No one will foolishly let others think that they are useless.

A few days have passed in the blink of an eye, Mr. Zhang's pathological examination report is coming out soon, he is waiting for this good result with anticipation, but how afraid she is that this result will make him collapse , but he has no choice, many things must be experienced by himself.

After he had eaten at noon, the doctor asked her to look in the office. He knew the news at a glance, and he didn't know whether to tell it or not, and if he said it, it would cause too much psychological burden to his patients, but If he didn't say that he didn't even know about his illness, how could he recover from his illness with peace of mind.

"Doctor, I would like to ask how my physical condition is. I hope you can still tell me the truth as before, and don't hide anything from me, because you can hide it from me for a while, but you can't hide it from me forever, no matter the result is good or bad. Bad things are all my own responsibility. Only when I bear the results that I should bear, may I have a different life.

I know very well in my heart whether such a result is good or bad. No matter whether the result is good or bad, I have to bear it myself. This kind of result is what I want. I don’t want to die at the moment. How to die, I want to die clearly, you know, people like me have self-esteem and arrogance, arrogance and self-esteem are greater than everything else."

The doctor knew very well in his heart that he would feel ashamed to chat with such a powerful veteran in the mall.

But this doctor is still very entangled, he doesn't know what he should do, if he really did this, how can he calm him down in his heart, but his uncle

"Uncle Shi, since your old man wants to know your condition so much, I can only tell you frankly that the results of your examination are a bit worse than yours. The tumor has been confirmed to be malignant. I don't know if you will accept it. How long is the time left, but I hope that in the last period of time, you can happily live the life you want to live. You could have received chemotherapy, and then you may have a chance of recovery, but this still has to be done. It depends on the choice you make in the end"

Although Mr. Zhang knew that he might have such a result, he was still a little shocked when such a result was told by the doctor. He never thought that his originally healthy body would turn into the current one. appearance.

"Since the matter has come to this point, there is nothing to care about, but I still hope that you can keep it a secret and don't tell my grandsons about this matter. They still have a happy life to go, why bother because of me alone The news that the bad old man is about to leave will make them all panic

I am a close friend with your father, and you are also a person I value very much. Although we have never had anything memorable in these years, I know that your father has always been in touch with me, and I have never called him back. Letter, because I understand that choosing not to say is the best answer in many cases. If one day I leave you and see your father, please say sorry to him instead of me. I have let him down. all expectations”

"Uncle Shi, don't say that. You still have hope of being cured, but you insist on giving up the treatment. Do you really say that because I am afraid that your grandson will know your condition and become panicked? In fact, this is just On the one hand, the most important thing is that you don't want your son to choose to come back to you because of your illness after knowing your illness. You have your own self-esteem, and you don't want your biological son to put you back again and again. Your self-esteem is trampled under the soles of your feet. You can't bear the insult brought by your own son. If your heart is really for the good of your son, then you should tell your family about this frankly. Although such a result may be a bit unacceptable to my relatives, it may also make them become absent-minded and feel very tired every day after they know the news today, but you are better than not saying anything , you told them, at least they won't feel so sad because you concealed your illness from them after you passed away, right? Confess everything to yourself, but if you hide it from them like this, wouldn't it make it harder for them to accept it, and make them feel that it's not smooth?"

"Actually, you should know that once I was diagnosed with such a thing, then my body could only insist on supporting myself step by step, and that kind of thing is often tantamount to suffering for me. This kind of pain and torture can make a person's heart weak, and that kind of torture can make a person unable to continue living. Do you know that when I knew from the beginning that I might have a malignant tumor, I couldn't live for a long time? At that moment in this world, it was really difficult for me to calm down. Although I didn’t seem to take all this as a casual thing, do I really think so in my heart? My heart will no longer become fragile because of my illness, and I want others to comfort me, but I can't because I want my family to live a happy life. For me, they are happier than me. My own health is more important. Once I receive treatment, it will prove that I cannot hide this matter from my family. I cannot let my family be so sad because of my illness. I would rather be alone. I swallow all the pain, and I don’t want my family to live in such pain and sorrow

If you really regard me as your father's best friend and an elder, please keep it a secret for me. If this matter is leaked out, then my life will only become more difficult to survive , I don't want my descendants to become so panicked because of the illness of one of my dying people. I can't let them live so hard, and laugh at a patient of mine every day, secretly I can only cry silently. I have lived this kind of life alone. I don’t want my descendants to live this kind of life again. Even if my son can’t come back to see me when I die, I won’t I admit it, because all of this is the result of my choice, and I can only let myself bear it together.”

Only I know every part of the road I have traveled. No one will think about any problem for me from my own perspective. The only one who can understand me is myself.