Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Sometimes I really don't know if letting go is a kind of love. When I look at myself with bruises and bruises again and again, I am really more and more confused. Why did I give everything and finally get The result is not what I want, why when I give my sincerity to others again and again, what I get in return is only others cheating me, is that really a kind of love?

"Mom and Dad, please tell me what love is in your eyes, but is it a kind of words that can be said casually? Is it really just because of a joke in communication, which is serious to others? Yes, even if you're joking.

Even if I hide everything very well, but in the end I will finally find that that is not my purpose, my purpose is not there, and that is not my original intention, what I do is in the eyes of others. It's ridiculous, but I am the only one who knows what it is all about. Only I know whether the thing I want should be obtained, or whether it is being forced by others again and again. "

I still remember the grievances my wife suffered back then, and I can hardly forget it myself.

"Chen Gang, we shouldn't be like this. I know that you have been waiting for me for so many years, but we are really not suitable. When I was a classmate, I turned down my heart and rejected you. That proves my love I will never be with you again in this life. At that time, you should cut off all your thoughts and stop waiting for me obsessively alone. Now you have been waiting for me alone for so many years, and now you come back to let me My husband and I are divorcing, do you think it is possible? ァ新ヤ~8~1~中文网.. <First release, domain name, please remember

I don't care whether my own marriage is happy or not. A happy marriage is won by myself and maintained by myself. If my marriage is not happy, it can only prove that I am incapable. My husband loves me wholeheartedly, but what about you?

You are not married yet, you can find a complete woman who loves you wholeheartedly and spend most of your life with you, why waste it on a married woman like me, It's not worth it"

"Zhihan, it doesn't matter whether it's worth it or not for me. I just know that I can't let you go. Over the years, I have always put you in the most important position in my heart. I miss you all the time. You, I don't know how I can forget you, I tried to forget you, but I can't help it, I just can't forget, I also try to be with others, so as to forget the feeling for you, but no result

I know that you can't let go of this face in your heart, you can't give up your husband, because you think he is the one who loves you the most, but do you know that I love you no less than she loves you? Missing you, you don't know how much I long to be with you all these years, you don't understand the feeling in my heart, do you understand how I long for one day you can agree to be with me, even if it's just one day Just being a couple for a day is enough for me.

I originally thought that as long as I returned from my studies, I would be able to see you again when I returned to China. When I saw you again, I would not have to let go of your hand like before, and I would be able to truly talk to you Together, but I didn't expect that when I came back from studying hard, you would have already been married and had children.

Have you ever thought about such a change, how painful my heart is, and all I want is a peaceful life, but in the end I can't get a life, why can you live so happily here, You have got everything you want, but I, I am still waiting foolishly, waiting for you to be with me one day, is this fair to me?

Although I understand that there is no fairness in this world at all, don’t you want to know my true thoughts in your heart? Has your heart never been tempted by me for a moment? All I want is nothing more than She is a woman who can fall in love with me. With me, we have studied together since we were young. We know each other better than anyone else. Don’t you really want to give me a chance to be your lifelong partner? , spend your whole life with you?"

As Chen Gang talked, she became more and more excited. This was the most uncomfortable day in his life. He clearly saw his most beloved woman in front of him, but he was helpless. She had already become someone else's wife, and now he could only I can watch silently from the side, watching him live happily with others, but I can’t do anything about it. How I wish that time can go back a few years. At that time, I will definitely put down all my studies and return to China quickly. Maybe I will come back at that time Things wouldn't be as bad as they are now. If it wasn't for what it is now, how could all of this be so difficult.

"Chen Gang, you are actually wrong. Although the two of us have studied together since we were young, and although we know each other no less than others, do you know that I met my current husband before I started school?" , At that time, I decided that I would not marry him in my life. At that time, he promised me that he would come back to marry me, so I have been waiting for him all these years. I have been looking for her for so long, and finally found her. He, how could I give up on myself so easily, the love of my life, I can't give up my life for an unimportant person, even if I have trouble with him in my marriage now, but I don't care , what I care about is that I can be with him, but what happened to you today, how can I go back and face him

You are right, my love is actually just your inner thoughts, you have never cared about what I want, you always feel that what you said to me, you love me is really love me, but Do you know that you did not love me but harmed me? If you really loved me in your heart, you would not do such a thing to me, and you would not let me go back and face myself without any face Husband, why do you want me to divorce him? Maybe I will have a big fight with him when I go back today, but I don’t care. Maybe he will kick me out of the house today, maybe he will take me to divorce, but I don’t care. I don't care, all I want is to stay by his side, just to be his wife truly, I don't want to give up my hard-won feelings for so many years.

I beg you to let me go, you have to forgive others and forgive others, you let me go, you have already let me go, don’t you? I hurt you even more, my marriage may be completely broken because of today's incident, but I can't do anything about it, although I am not the main reason, although the main mistake is not me, but I also I don’t have any face to face my husband, he loves me so deeply, he can give me all the best things in the world for me, but what about me, I actually hurt her like this, why should I want her again Continue to love me, even if I divorce him, I will not be with you, because people like you are not worthy.New Bayi Chinese website first launch....

I understand very well that a lowly woman like me is not qualified to say such things, but I also hope you understand that since no one can change any decision I made and forcibly change the decision I made, then only One result, then you can’t even be friends, since you have already done this, we will stop contacting in the future, let’s stop here.”

At that time, I didn't know that letting go was actually a kind of love. I drove the woman I loved the most insane with my own hands.