Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

"Yichen, there are some things that you may not understand, and you may not be able to understand. When you can experience it personally, at the moment of all the pain, maybe you will know, what do these people in Chongqing think of you? Do you know how heavy it is? When your mother does that kind of thing again and again, she actually still cares about you in the bottom of her heart.

Everyone thinks your mother is a scheming girl, but who knows that she is actually a silly girl, she can laugh happily because of one thing, and cry bitterly because of one thing, but But he buried all the pain in his heart alone, and he didn't show it to anyone. All he wanted was to let others see his strongest side. "

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Xia Jing couldn't help laughing, he knew that in this man's eyes, no matter how big a mistake he had done, he would always be the most perfect in her eyes, but it was because of this that he became more unscrupulous , did something wrong, and never thought about admitting his mistakes, let alone reforming himself, but today he understands that no matter how proud a woman he was, now he must understand what three obediences and four virtues are , I must know what I should do as a woman, the responsibilities I should fulfill as a wife, and the attitude I should have as a mother. He knows that everything he has now has become the past, and there is no way to go back to the past, but He still wants to live a good life. She should bear the responsibility of a mother. She knows that she has owed nothing to anyone these years, and the only debt she owes to her son is the biggest.

If she didn't leave him by herself, then why did she work so hard to prove to herself that he is the most powerful person.

If he hadn't left home cruelly for the sake of freedom, how could he have walked so hard every step, every step was so hard.

If it wasn't for the point in my heart, how could I commit such a heinous crime, making it impossible for everyone to forgive me, but I still act like a person who has nothing to do.

"Zhentian, thank you for your love for me all these years, I have always seen it in my eyes, because my life has always been colorful without you

I have to admit that on the day you abandoned me, my originally colorful life world suddenly became bleak. At that moment, I thought the whole sky collapsed, and no one was with me. Stay with me, do you know that at that moment my heart was really helpless, I really wanted to cry, but I couldn't understand, I am the captain of a mercenary, I want to live strong and strong, I want to Let everyone know that even if you are abandoned, you can't cry. Since you have been abandoned, you must strengthen yourself, and it is serious to make the person who abandoned you completely regret it.

I know how deep your love for me is over the years, that kind of love goes deep into the bone marrow, but you don’t know, at first I didn’t love you from the bottom of my heart, I just wanted to get your money, I just wanted to play Your feelings, but gradually I found that your love for me is so deep, your love for me is so pure, I can't bear it anymore, and then I began to fall in love with you slowly , until later I was so in love that I couldn't extricate myself, I was already deeply involved, I knew that my whole life would be completely ruined by you, because I have no way to leave you, I regard you as more important than my own life, I have no way to let you leave my side, as long as you leave me, my life will be worse than death.

I am really happy with you, but you just said that marrying me in your life is the greatest luck in your life. You have never regretted marrying me, but I still want to tell you that you married me in your life It's not your luck, but the biggest mistake you made is that I have thought of many ways to confess everything to you, but I don't know where to start. Today is really a good opportunity, let me express my heart I've confessed all my thoughts to you, right?

Every day before, I lived in fear, because I was afraid that one day you would know the truth of the matter, and know that I was with you at the beginning, not because I really loved you, but to use you. At that moment, I really I was a little worried, because I was afraid that you would stay away from me after knowing the truth, but then I knew that our relationship could not last long, because you couldn't stand my lies, and I knew that to kill a small lie, I would use Ten lies to make up for this lie, and a lie to follow one lie at a time, it's just going to be a big lie, and it can never be made up But I'm still grateful that you see me as your most important woman, you know that feeling really I am so happy, every day I lie in your arms, I live a carefree life, until I lose you, I don’t know what is true, it hurts my heart, and at that moment I understand how it is to be abandoned by others I feel sorry for me, and at that moment I realized how sad my father and son were when I abandoned my son and father. Their psychology is the same as my own. At that moment, I understood that I No matter what, I must repay my son and my father well, and I want them to live under the care of my love."

Zhang Zhentian didn't expect that his wife married him not for love, but to use him. When he heard the news, he still couldn't accept it in his heart. Why did the woman he loves so deeply at the beginning? Just to use yourself but not really love yourself, so in the eyes of this woman, is she really so worthless? In his eyes, is she really so unworthy of his care, care and love?

He thought and thought, he was really struggling inside, he didn't know how to answer every word his wife said, should he pretend that nothing happened and say there's no problem, it's okay, don't blame you , but he can't do it, he really hurts in his heart, why does the woman he loves so much treat him like this

Finally he spoke.

"It's impossible for me to say that I don't care about this matter, and it's impossible for me to pretend to be magnanimous and say that it's okay, I don't blame you for this matter, but what should I say, say that I really hate you But I can't hate it, because you are the woman I love the most in my heart, but it is impossible to say that I don't hate you. You used to do anything to be with me and to use me. It makes me a little unbelievable, the woman I love so deeply, how can you have the heart to hurt you whom I love so deeply? Do you really despise my love for you so much? Do you even care about my love for you? Do you think I'm playing tricks on the occasion? Don't you know how much I love you? You have to push me to a dead end step by step before you are satisfied, are you willing?"

Xia Jing shook her head. He never thought of driving Zhang Zhentian to a dead end. He just didn't think that he would eventually fall in love with the man in front of him. Back then, she was just acting on the spot, trying to play with his feelings in applause. , but in the end he was deeply trapped in it and couldn't extricate himself.

"Hearing these words, have you never thought that your mother would have such a silly side? In fact, do you know that everyone is that lucky child, and anyone can be lucky, but it only depends on yourself What kind of decision did you make, what kind of reward did you get, not every lucky person deserves someone to give you their all."