Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

"Life is always so unsatisfactory. I really don't know when I will be able to find my beloved."

Mr. Zhang knows now that what you have said is useless, you can only let your son go home to accompany his grandson, otherwise if this trend continues, then the relationship between father and son The relationship is really over. He doesn't want to see such an ending. As an old man, he only wants to see family harmony, so that his heart will be comforted.

She didn't want her son to still be arguing with her grandson when she stepped into the coffin on the day of her death, how much pain would be in his heart, as an old man, he just wanted to make his old age peaceful , not to be troubled by these things again and again, this is the greatest happiness and the greatest filial piety for him.

"Okay, let's not say anything now, you still think about what kind of decision you should make? If you really go on like this, then your heart will become more and more painful. Grandpa really doesn't want to see Seeing that you are in pain, in fact, you also know how much grandpa cares about your grandson in his heart, and he will do anything for your grandson, as long as you can be happy and happy. It was my fault that I left the house with your parents. but do you know

If your parents didn't leave this family at that time, then there would be no prestige in this family. If so, why would he want to come back again and again and dare not come back home?

It's not your parents' fault that the child caused today's ending, but also grandpa's responsibility. If you really want to hate your parents, please drive out of the house together with grandpa. Grandpa knows what grandpa did. In order to bring you a different and indelible harm, once caused you to suffer from garbage, grandpa has no way to make up for you in this life, but grandpa really hopes that you can live happily and happily. For me like this For a bad old man, this is the greatest comfort in life. I don't have any extravagant wishes in my life, let alone any extravagant hopes. I just hope that the people I care about can live happily and safely. A simple life is enough for me.

And for the mistakes I have made myself, I should take responsibility for myself.If I hadn't insisted on going my own way back then, how could your parents have abandoned you as their own son, and they have been wandering outside for so many years, but there is no way to return home, and they don't even have the courage to return home? It is because of me that I am too decisive, too unwilling to go, and respect the inner thoughts of others

Grandpa can't say anything now to make up for the pain in your heart, but I also hope that you can know that the mistakes you have made will eventually pay the same price. You have also driven out your parents, and now grandpa has endured it All the retribution, grandpa is already seriously ill in bed, there is no way to be as vibrant as before, grandpa knows, one day grandpa will leave here, one day grandpa will not be able to continue to be with you, but grandpa really hopes You can understand that one day if grandpa is really gone, but you can still live happily and happily, why would you be unhappy for grandpa?"

Zhang Yichen knew that what he said just now hurt his grandfather, he felt a little embarrassed and embarrassed, she didn't know how to explain these things to his grandfather, but she was still very painful in her heart, some things she didn't know He wanted to do this intentionally, but he unintentionally said the most hurtful words. He knew that his apology was useless now, so he might as well let his grandpa be happy and send me down, don't let him go He bears any blow, this may be the only thing he can do now, if he can really do this, then how happy and happy he should be in his heart.

"Grandpa, I don't want to say anything now, and I don't hate you. In any case, no matter what you have done by yourself, I will not blame you, because it is you who made me achieve what I am today. It is you I have been taking care of me growing up. For an elderly person, this may be the biggest, hard work, but I can't help it, you know? I can't help watching my family abandon me time and time again, but regardless Without looking back, he felt a kind of pain in my heart, and I have thought about it many times.

If one day my parents are willing to stay at home for me, I can give everything, but in the end all of this is just a fantasy in my heart.How could they stay at home for me? They didn't before, they won't now, and they won't in the future. All they have is the happiness they want to be free. They think that happiness can be anything in this world to their hands, but they don't know that it is because of their selfishness that I am so numb now, I no longer know what family affection is

Now I only know what it is to hate me. I only know that I have been blinded by hatred. I don’t know who else I can love in my heart. I only know that I am only thinking about how to find my parents. Come out and ask them carefully why they abandoned me before leaving without saying goodbye, why they came back to provoke me again and again, and after provoking me, they asked me to abandon me here alone. In their hearts, he recently regarded me as a What, is it really so difficult to spend more time with my own son?

Abandoning and leaving again and again, am I avoiding something? Am I really that scary? I am their own son, and I am always with my son, so I can make them think about avoiding it again and again , This is the deepest pain in my heart. "

"No one of us should talk about this now. If one day your parents come back to you, I hope you don't hate them. If they choose to come back to you, it will prove that they still have your own son in their hearts. , if you choose to hate them, how do you make them parents think that they are human beings, and they also hope to be understood by their own children, and the decision they made at the beginning is also a last resort, I hope you can understand them not once Push them away from you again and again, let them wander outside again and again until they can't come back home. In fact, you still hope that they can come back home, no matter what the reason is, As long as he stays with you at home, it is enough for Grandpa to say, right?"

Zhang Yichen was silent. Why did he not want to forgive his parents in his heart, but his inner self-esteem was causing trouble, and there was no way to forgive easily. The mistakes he made time and time again, why did others go when they came back? I always wondered forgive me

In their eyes, their own son has never thought about what he would be like, but now they come back and come back to where they put him. Is this still their home?

They have been away for so many years, and they have never regarded themselves as their sons, so this place should no longer be their home, so what is it for them to come back

Two days later

I remember that Mr. Zhang had a good discussion with his grandson in the past two days.

Two days later, after earning money, he took Xia Jing back home. When Zhang Zhentian and Xia Jing came back, their sons stopped him, but Mr. Zhang laughed so hard that his mouth was already on his back.

Mr. Zhang knows that this ending may be the best now. His biological parents are back, and he should communicate with his son and discuss what kind of decision he should make so as not to hurt the most sincere relationship between each other. However, no one knows whether his child can withstand such a blow. His parents' return baldly caught him off guard, making his heart even worse and more contradictory.He didn't know what he should call his parents.

After walking for so many years, when you come back, what kind of position do you put your own son in, and what kind of status do you think of this family? After wandering outside enough, you want to come back home?

Could it be that this home of mine is a shelter? This home of mine has never taken anyone in. If I really wanted to return to this home, why did I have to leave in the first place? The heartbreak of his biological son, hurting himself time and time again and not treating himself as his own son, now that he said it, he would come back, what is this?

Is that just to come back to please myself? But I don't like this at all! Every time I pay for the heartache.One day I have to bear those tears, so why make it so bad and unacceptable again and again.

Zhang Zhentian saw his son standing there, but he didn't want to call him dad. How could he not feel uncomfortable? But he knew that all this was caused by himself, but he had no choice but to force himself Is it the biggest pain in the eyes of a parent to endure his son's ignorance of him?

Obviously his son is standing in front of him, but he has no way to hug him, let alone say a word to him

"Yichen, how have you been all these years? Dad really misses you"

"I'm sorry, please don't say such things, I don't know you at all, so why would you want me to say it? Since you have chosen to leave you at the beginning, don't do such things now, let alone say In this case, do you know that this will really embarrass me.

When you chose to leave, you didn't consider my inner feelings, let alone what kind of ending I would face. You acted arbitrarily again and again, Gaomi is the only one, why do you want to come to me now? You have never thought about how painful and entangled my heart is as a son, you ignore me again and again, what do you think of me again, you treat me like this again and again, Where did you put me again? I just want to let myself live a happy life, and I just want my parents to be by my side. For you, all this is just a simple effort, but for you For me, it is something that I have no way to expect in my life, because you have never cared about how painful and uncomfortable my biological son is in my heart. What you care about is yourself. what you want once, you know

How painful and heart-piercing I have been through these years, who can understand why you treat me like this, I am your own son, sacrifice your so-called freedom for me Is it really like this Is it difficult? I just want a safe and stable family life, but in the end, you shattered all my hopes time and time again.

Sometimes I really want to ask you, am I really your biological son? Why do you do these things but always make me, who died as a wife, unable to figure out why you have to do it again and again? one injury

I am a biological son in my heart, so why do you always refuse to stand on my side and think about what kind of life I want for me? Why do you want to hurt me again and again like a biological child? Is it yours, am I your own, or are you simple, you just picked it up and raised it for so many years, and you should have a little affection, but the child you adopted last year is not as good as me."

I have to admit that what Zhang Yichen said really hurt my parents' hearts. As parents, the two of them never thought about whether their son would hate him one day, but now they finally understand that they I made a small decision at the beginning, but let my son hate me to the bone. I have given everything, so what is it? I gave up my happiness for my freedom. The family made my children hate me to the bone. , so is this the happy life they want?

Will this kind of life really be happy? Who can care about how much pain and entanglement they have in their hearts as parents, watching their son standing in front of their eyes and mocking themselves, but they have nothing to do? Words can refute, but I can only endure my son laughing at me time and time again.

And all of this is the result of my own creation.

If one day I can find the woman I love the most, I am willing to give everything.