Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

No one wants to live without any dignity, such a life is worse than death.

Now everyone is about to solve the mystery deep in their hearts, and they have also solved the imprint deeply buried in their hearts, but now I don't have it either. The result is that the person I was waiting for has not yet woken up. This is always a bit of a disappointment for everyone present, how I hope everyone can stand here, everyone can go back home and gather together, that is what a big family should have, and now What exactly is it? I clearly know what kind of life I want, but no matter what, I can never keep her by my side. What kind of harm is it to me?

A week later, after a week of antibiotic treatment, Zhang Zhentian's condition has gradually improved. This is something that everyone should be happy and proud of.

Xia Jing is almost completely healed now, all he wants now is to be able to clean up, let her husband wake up, it is already complete for him, he is now completely I figured it out, and felt that it is better to cherish the present than to add to the past. He couldn't let go of the past time and time again. It was because he buried his heart forever again and again, and he didn't want to open it to anyone. Heart, because the result of opening his heart is always hurting himself.

But this time she really planned to open her heart again.

I already owe my husband too much, if this time I am still unwilling to open my heart like before, then what kind of results can I bring to my husband when I live in this world Well, hurt again and again or something, he really can't bear to let his relatives get hurt even a little bit, now even if he suffers all the pain and let all the sins fall on his head, he will always It's better than the person in my heart being hurt.

Now in Xia Jing's heart, what he wants is nothing. She just wants her family to be safe and her husband to return to her heart. Hurt, she doesn't want to be treated unfairly because of her own reasons, and those she loves the most and those who love her are treated unfairly because of herself, and she doesn't want them to have fierce quarrels again and again because of herself.

When my husband quarreled with my father, it was not that he was not there. He saw them arguing so fiercely again and again. He was really unhappy in his heart, but he couldn't come forward to dissuade him.

He knew that everything his husband did was for himself, and it was precisely because of this that he couldn't bear what she wanted. It was not this kind of life, he just wanted his husband to be safe and happy, but in the end He was still hurt like this, and all of this was caused by himself, but it would be great if the person lying in it now was me, so he wouldn't have to bear the pain of longing here.

Xia Jing now feels that if time can really be restarted, she will not choose such an ending anyway, she will choose to stay by her husband's side and give her the warmest heart. My husband can be happy every day without having to bear the blows that others give him, let alone those injuries that he shouldn't get.

"Do you think I did something wrong? Why is it that no one is willing to understand me in everyone's eyes? Is it true that I have come to today step by step, just as they imagined? Is it that easy? No one has considered what kind of torture is in my heart. I also hope that I can live happily, and I also hope that I will not be like a hedgehog

You are all my relatives. In my heart, I regard you very important. I also hope that I can always have my relatives by my side. That kind of company is the happiest I have ever been in my life. No one People are willing to wait for such a result, do you know how much I long for you to stay by my side forever and never leave me, but that is just your own imagination, no one can do it forever Live in this world without disappearing

I have lived through these years, and I have walked very hard step by step. I have come to the present with my own efforts every day. No matter what I have experienced, I have never left a single tear of pain, because I know crying isn't what I'm supposed to do Crying won't bring me anything

If I don’t choose to face difficulties when I encounter difficulties before marriage, I just hide there and cry silently, can these dangers be kept away from me? Could it be that I won’t go through these difficulties again? Not at all Every time I get the result, it is always so difficult again and again. No one knows how painful I am in my heart. I always show that I am very strong in front of others.

Because I don't want anyone to see through the truth in my heart, I don't want others to know what kind of person I am, I want to use my disguise to hide what kind of person I am, I want to live in hypocrisy Under the mask, that may bring a different life to oneself. "

"Mom, in fact, there is nothing wrong with you doing this. How come we don't know what you have experienced over the years. You are not cruel. In fact, it is me who is cruel. My mother finally thought about going back home to accompany her. I was by my side, but I cruelly encouraged my grandfather to tell you to shut me out. I blinded my eyes because of my hatred, and finally caused me to lose the opportunity to be with you. Time and time again, in the end, I I have already forgotten why I lost my favorite thing because of it.

Mom, as long as you can come back to me now, nothing is important to me

When Dad wakes up, I will take the two of you home to live in. I will never let you leave us in this life. I will be filial to you. I believe that with my own ability, I can support you both. , not the kind of cowardly and incompetent person. "

Xia Jing knew that his son was not that kind of cowardly and incompetent person. On the contrary, he knew that his son was really capable and sold more than many people. He also believed that his son could stand on the pinnacle of the world today, which proves that It's all because of his own ability. He has come step by step to the present. As a mother, he has never fulfilled the slightest responsibility. Thinking of this, you feel ashamed.

"Yichen, it's my mother who is sorry for you. You have worked so hard all these years alone, but I have never stood by your side to give you any help or encouragement. Mom really doesn't know what I should do. Only by doing it can I make up for what I owe you in the depths of my heart.

Originally you chose to hate your mother, and you could still feel a little more balanced in your heart, but now you don’t even choose to hate me. My heart is really getting more and more uncomfortable. I am ashamed. Other mothers are willing to stay with me I don’t want to leave my child, but I asked you to abandon me one month after you were born. How can there be a mother like me in the world? You must really hate me at that time

You desperately climbed up, desperately desperate, didn't you just want to prove to your parents that abandoning you was a big mistake?

Facts have proved that you have really done it now. All of us feel guilty and sad because of the daughter we abandoned at the beginning, because we really shouldn’t abandon you. Only after we abandoned you did we know how important this family relationship is. If I have always chosen to stay by your side, and we will not have trouble with each other like this.

Maybe your father won't be lying here now, and I don't have to have so many violent quarrels with your father over and over again

Deep in my heart, you are really my good son. It is you who have opened my eyes to everything you have given me. You have proved with your own actions that as long as you work hard, you are not afraid of nothing in return. God is always fair, no matter how much effort you put in, He will give you as much return, if you are always stingy in giving, then why do you want God to give you the most perfect return in the end?"

"Mom, let's stop talking about each other now. I believe our family can return to the happiest time before. Over the years, I haven't enjoyed a moment when my parents stay with me. Please let me Enjoy it again, I am really looking forward to what kind of feeling that kind of day is like, when I was a child, I saw other children walking on the street with their parents holding hands, I was really envious, I never I thought about when my parents would be able to hold my hand, because I knew it was impossible. Even if my parents finally returned home and held my hand, I would have stood still. On top of the world.

I always choose to force myself to train again and again, because I can't let anyone look down on me. If I look down on me, I will disappoint my grandpa. Grandpa is a face-saving person. His self-esteem is more important than mine. I can't Those who harm others because of my own incompetence are slower to blame grandpa. I can't let grandpa's self-esteem be damaged in the slightest.

No one understands this feeling, but I believe my father can understand, I believe he is the same person as me, if he knows, he will not let grandpa's self-esteem be damaged, she would rather her own Self-esteem has been hurt by everything, and he doesn't want people he cares about to suffer any unhappiness because of his own reasons. "

Our dreams are gone. When I was young, I liked to be alone by the sea, but now I have nothing.