Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

People live in this world in order to make their life less rigid. No one wants to live in the same way, and no one can live like this forever.

Zhang Yichen now feels that his father's experiences outside these years are simply rich and colorful life experiences, which he has never experienced before. He also wants to go out for a few times, and Tianya willfully live for himself, but these years he has For my own goals, to prove to the world that I am a good man, but forget what I want in the end.

"Dad, do you know? When I heard you talk about your life experiences, in fact, what I admire most in my heart is envy for you. I admire you even more, and you can live willfully outside for so long. You I can live freely regardless of everything in the family, just for my own happiness, but I can't. I have been running around for the whole family all my life. I never know what it's like to live alone. I I have never tried how to live alone!

Maybe it’s because we have different experiences, so you have a different attitude towards everything. You’ve been living happily outside all these years, and you’ve lived happily and unrestrainedly. But I was trained like a devil here. At that time, I really hated you. I have said these words no less than a hundred times. I declare to the whole world that I really hate you. I don’t want to admit that you are me. My parents, because you have never stayed by my side to accompany me, and you will always only hurt me. As parents, you have not fulfilled your responsibilities as parents. On the contrary, you have hurt us again and again, maybe in Deep down in your heart, I don't deserve to be your son at all.

It is precisely because I am afraid that you will think that I am not worthy to be your son, so I have given everything I have. I have spent my youth, my time, and my childhood on training. Because I want you to know that I am your real son, and I am worthy to be your son, so are you really worthy to be my parents?In fact, you know better than anyone in your heart that you are not the most worthy person. There are too many perfect parents in the world, and poor parents can work hard to stay with them for their children. By my side, no matter how hard and tiring my life is, what about you?

You are not willing to stay with your children if you have a little bit of turmoil. You treat your children as grassroots, and abandon you if you want to. Where do you put me as a son?What kind of position did I put, from the beginning to now, I don’t know how much position I occupy in your hearts, because I don’t understand why you would rather wander outside than stay by my side. Does my side make you feel so painful?Or is it that deep down in your heart I only deserve to be here forever?

Mom and Dad, I really don’t want to repeat some things over and over again, because what I repeat again and again hurts my heart. Whenever I think of the years when you abandoned me, whenever I think of Those childhoods that I have worked hard on my own, accepting the ridicule of others, my heart is like a knife.

But I have no choice, I really have no choice, it's as easy as letting go of everything before, you can do not care about anything before, you can treat everything in the past as if it never happened, but I No, because those are all the pain that other people put on my body!

I really hope that time can be turned back. I hope that more than anyone else, if time can be turned back a little bit, I won't be living as hard as I am now.

As long as the time goes back a little bit, I can live happily and happily. I will never give up my childhood and let my childhood live in painful memories. Now I only need to recall the things I have experienced Things will remind me of my childhood bit by bit, I can't believe it in my heart, is that really a child's childhood?Why are other childhoods sunny and sunny, but mine is dark and humid?

I am also a child, why there is such a big gap between my childhood and others, it is because I was born in a rich family, I have to accept the fate of being abandoned by my parents, I have to accept my own fall again and again