Who does not have a family of their own, does not have a hometown of their own, and feels that every step of the road is just repeating the road that they least want to walk. Never regretted it.

Xia Jing said that I knew from the very beginning that my husband loved me very much, but he never thought that my husband could reach this level of loving himself. Sometimes I think about all the things I do , he was actually touched deep in his heart. He once hurt him, but he was willing to give everything to love himself, and to abandon everything for himself. Who can be unimportant to him? not give a damn about.

Perhaps Mr. Zeng asked too much himself, so that all of this gradually deviated from his favorite ending step by step, and he imagined himself doing this, do I really know? Abandoned everything, everything The son who is all behind me, what I lost will never be such a little thing, but why I never know how to cherish it, always wait until everything disappears, always wait until all the people I care about the most leave Only when I hurt myself did I realize that this was what I did wrong and what I wanted was just the simplest life.

Sometimes I calm down and think about my own life, think about what I have done for wrong things, think about the harm I have caused to everyone in my family, insist on myself, I can’t believe that all this is really the most important thing to me I have made all this more and more outrageous, and I have made all this more and more extreme now, so the direction of my visits made all this slowly drift away from my heart.

"Zhentian, I am really sorry for you. I never thought that one day I would become what I am now. How I wish we could stay in the happy time before. All I want is A safe and stable life, but why did I get such a result in the end, how scared I am, afraid that I will come to everything, all of which are the heaviest pain, I will never have any way to forget , you gave me all of this, you love me sincerely, you give me everything, but do you know, when all these things are all on top of your head, Only then did I know how much you paid for me, but I never felt that you were doing it for my own good. I never cherished you. Only when I lost you did I realize that all of this was just my own fault. Yes, let you become the ugliest look now.

In fact, sometimes I really don’t understand why I have done so many things that hurt you, but you are still unwilling to give up. Everything about my small responsibilities follows the past and is all exposed to me. In my heart, you know when everything becomes different, when everything becomes my worst appearance again and again, do you know how sad it is in my heart? I never have any moment to think What is it like to live the life I want, but why did I get such pain in the end?

You love me sincerely, you want to give me all your love, but you forget that when you give all your love to me, I choose to hurt you, when I treat you The moment we have hurt, we are no longer fit as a couple. "

"I don't allow you to say that, I won't let you go no matter what, I will let all this stay deep in my heart forever, every moment, no matter when and where it will never change, I am right You can't understand your love, and I can't deal with these true feelings you have for me. We both need to calm down, and we need a period of time to come and think about how we should live. I don't want us The road between each other is getting farther and farther, I don't want you to leave my side

If one day someone in my family has to leave, I'd rather leave that person. It's me. I've abandoned my family once, and I don't mind doing it again. I've always been so selfish, and I've always given up for myself. So, you can try me on the spot, regardless of everything for yourself, but you must not think that I am for you, I just want you to have a place of your own in this family, so that everyone in the family can be happy Treating you sincerely and being able to accept you is enough for me. "

"You two are talking here now, where do you put me as a father, when have you ever cared that I, a father, also needs the company of my own children, why do you treat me like this, even if you have such a father? Thoughts, don’t you say it in front of me, can you leave me with the last bit of self-esteem, even if there is only a little bit, I will be grateful to you, why do you treat me in this way, why do you use this way, again and again Sprinkle all the pain on me at once, so that I can bear all the pain

You are really cruel, why do you treat me in this way? Be nice to me, even if you have a little gratitude to me, you will not do this, maybe in your eyes, I am not I am not worthy to be your father. It was you who abandoned me at the beginning, not because I forcibly rejected you. Why do you still not understand all this so-called? The way you look, why are you doing this, repaying me in this way

I have to say that even if there is nothing, even if I don’t have any foothold in his home, I don’t want you to treat me in this way, do you understand? I am the head of the family, when you leave this home Since that day, you have severed the relationship with your family. You chose to come back because you want us to accept you again. After we accept you again, why do you choose to hurt us again? We are really so worthless. It is still our life, in your eyes, it is so vulnerable, casually happy because of your return, sad because of your departure, with your changes, with your return and departure Come to touch our every nerve, do you think this is really fun or for what

I will remember all the words you two said today. When and where I can, you are no longer my son, and you are not worthy of being my son. I don’t have a son like you. Everything you do Things are simply not something that people in the family will do. You will never understand how hard it is to be a father. "

Mr. Zhang didn't want to spend too much time talking with his children here, so he quickly left this position. He didn't want to stay in this living room, suffocating himself every minute and every second

When my hand firmly grasps yours and doesn't let go, you should be able to understand how deep my love for you is: The president's pursuit of his wife is the fastest update.

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