Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Zhang Yichen felt quite relaxed during this time. His parents didn't care about my business, at least they didn't quarrel like before. His wife's condition was relatively stable during this period, and nothing bad happened. There were no accidents, which was already a blessing in misfortune for him. He hadn't lived such a quiet life for a long time, and he didn't know that it was not easy for him to live up to now, but he Never give up.

If he suddenly caused bad results because of conflicts among his family members, then he really doesn't know what kind of ending he will face. He has no thoughts now, let alone any ideas to deal with these grievances Yes, he feels that his every day is very fulfilling, but also very tiring.

It's really not easy for her to come to today step by step in these years. He thinks about everything he has experienced in these years, and every decision he has made. Is he really so clear-eyed? He hasn't thought about how he walked. Up to this point, he lived step by step, just to hope that his family can be safe. Now that his family has reached the ending he wanted most, even though his wife is still awake, he still feels very sad. happy

"Father, to be honest, I am already full of despair for this family now. I dare not give everyone in this family the kind of warmth I wanted before. Do you understand that when I am tortured again and again, when I I am desperate and need to be drunk. When the person I love cares about me and loves me, all I get is pain. What I got, I got nothing. On the contrary, I lost a lot.

No matter what you think of me these years, I am really happy. Even though I am hurt again and again, I can only hide in bed and cry alone, but deep in my heart, it is still The happiest time of my life.I have made it to this day by my own efforts. I don’t know that I didn’t rely on anyone for all of this. I was just brought up by my grandfather. At that moment, my heart was actually sad. I didn’t get your love for me. , I didn't get your company for me, deep in my heart, my parents are like invisible people, they will never appear by my side.

The age when I needed you the most has passed, the past time is gone forever, and there is no chance to return to the present, how can you understand the harm you brought me back then, what kind of intense pain it is Pain, I will never tell anyone about my pain, because it won't help, but I really can't bear it today. I have done so much, but what is the end of my exchange? I have nothing in exchange for my harm.

I need your time the most, but you are wandering the world outside, you abandoned me, let me face all the pressure alone, in fact, my heart is always sad at that moment, I never thought that my parents would use Treating me in such a ruthless way, is it really wrong to do what I want? Do I deserve to be hurt by my family again and again in my life, but I endure all the pain indifferently? I am not reconciled, I I used my own efforts to prove that it is correct that I am not willing to be reconciled in my whole life.

I thought about living at all costs. As long as I can live, I will be happy in whatever I do, but what will I get in the end? Even if I can live like this, I will get nothing in the end. I will lose my lover. , lost myself, the family that could have been happy, lost everything I cared about and cherished the most, what was the meaning of all I did at that time?"

"My child, you should understand that I never thought of treating you in this way from the beginning to the end. The misunderstanding between our father and son is too deep and too deep. It is not a problem that can be solved in a few words. Do you think Have you ever been, if I really hoped that you would leave and never come back, I really didn’t want to come back to you to take care of you and accompany you so uninhibited, how could you stand here, when and where you stand on me I have thought about it from the perspective of you. Is everything you do right and what I do wrong? I live for my own freedom and food, am I still wrong? I just want to leave It's just to make the person next to your pillow happy, and it's the same for you to be happy. You can still hope that your wife can be happy and happy, and you also hope that she can be by your side in good health and safety. Let go, don't I want to?

Obviously many things are human nature, but in your eyes they are so heinous, you have never thought about the torment and pain in my heart as a father, you have never thought that when I am caught in the middle, I am in a dilemma, How should I choose at that moment, you think all this is just for yourself, have you thought about how difficult it is for me to do all this, if you can think a little bit from my perspective, then the ending It will not be the current state.I don't want any accidents between us to happen again, and I don't want any of us to continue to make a big fuss about this matter, quarreling all the time, that kind of life makes me feel very tired, what we want Neither is that kind of life. "

"Now you just suddenly said to me, you don't want that kind of life, do you think I will believe it? Once I might really believe everything you said, but now I won't believe it, because I believe you The ending is just to let myself hurt again and again, why should I let myself be covered in bruises, but in the end I still bear all the pain silently, and you laugh by myself, why should I owe it all my life? People, only my grandpa, only my wife, only my children, I do not owe my parents, because they have not given me love, have not accompanied me, even if you gave me life, you have seen me in these years When we gave up, everything was already calculated, we owe each other nothing, and I will no longer be united because of your appearance and your existence, and you will not feel sorry for you because of what you have done Hate, I am no longer the person I used to be. I will live an upright life by my own efforts, and I will never be sad by anyone again."

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