Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

For a long time, I repeatedly asked myself in the depths of my heart, did I really live happily, but the final conclusion was that no matter what they said I would come back to me, I would always live by myself .

"Yichen, Dad knows that Dad's abandonment of you has caused indelible harm to you, but do you know that if it wasn't because of your father's abandonment, how could you have such a happy life now? I know that there are some things that can't be helped." , I can make it clear in a few words, but I also hope that you can trust your biological father once. We really never thought about abandoning you completely. In our hearts, you will always be our precious son. We do It is impossible for parents not to love their children, to shut you out again and again, to deny you as your biological son again and again, do you know how entangled and painful our hearts are as parents? I shed tears silently, but what about you? You have reached the pinnacle of your life alone, a height that no one else can look up to in a lifetime, don't you feel happy?"

It’s okay if Zhang Zhentian didn’t say that, but he felt even more uncomfortable when he said that. Why did his father treat him like this when his biological father was standing in front of him? Could it be because they abandoned him? Are they happier? Their abandonment has brought so much harm to themselves, and they have never enjoyed any father's love or mother's love. Now, why should they tell themselves such high-sounding reasons so that they can be happy? forgive them

"You think you have left me these years, and I have been very happy and happy, but do you know how much torture and pain I have endured these years, and I remind myself all the time, my parents are not I don’t love me, and it’s not because I want to abandon me on purpose, but because I have a last resort, but I comfort myself like this again and again, I deceive myself again and again, you know? I gradually become numb to myself, I have believed in the whole Every word said by all the people in the world, my parents love my biological son no matter when and where, as long as my biological son needs it, they will definitely pay for me at all costs.

You think that your leaving is the greatest happiness for me, but do you know how hard I have lived these years? Do you understand what it feels like to deceive yourself and others? Do you understand that you should know this thing clearly? It is an impossible thing at all, but I am still there to persuade myself to myself that doing this will definitely become a reality, and my parents will definitely not abandon me so cruelly. Your heart is what kind of feeling"

When Xia Jing heard her son say such words, she was really sad as a mother. He never thought that his son would live such a hard life, and he spent every day like this. As long as she thinks that her son has been deceiving himself and others in the past few years to hide that his parents love him, he will feel even more painful in his heart. It is unbearable that all the consequences of all these are all because of what he has done. And the reason why all of this is caused is all due to my own children, why do I make my children suffer so much.If time could be turned back, then I would never have made up my mind to abandon my child anyway, but what my child got in the end was this result. It still hurts.

"Son, I am the mother who is sorry for you. If I knew that one day our relationship with each other would become as bad as it is now, then I would never leave you. Leaving you is the worst thing in my life. Regrets, I know, all children hope to be accompanied by their parents, but you lack the love of your parents for so many years, these years, you must have lived very hard, step by step, relying on your own efforts to get to where we are today, what qualifications do we have? To say such cruel and unfeeling words to you, we just hope that you can live happily. For us as parents, as long as our children can live happily, what's the point?

As long as you are happy and happy, we don’t care about anything, as long as you are happy and happy, life is all right for mom and dad, but when we choose to give up everything and go home to accompany you, at that moment We have already thought clearly that nothing in the world is more important than our own children. What our children care most about is whether their parents are by their side. What I have done with your father over the years It’s so wrong, we are so wrong, we have never been by your side, and you have been alone for so many years, you must hate us very much, even if you hate us as parents, that’s human It's normal, because we abandoned you and brought you so much harm, if you don't hate us, then we won't believe it, no matter you hate us or not, no matter how you think about me and you in your heart Dad, we will always treat you as our most beloved son, and this fact will never change in this lifetime. "

"Mom, in fact, don't say that. In my heart, I never blamed you. You gave me life anyway. If you didn't work so hard to give birth to me, then I would never blame you anyway." I am really grateful to you for today's achievements, but sometimes do you really think I am happy like this? Do you think I have been abandoned by my parents, can I continue to live happily? Although I have a I love my wife very much. Although I have a son who I love the most by my side and my grandfather, but my parents have never been by my side to accompany me for a day. This kind of pain, it is a kind of pain that will never be erased in this lifetime, do you know what kind of understanding and feeling that kind of pain brings to yourself?

That feeling is self-evident, I don't even know what tone I should use to describe that feeling to you, I'm in too much pain

The decisions you made hurt me, and ended up making me what I am now, and now you are here to please me, what kind of feeling do you make me feel? If it were you, would you feel that this is simply It's just acting on the spot, I don't take these things seriously, I don't care about these things at all, do you think my heart will feel better? Everyone should compare their hearts, don't think that what you call happiness is happiness to me, in fact I Are you really happy?"

Gradually I understood, and I also understood everything, what is happiness, what is home, what is warmth, I no longer want all these too much like before.Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife is updated the fastest.

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