I don't understand why you left me, leaving me alone and lonely, but do you know that I really miss you, and I really like you, why did you abandon me

Seeing her husband like this, Xia Jing really didn't know what to do.

If I forgive him so easily, then what am I? In his eyes, I am someone who can forgive others casually? If this is really the case, then this relationship is not worth mentioning.

Zhang Zhentian didn't know what his wife was thinking in his heart, he knew that he was reminding his wife time and time again, but in the end all he got was ruthless treatment.

No matter how he treats his wife, he takes it for granted in his eyes, but now he can get a little favor from his wife, and he feels it is worth it.

"Zhentian, can you look a little manly, do you know what you look like, I really look down on you.

You don't even have the minimum manliness, and how can you let me live with you with all my heart? You never thought about it. You only know how to go your own way these few nights.

If you love me, then please show the dignity you should have as a man, like you, who only humiliate yourself, why do you think I love you with all my heart

Think about it carefully, since I promised to travel around the world with you, then I will definitely do it, but the premise is that you will not wrong yourself like this again and again, otherwise I don’t think there is any meaning for us to be together significance

We have been together for decades, and I also believe that you can have that little courage. If you can't even show this courage, then please don't bother me anymore. Since I promised to travel with you, then I I will definitely do it, but I also hope that you can promise me this matter, and don't always dangle in front of me like a coward. If that happens, it will only make me feel that I look down on you. I don't look down on any man at all. Like a coward, he compromises in front of his wife"

Zhang Zhentian didn't know how to answer his wife's words, because his whole body was numb now, he had been living under the shadow of his wife all the time, he felt that as long as he could please his wife, it was more important than anything else, so he I never cared about what I wanted.

For her, all she wanted was for her wife to stay by her side. He was really an infatuated person, and he would do anything for his wife.

But in the end, he may not be able to get his wife's sincerity towards him, and she may not be able to get what she wants after all. This may be a cruel reality for him, or even a bigger blow. He cannot bear it, maybe Wait until one day he can really figure it out, no matter how much he sincerely pays, he can't get someone who doesn't love him.

"Xia Jing, in fact, you also know that I have gradually become numb. I am always like a child in front of you, because this makes me feel that you will love me, and you will be willing to stay by my side and take care of me for the rest of my life. But slowly I found that my thoughts were wrong, no matter how much I long for you to stay by my side, but you may not always stay by my side after all, I give everything for you, but in your eyes After all, Li is just a cloud of the past.

Sometimes I really want to ask myself how bad I am, so that the woman I miss is not willing to stay by my side even if she dies, this is a failure for me to live."

Xia Jing felt very uncomfortable when he heard Zhang Zhentian say such self-defeating words, but he didn't know how to comfort him. He knew that all these were the consequences of his own choices. If he hadn't told this fact at the beginning Come out, whether there will be such an ending, but I have already made a choice, so what can I do? It is not just that I can only silently bear all the consequences of the choice I made.

Maybe because of this, I will completely lose my wife in my life, but I have already reached this point, and there is nothing I can do.

I have cut off my only way out, and I can only endure this kind of torture in my life.

"Don't say that, in fact, you are not bad in my heart, it's just that you are too conniving in some things, so I make me feel that you should do everything for me, but everything I do Never considered your inner feelings, let alone your ability to bear.

But I really don't understand why you still don't hate me at this point, even if you hate me a little bit, it is a kind of happiness and a kind of comfort to me, isn't it

I really hope you can hate me, because if you hate me, I won't feel so guilty in my heart, and I won't think about how to explain all this to you. "

"Is it because I don't hate you, you feel guilty and you will feel uneasy, and you will choose to stay with me more and try to see if we are suitable? Is that what you mean?"

Xia Jing was really speechless, he never thought that her husband would have such an idea, could it be that she was really so unreasonable in her eyes, why couldn't she get every decision she made in the life she wanted, why is it always wrong

"I don't understand why you have such thoughts in your heart. Do you think I can stay by your side if you do this? We no longer have that tacit understanding with each other. Do you think it's interesting even if we are together?"

"It doesn't matter to me whether it is interesting or not. As long as you can stay by my side, I can do it at any cost. As long as you can continue to stay by my side, it will be the greatest reward in life for me. I want nothing else, I just want you to accompany me more, and when I die, you can still accompany me to Hongmeng, which is the greatest happiness in the world for me.”

"You are really obsessed. I have made my words so clear, so you still don't understand what I mean? What I want is not you. Even if I promise to try to be with you, we may not be sure in the end." There will be results, don’t you understand? You make me feel really tired, I don’t know what to do, and I don’t know what to say to you, so you can understand.”

"I"

"That's enough. I don't want to repeat what I said in front of your eyes again and again. You should think carefully about what kind of attitude you should use to get along with me, so that we will have results."

You clearly know that nothing can take your place, but why do you still resolutely leave me?

When you feel that all this is not the case, there is no reason for love and hate, if you want me to bear the hypocritical love and hate, then I will be willing to do it.

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