Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

It was you who once told us that it was impossible, but you still came to my side. If you had known earlier that the trouble between us would become what it is today, maybe it would not have hurt so much.

"Don't you really think that I don't want to let go of all the pain? I don't want to let go of those things. I really can't let go. I endure all the pain in my heart again and again. What I want It's really just a smooth and steady life, but my life is disrupted again and again, can't I blame anyone? Should I be willing to bear all the pain? I just watched everything Changes in front of my eyes, I watched the person I care about being stolen there, do you know how painful that feeling is? No one has ever thought about what kind of heart-pounding pain that feeling is, You always feel that the decisions you make are right, so what about me, do I deserve to be abandoned and hurt again and again by your parents?

You say you are not a saint, what about me? Am I a saint? You are alive and I am tired. Everyone is tired, but I really don’t want to be so tired. Do you know how painful it is for such a tired person? I just want to Once I fall asleep, I don’t have to wake up again. Maybe that kind of life is what I want. I hide in a coffin where I can’t see my fingers every day. I don’t have to be afraid of that kind of darkness in my life, because I have completely Step into that place thoroughly, and when there is no chance to step out of that place in this life, everyone will be relaxed. All you want is for me to leave this world and leave you. In your eyes, only I left you to feel that you can be at ease, you can be happy, because you can’t give me what I want, and I can’t give you what you want, because in your eyes, everything I do is wrong , no matter what I do you can't see the good in me because deep down in your heart I will always be a bad boy

In order to get your understanding, to prove to you that I am the strongest person, I have come step by step to today, how much pain and tiredness I have paid, how much pain I have, I see everyone laughing and laughing, happy What was I doing when I was in the middle of the night, I was rushing forward desperately, because I want everyone to know that I am not the worst person, I want my family to know, because you abandoned me and made me, Today's ending is that you abandoned me, made me insensitive, and treated everything cruelly.

You are my parents, why do you have the heart to treat me like this, I am your child, what will I get? After all, you are just desperate again and again, hurting me again and again, what do you say you can get? benefit"

"My child's father knows that you have been very tired these years, but who has not been tired? As you said, everyone is very tired in life. If you want to not be tired, unless you have already entered the coffin, but don't you now? Can you let go of these things? Do you know that as long as you let go of everything, your whole body will be relaxed, and you will no longer have to bear this kind of pain, and the torment in your heart will be completely reduced. It is all of us The ending you all want, why do you insist on clinging to the past and not letting go of it? I pushed you into the abyss again and again, but you still want us to come back to you."

"I'm afraid, if I could let go, I would have let go a long time ago, why bother to be obsessed with the present? What kind of results have been brought to me by my persistence again and again, don't I really know deep down in my heart? Do you really think I am happy and happy? My pain is no less than yours. I always suppress all the despair in my heart. All I want is a safe and stable life, but in the end I I can't get anything, because I understand that even if I give everything I have, I am nothing in your eyes. I can only rely on my own efforts to wait until the end again and again. I can only prove to everyone again and again, I am really the strongest person, and I am qualified to let you know that I am the best. You will not abandon me cruelly. I also just want my parents to stay by my side Did i do something wrong

I really paid a lot. I am the kind of person who doesn’t cherish when I have it. Only when I lose it can I understand how important that person is to me, but my heart is not with me. No matter what I do, he will never look at me. , He took revenge on me again and again, and made me feel miserable again and again, just to retaliate for the harm I caused him. She took revenge on me, he was so happy, he could laugh haha, but I Well, I can only cry silently by myself. I know that men don’t flick their tears easily, but they haven’t reached the point of sadness. Who knows how painful I am. I have always suppressed all the pain in my heart. All I want is to be able to live a happy life, but what I got in the end I got nothing, instead I got a whole body of injuries

Dad, can you understand how painful I am? Can you understand? I am your child, why do you treat me like this? Abandoning everyone in our family, what on earth do you do in your heart Why do you treat us like this? Deep in your heart, can't everyone in our family compare to your so-called freedom and happiness? You are outside Have you been flying freely for so many years? There is no opposite at all. You also lost your family. You destroyed everything with your own hands. Now that you are back here, I still accept it because my heart really wants to get myself My parents love me, but I pay again and again, and the final result is like this. I can't be indifferent. Endured and endured, but in the end I couldn't bear it anymore, I was about to collapse, I was going to become a demon, I was already going crazy, I pushed myself step by step until today, everything I have destroyed by myself Everything you want.

In the end, I can only blame myself for being too stupid to let myself become what I am now. Who knows how much pain I have in my heart, I really can’t let it go.”

Only when you are lonely and helpless will you think of someone, maybe we have been forgotten by each other long ago and are lingering in our bones: The president's way of chasing his wife is updated the fastest.

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