Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Maybe in a hurry, at the same time, I was in a hurry to find out what suits me or doesn't suit me in other people's love view.

"I know, how could I not know, it's because you have paid too much for me that I feel guilty, don't you know how much harm I have caused you in the past few years? You clearly I know that many times I am just using your feelings for me, but you know that you are still willing to be with me with all your heart, what do you want me to do?

Sometimes you clearly know that I say cruel and unfeeling words to you again and again, just because I want to vent my anger, and I don’t want to keep the anger in my heart deep in my heart. The anger I received elsewhere will be vented on yours Do you really have no complaints in your heart?

You are my husband, but I have never fulfilled the responsibilities of a wife to you these years. I am always playing against you, always doing things to hurt you, you still stay here for me. By my side, the only reason is to hope that we can live happily and forget all the pain, and all you remember are the best memories between us."

"Xia Jing, we are husband and wife, and you are the woman I love the most. No matter when and where, neither of us should thank each other, because that thank you may really break the relationship between us. Once the words of thank you express the nature of the feelings, the relationship between them will become alienated.

We all live happily together, no one should think about the unhappiness of the past, forget all the pain and troubles, as long as we live happily and happily in the future, why bother to care about so many right and wrong in the past, why bother to entangle the past What is right and wrong, even if I struggle too much, and what kind of relationship does it have with me, have I finally embarked on a path that is different from others?

Because I have known for a long time that all the roads in the world are made by ourselves, and no one can arrange those roads properly. For the mistakes we have made, we should bear all the responsibilities and pains ourselves , we have forgotten what kind of days we got through, we have depended on each other step by step until now, how can we give up so easily?"

"I know, I don't know that you really love me in your heart, but these years you obviously miss your children, your father, and your whole family, but you never face me because you are afraid of me. Embarrassment, you don't want me to be embarrassing, you just want me to live a happy life, but how can I, as a wife, not know what your inner thoughts are?

You concealed all your thoughts about your hometown in front of me, just to hope that I can continue to live a happy life outside with peace of mind, but you don't know, in fact, you have never known that you miss this family all these years From the very beginning, my heart was already shaken, I don’t want to make you sad, I don’t want to embarrass you, I want to bring you back home, let everyone in the family forgive you, even if I can only be kicked out of the house in the end No complaints or regrets, as long as you can return to this home, as long as you no longer live in pain like before, for me as a wife, it is the greatest comfort in the world.

Don't think that I'm stupid, and don't think that I'm doing something for you. In fact, all I do is to seek favor in front of you. I just hope that you can remember me forever, but I Hurt you in other ways, just to hope that you can leave me and go home, as long as I leave you can go home

I watched my child grow up step by step with my own eyes. I clearly know how sad and painful he is, but I have no way to make up for the harm I caused her, because I am a mother. It doesn't work. I don't know how I as a mother should let my son live happily. When I see him being bullied by others, I can't wait to go up and beat other children to death. I just want my child to be able to Happy and worry-free.

Whenever I stop outside his school gate and watch him go to school and class is over, do you know how happy I am? I want to rush up and hug him, but I can't. I don't have the courage. I'm afraid he will deny me if I go up. , choose to push me away.

No one knows about these injuries, but they are deeply rooted in me. I know that my child also hopes that I can be by her side, but what I bring to him as a mother is only hurt.

There are only the two of us here today, but I choose to tell you all the things in my heart. I don’t want my son to hear these words, because if he hears them, he may think that I am too much to be a mother. Too hypocritical, obviously I don't want to see him, but I have to tell others, I miss his words very much, but I really want to live with him from the bottom of my heart. "

Zhang Zhen sighed, how could he not know? How could he not understand himself, how much his wife wanted to see his children, and when his wife stood at the school gate again and again, he also stood by him Behind him, his wife has never found out. All she wants is for his wife to silently look after her child without being disturbed by anyone. He has seen his wife standing outside the school gate time and time again. , Wiping tears secretly, how painful is his heart as a husband, who can understand

"Actually, all these years you stood outside her school gate and looked at her. Every time I stood behind you but never let you find out. I saw you cry when you saw him there. I know you You still feel distressed deep in your heart, but you have no choice but to cover up how much you miss him with your hard heart. What you want is to let your son not recognize you as a mother.

I believe that deep down in your heart I still love him. No matter what you have done over the years, your deepest thoughts of him have never diminished. Anyway, even if they really don't want to accept us, we can do it again Leave, but this time I will not abandon them, I will often go home to see them, I just live in a different place with them, I have made up my mind to give everything to my father to be forgiven, as long as we can live together happily , in this family, even if I'm just a slave, just a humble servant, I can accept it, as long as he doesn't reject me anymore, as long as they can let me stay here and watch them happy, that's enough."

It is not until the end that you can clearly and deeply engrave in the past stories what belongs to you or does not belong to you.