Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Since I can't move you anymore, I can only choose to let myself go, and your pride and your lies are the motivation for me to leave you.

Now that I can't change all your decisions, but at least I can still choose to give up.

But no matter what happens here, I absolutely cannot let my own son be hurt because of my own affairs. I have never given her any love for myself in my life. This father has never done what a father should do. I have hurt her so much and abandoned him so much, how can I continue like this, if I treat my son like before, what is the difference between myself and a beast.

"Yichen, Dad never intends to hurt you any more. I just hope you can let go of your prejudices and don't hold yourself back so painfully. Do you think you are happy and happy like this? You are walking on eggshells every day. Are you afraid? One day I will treat you like before, you don't have the freedom and happiness of the past at all, the presence of me will only bring you burdens, make you miserable again and again, and suffer mental torture, you I know that when you close your eyes, your mind is full of other people's shadows. Do you know how bad that feeling is? I'm scared, and I don't want you to suffer that kind of pain, because you are my son, I can't bear to let you go I don't want you to get the pain that you shouldn't bear

I always think that the most perfect ending is to let go of everything. Is it really possible to let go of some things? Obviously deep in my heart I pretend not to care, but deep in my heart I still have no way to ignore and care, a person is always like this , live with duplicity, don't care on the lips, but in the heart he cares more than anyone else, why do people always have to be so hypocritical, wouldn't it be good to live in a down-to-earth way?

My whole life is really tiring and tiring. All the tiredness is caused by myself. I can’t blame anyone else. It’s only when I do everything by myself that it becomes what it is now. In the end, who can I blame?

My child, do you know how sad my father is in his life? He never smiled happily. No matter what he does, he is always under all the pressure. No one cares about himself. Everything they do is right. Yes, it's just that everything I do is wrong in their eyes. Do you know how heavy the pressure of public opinion is on me? No one has considered my feelings. All the responsibilities are imposed on me, and who knows how much my heart hurts

Maybe in your eyes, you think I'm a saint, but I'm really not a saint. I can't be indifferent. You all think that I don't care about many things, but who knows the pain in my heart? How much pain is in my heart, you put all the responsibilities and sins on my head, what about me, I was born, should I blame you or how?

No matter what I do, you will never feel the slightest bit of satisfaction with me. In your eyes, I am a sinner through the ages. What I do is wrong. No matter what I do, it is wrong. You don’t think about it at all. Live my feelings.

If you really treat me as a family member, if you really treat me as a family, you will not treat me in this way. You have thought that not having such a way may be nothing to you, but how heavy it is to me , how many blows, have you considered my inner feelings, how tangled and painful my heart is? Time and time again, deep down in your heart, you can only see things that you think you are right from afar, but you have forgotten, some Things are not like that at all, you only use your own eyes to judge the right and wrong of all things, but you don’t bother at all whether that thing is true or not, you just blindly use your own eyes To look at things, are all the things you see with your eyes real? How entangled and unable to speak out, all her wishes and sufferings can only be endured silently by one person, do you know how much pain and shock that kind of pain will bring to this person?"

Zhang Yichen didn't expect his father to have so much suffering and tiredness in his heart. He always thought that his father was very chic outside and lived happily and comfortably. He never cared about his family. How much he cared about him, but now that he saw his father like this, he realized that his father was not as comfortable as he imagined, and his life was very tangled and painful in the depths of his heart. She is showing her strong face and smile to everyone, but who knows how she got through it?

My father is right, he is not a saint, he cannot face all things indifferently like everyone else, he is not a person who will not love her when he is hurt, he is not a hard-hearted person, he also wants to not care, But it is really impossible not to care about some things. All the things are overwhelmed again and again. How much pain my father must have in his heart. After all, I, the son, gave to my father again, what time? There is no comfort at all. He beat his father to prison time and time again. He lived so painfully and sadly. He never saw her results happily. But for me, I brought my father What, time and time again, I helped him to abandon it again and again, that was my own biological father, how did I get so cruel to treat him like this back then?

"Dad, is it true that you are the only one who is tired of living alone? Am I not tired when I live? All I want is to be with the one I love, but why do I end up with this kind of ending again and again? Who cares about how much it hurts in my heart? You are tired of living, I Living is also tiring. I was no less than you during that time. I have been tired for many years. I have been working hard alone for more than [-] years. In the past [-] years, I have never laughed from the bottom of my heart. , time and time again I see grandpa doing life there, time and time again when I see grandpa silently sad, I can't do anything, I can only watch from afar, because he is my grandpa, I have nothing to do Well, I can't help it"

When we broke up, I realized that I didn't love you as much as I thought.