Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Zhang Yichen now gradually understands that once he once hoped that his parents would give him a way out, but now you, who are all your own, have not given your wife a way out, forcing her to leave.

Zhang Zhen just couldn't figure out why his father just didn't want to give him a way to survive. He always wanted to survive in this world a little longer, and he just wanted to spend more time with his family in this home, but the ending time and time again gave him what did i bring

Recalling how many years I have been doing, I have been looking forward to returning to this home, and the moment he really returned to this home, he realized that everything was just a mirage in his dreams, and there was nothing wrong with him. The first thing is to allow myself to achieve my goals. Time and time again I can't get what I want after all, and time and time again everything I want is destroyed by my relatives.

That kind of thing that I want is clearly in front of my eyes, but I can't get it or have it. Instead, I have to suffer from the destruction of my relatives again and again. No one can replace me on the road I will walk, and I see it more thoroughly than anyone else.

Xia Jing really couldn't bear to see Hao Duan's family become like this. All of this happened after he returned to this family. If it was really because of his return, then he I would rather leave alone than let everyone in the family get hurt. This kind of ending is really not what I want the most. Time and time again this kind of ending makes me confident, but I can’t get what I want after all. Get, time and time again, how much pain is deep in my heart, and who can understand it?

"I think there is no need for any of you to quarrel because of these things. If it is because of my return that these things have become like this, I am willing to leave alone and bear all the consequences. I am willing to be alone again Go far away and never step into this house again. I also hope that you can return to the happy and quiet life before. That kind of life is what I can give you. I appear again and again, which leads to The family has changed again and again, and everyone in the family has conflicts and quarrels because of me. I really can't feel at ease in my heart. I can't let my family suffer because of me again and again. But I'm still sitting there enjoying my success, waiting for my family to be bruised and bruised, and I'm still innocent, looking at you with a dazed face, I can't do it

Now I have put everything down, because I understand a truth, even if I regard everything as very important, what I get in the end may not be the ending I want most. Pain again and again, I feel that I have a clear conscience, the only person I am ashamed of is you, because you are the one who hurt you the most in my life, how I wish these things never happened, these things It will eventually become a fact. I have no way to change it, and I have no way to make it never happen to me.Net first

If my departure can save each of you from quarreling, I think my sacrifice is meaningful, but if everyone in the family continues to quarrel because of my departure, then I don’t understand what I did What is the meaning of this? Everything I do is purposeful, and you all know that I have always been a person who pays attention to the purpose.

You actually understand me better than anyone else, because you know that everything I do is wrong, because there is always a struggle in my heart, and there was a struggle that made me unable to face it. I am so afraid of the pain I have suffered. I am afraid that everyone will only hurt me in the end. All I want is that you can live happily and peacefully, but in the end I have nothing Can't give it to you.

Dad, it is my fault that everyone in the family was hurt because I came back to this home. If time can come back, then I will definitely not come back to this home. I will definitely keep my original promise and leave This family will never step into this family again, so that you will be less hurt, you will not have to live in such fear every day, and you will be able to relax a little bit, but all of this is brought by me. I feel deeply guilty for your harm, but I still have no choice but to support your choice and come back, because I miss you, I want to have a home and have my own relatives to accompany me, but Now I have to choose to leave again, because my return has brought harm to you, and my departure is the best ending for you. "

Zhang Yichen never thought that one day his mother would make such a decision. She came back to this home with great difficulty, but finally chose to leave, because of the quarrels that happened time and time again in this home, and because of herself. His wife has become what she is now, is it true that all the faults are on my parents? Is it true that my wife is not at fault at all? If his heart is a little more open, if his heart is a little wider , it won’t be like what it is now, I won’t be caught in the middle of the dilemma, what should I do? If my parents leave again, I will completely lose all contact with my parents in this life. Do you really want to let such a thing happen? After waiting for so many years, the family members who finally came back, why did they choose to leave again? Why do they have to repeat this again and again to hurt themselves? What, a tool that can hurt casually, or a chess piece that can be used casually to achieve the goal

Sometimes she really didn't think about how her parents were such people. He also hoped that his parents could give him a way to survive. He knew that his parents had a hard time these years.

Could it be that his life is very easy and not hard at all? He has lived on eggshells every day in these years. He is afraid that he will be hurt by others if he is not careful. He is afraid that his family will be hurt because of his lack of ability. Not being rejected by others, he worked hard to improve his abilities time and time again, in order to make his family live above others forever.

Maybe this is the causal cycle, the damage that I once caused will eventually return to my own head.