No one is voluntarily becoming degenerate, no one is willing to become what he hates the most

Do you think I'm voluntary? There are many things that I can't control at all. Talk about my inner feelings. Do you think I really don't want to forget you? But how difficult it is, have you ever thought about it? I forgot, so I haven't been able to erase you from my memory for many years, how can I make such a trivial thing become a reality in such a short time now

You people only do things that are difficult for others, you don’t consider other people’s feelings at all, you don’t know what other people really want, you just give him all the mess, and let him bear the pain caused by his dislike in silence. All the pressure that comes.

Everyone has their own feelings, why do you have to take care of your own feelings, and you are not willing to take into account my feelings, I just really can't help it, I can't forget you for so many years, so what about my short time tell you to forget.

"Zhihan, why can't you see other people at all in your eyes, why can you only see yourself, your husband, and everyone in your eyes, but you can't see me? In my eyes, I'm really so useless, so insignificant, I don't even have a chance for you to look up

I envy you so much, because I understand that no matter where you go, at least your husband loves you sincerely, she can do everything for you, but I, I can only stay here silently, forever There is no way to leave, not even a chance for you to look up, you are relaxed now, but you don't understand what kind of training and torture we will face next.

If the person standing here is not me but your husband, how would you treat her? Are you still turning a blind eye to me? Sometimes I ridicule myself, why do I have to wait so many years so stupidly, In the end, others looked down on me, why did I have to give up all my youth for an irrelevant woman, and as a result, that woman was already in love with others, but I could only look at the hopeless and unattainable woman from a distance. how bad it must feel

I don't understand what kind of attitude and viewpoint your husband uses to view our relationship, but I know that those viewpoints are definitely not good ones. Since you have already had a relationship with me, then he won't Will let you go so easily, as a man, how possessive he must be, don't you understand?"

"Chen Gang, no matter how good you are and how extravagant you are about this matter, I won't believe you. Stop pestering me. Give me a chance to escape and let me have the ability to save myself. Don't pester me like this again and again, and don't talk to me in such a tone again and again, it's really unnecessary, it's impossible for us to go back to the past, the previous things have passed, that No matter how good we were with each other at times, now there's nothing

Now you, I can only see you as my classmate at most, and I don’t have any other feelings. I don’t care whether you accept it or not. Since I have made such a decision today, then It proves that I have given up everything, and you don't have to think of any way to communicate with me, come to discuss with me, and then think of ways to threaten me and use me

I'm not a saint, and I can't accept that a person wants to use me. All I want is to have a stable life. Don't let the relationship between each other become so passive, and don't let each other Become so embarrassing, give each a way out, so that everyone can have a chance to experience this feeling, I know that no matter what you say now, I can't listen to it anymore, stop wasting your words, think about it, after all What can we do to maintain our current relationship without our relationship becoming passive.

Don't think of the past as the shackles that lock you and me. Even so, the chain between us has been broken, and it is impossible for those who have broken the chain to reconnect the past. It is also impossible for him to never happen, we are too far apart from each other, my current education is not as high as yours, and I do not do as many things as you, and I do not hope that because of my relationship, you will It becomes particularly ugly, that's something you and I don't want to see, maybe you think it's nothing, but it's different for me, I can't owe you any favors, do you understand?"

"Zhihan, I know, I'm useless now, but I still hope you can understand that there is nothing wrong with what I have done for you. I don't care what you think of me in your heart. I just want you to know that there is something wrong with me." The thing has passed, and there is no way to bring it back to the original point, just like what you said, no matter how hard I stick to it for you, no matter how hard I wait for you, you will never change my mind, stay with me and talk, I can't go back, the generation gap between us is more than a little bit, you no longer have me in your eyes, what can I do? Is it possible that I can knock you out and take you home, and then Is it unrealistic to lock you by my side forever?

Sometimes I know that doing this will make you and me very passive, and the relationship between Peters will become very embarrassing and embarrassing, but I still can't help but do it, so that I can see it anytime, anywhere You, I can do whatever it takes, but you still don't understand why I paid such a heavy price. In your eyes, maybe all of this is nothing, but it is too important to me.

I decided to give up everything abroad and give everything for you, because no matter how much I give, I will never get anything in return in your heart. Instead, you will think that I am pestering you, and it’s fine if I don’t get any thanks. But I actually gave you an excuse to doubt me, why did I humiliate myself like this, I am also a dignified man, I can give up everything for my dignity, but you

You can't, I could have given up my own dignity for you, but finally I figured it out, I wouldn't even give up my most precious self-esteem for a person, if I don't have you, I can still have self-esteem , if I don’t even have self-esteem, then I really have nothing in this world.”

I know everything about you, but I never, because I don't know if the result will be different if it comes out

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