Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Zhihan, do you know that I always choose to hold on to the memories of the past and never give up. I always think that as long as I continue to wait, you will come back.

Mr. Zhang doesn't know how much psychological pressure his actions have brought to his son. His son has never experienced such a feeling of pressure. He just wants to be able to live his own life easily. , not to be disturbed by anyone, but it is simply impossible.

As a father, what he always thinks in his heart is how to make his children happy and live the life that everyone wants happily, instead of suffering all kinds of hardships again and again, but in the end they get nothing. He has no way to accept such a fate, but this fate seems to have become the doomed ending of his life, time and time again he can't escape or delete it, he can only let fate kill it time and time again, he fiddled with it Everything about himself, but in the end he found that all this is just a passing cloud.

No matter how much effort he has put in, in the end all of this is lost, and what he wants has never been realized. He walks step by step, a journey that is disliked by everyone, but he never He never thought about giving up. He believed that as long as he could happily live the life he wanted, then even if he had no complaints or regrets in his life, he would be willing to bear all the pain.

"Could it be that I, as a father, have all the demands on you are too much, or what I have done has made you feel yourself, no matter what, you are not willing to follow the journey I arranged for you, even if it is only one step , In the depths of your hearts, what am I? No matter what the result is, we will stay by your side, and we will never abandon you in this life.

I am also a living person, and I have also made many mistakes. Not everyone will forgive me for those mistakes, but I have a clear conscience. In fact, those mistakes have left me with no way to make choices in my life. But I will still do that, even if time starts again, I still will not change every decision I have made. That decision will give me a different life, and it will bring me a new life step by step. The journey of the times.

Child, as a father, he will never hurt his child no matter what, no matter how much his child hurts him, deep in his heart he will only treat his child as the most precious person wholeheartedly, Why don't you understand this? Once you hurt me and made me look like that, but I never blamed you, because I know that every decision I make must prove that what I do is right Yes, I can't let you suffer with me. Even if you want to go wandering, I still give you freedom. I used to, I won't let you go back to this home. No longer my son, but when you came back, I still endured the pain and asked you to be turned away. Do you know how much pain I felt in the depths of my heart at that moment?

You clearly know that I am a person with a knife mouth and a bean curd heart, and my words are vigorous and decisive, but when I do it, I feel very distressed. No one really understands the pain in my heart, it just happens again and again You have pinned all your hopes on me, and all the sins are still borne by me alone. I don’t blame any of you, who told me that the end of all this is the journey I chose myself?”

"Zhen, in fact, there is nothing wrong with Dad. You know better than anyone else what you think in your heart these years, but I still hope that you can think clearly about this matter, no matter who is right or wrong. , no matter who it is, we should face it with an optimistic attitude. We should not put all the pain on other people. Dad is innocent, our son is innocent, and all relatives are innocent. They are innocent, but we have not received the corresponding punishment for the pain that our own actions have brought to them. Time will change everything, and reality is always cruel. Adapting to reality, seeing reality as a beautiful thing again and again, we will embark on a different life.

I have lived in pain and hatred for too many years in my life. I don’t want to continue to live in pain for the rest of my life. It is not only mental torture for me, but also physical torture. I can’t stand it. As soon as I closed my eyes, I saw bloody people lying in front of me. I killed them one by one. Do you know how scared I was when they came to take my life? I was the one who was scared People can only hide in the bed and shiver, but I dare not tell you, because I am afraid, I am afraid that once I come out, you will think that all this is the end of my own evil.

I have worked hard alone for a long time, I regard everything as the most important thing in my life, I just want to be happy, I never thought that I would be hurt again and again, you understand I have embarked on the road of life again and again, do you understand how excited I am when I treat everything I own as my relatives again and again?

Over the years, the two of us have always been dependent on each other, because in Peter's arms, we never thought that one day we would be separated, but for everyone, separation is not necessarily a bad thing, we should try to face ourselves. A challenge that we have never faced before, if the two of us are always together, do you think we will get this kind of challenge? Father is in trouble, don't let our son down again, they have never tried to drive us out of this house, everything is my own whim, thinking about doing this, but why do you still follow in my footsteps Go, knowing that this matter is a wrong decision, but you still have no hesitation, the person who hurts in the end, although it is not me, but it is the relatives who love us the most, how sad they must be in their hearts, because we How heartbroken they must have felt for what they did."

Our kids are about to grow up, when will you come back, have you forgotten, you and I have kids and a family waiting for you to come back

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