Many times it is not that I like to stay up until dawn by myself.

Those dialogues that I used to have have become piercing my heart word by word, and how many memories have become a sad and hideous face, as if haggard again.

Zhang Nai actually knows what his father is thinking deep in his heart. The reason why he has chosen to do nothing all these years is that she just hopes to leave a retreat for each other, so that everyone can think about it How should this road be taken, what kind of actions should be taken, so that everyone will not feel sad about the decisions made because of their own achievements, time and time again he has become different from before, as time goes by As time went by, as his family quarreled again and again, he gradually matured a lot. He felt that if he wanted to survive in this world, he must have a harmonious family and everyone must be united. If you rely on force to solve the problem, then even if you live here, you will only bring sadness and pain to your family members.

Zhang Yichen doesn't understand what kind of thoughts his son has in his heart, and he doesn't understand what his son thinks deep in his heart. He only knows that he has fulfilled his due responsibilities as a father, I have already told my child everything that should be said. As for whether my child will choose to obey his own wishes in the end, it depends on whether he will choose to take this path in the end.

"Dad, in fact, you understand better than anyone else, right? You see clearly than anyone else, but you choose to do nothing, because you don't want the relationship at home to become worse and worse. Because of this, do you know, just because of what you think and what you do now, everyone in the family has a different view, and everyone feels guilty because of what you do. Tangled.

No one wants to live in pain all the time, and everyone wants to live happily and harmlessly in this life. In fact, he hopes that he can live unscrupulously in this life, otherwise is it true? Will this really become a reality? Who can really do this? Every time what everyone wants to do is just so painful and sad. No one thinks about what I should do. What is it that I get all this?

At the beginning, I went with you because of a little thing. Only now did I realize how outrageous what I did at the beginning. Why did I argue with you because of those things? Why did I make you feel Deep in my heart is a kind of injury.

I don't know if there is anything wrong with what I have done. I just want to make it different from the original. I just want everyone in the family to be able to live the life they want the most. life, but why in the end I found that no matter what I do, there is no way for everyone in the family to live according to my wishes. What I do is meaningless. Is it true that a decision is made like that? In your eyes, I am thinking of walking my own life alone. I want to try to see how big the outside world is. I want to travel all over the world with my own efforts. In your eyes, that is just A joke, just a joke, you don't even think my words are a real language.

All of what I have done has gradually achieved the goal I wanted, but when I finally found out, the ending of all this is contrary to my own thoughts, and it has become no longer what I once wanted the most. In the end, I have no way to control it, which makes me feel that my ability is too weak. I don't have the ability to control my best life. On the contrary, I made a mess of my life. "

"Son, none of us want to do these things now. We should live in harmony between father and son, right? Why bother to quarrel over some things? The most important thing for us now is to get your grandpa and grandma back as soon as possible and to accompany you well Your mother, let your mother return to normal as soon as possible, so that she can live a normal life in the future, stop being in a daze like this every day, sometimes crazy and sometimes sober, what does it mean for him to come to the depths of his heart not a pain

You also know what a proud person your mother is. As long as he makes a decision on everything he does, he will not let anyone easily change the decision he made, but now she can only Lying here, locked in a narrow space, if his brain is clear, do you think she will be happy? She will feel that this is the life he wants most, and he will only feel that this is the greatest insult. He will feel that all this is a drag that he has brought to us, and he will only think of himself as a burden. "

"I don't want to worry about these problems anymore. I hope you go back and persuade your grandparents so that they can think clearly about what they want. Now if their children make up for it, I will live as I did before. The life I want the most, then no one in this family will sincerely welcome them back to this home in the future. When they come back to this home, everything in this home will change too much, and we will react again and again. It’s too late, I don’t want this kind of life to continue like this, I hope he can think about what the result he wants most in his life, and what he thinks of us in every decision he makes.”

Zhang Zhen has been standing here, listening to the conversation between his son and his grandson. He never thought that at least now they are still thinking about what they have done as an elder for themselves. How many people have been killed, but now that I finally come back to this home, why do I want to hurt them in the same way again and again, leaving all their best trust in me behind, and letting them give all their efforts? Everything was in vain, why did I do all this for the sake of hurting them so much? Could it be that deep down in my heart I was really able to get by? Could it be that I didn’t feel any sense of self-blame?

In fact, his heart is still very painful, but when these things are faced with him, he doesn't know what choice he should make. What he wants most is to hope that everyone can be happy life, but I still can't get the ending I want most in the end.

His heart is actually painful and entangled. He also hopes that everyone can be happy, but because of his appearance, this originally harmonious family has become as embarrassing as it is now.

I can't let go of what I most want to let go. I have been entangled with what I yearn for all the time, and I feel that my whole body has been torn apart by pain, and I am still helpless.

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