Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

I dream of sailing with the wind, and my heart is like a blue ocean.Zhang Zhen, she really didn't think that her son would end up spending his childhood like this. Everything she saw before was not all about how hard her son had lived. It really couldn't be said in words describe.When I think about all of this, it is all because of my selfish behavior that I have brought such harm to my children. Why do I have to suffer so much in my heart as a father? He doesn't have any children of his own, so why did he still feel a little bit unbearable in his heart when he said these words today? Could it be because her words were too touching? "Yichen, listen to Dad, Dad!" Deep down in my heart, it’s not that you don’t exist. It’s just that so many years have passed, and I’m already numb. I don’t know how to be a father. I have also thought about many encounters over the years. I never thought that one day, You and my grandson begged me to be able to come back to this house, do you know what it feels like for me? , it’s all for the good of me as a father, and also for the sake of allowing me to return to this family, but the moment you plead for me, I know that I will never pay back what I owe you all my life. As long as you live in this world, you will go to the depths of your heart, which is actually a kind of torture. You have never thought about whether your father will return to you one day, because you dare not think about it, and you are also afraid Your own extravagant hopes, in the end, are really just extravagant hopes. You are afraid that all your wishes will never come true. You can’t accept that reality will hit you hard again and again. Just like me, I am also afraid. There will never be any chance of happiness in my life, I am afraid that I have lost the only right to return to this home. Last time I was silently thinking, if one day I return to this home, I will come back by begging , I still have to rely on other people's charity, but I didn't expect that I would finally pay for my own balloon, and it was my own son and grandson who helped me behind the scenes, so that I could return to this home. I chose to admit all my mistakes, Because of that car accident, I saw in my nightmare everything I did wrong in my life. It flashed with you again and again. How could I not accept the torment of what I did, deep down in my heart? Well, I'm not hard-hearted, and it's not that I don't want to go back to this home, I just lost my right to go back to this home again and again, because all the decisions I made have made me a completely ungrateful person For my own freedom, I selfishly gave up my family, my father and my son, and even for my own freedom, regardless of my family's century-old reputation, I did things that harmed the family's interests time and time again. Son, Dad is far behind you. Although you think my life experience is rich, do you think I am happy? Many things are endings that we have never thought of, isn't it? Wandering for so many years, wandering all the time, don't you want to go back to your home, back to your father, back to your son, even if you have your favorite woman outside all these years I am always with you, but your heart is actually empty, because you have lost the greetings and care of your family. You have left your family behind heartily, but they are waiting at home wishful thinking for you to go back. They are looking forward to every moment, can you imagine how sad it is to see your family members in the dream, standing at the door of the house and waiting for you to go back?" Zhang Yichen didn't know how to treat his father at this moment. .He knows that his father has always wanted to return to this family as a son, and he can only help his father so far. He also understands how much his father has paid over the years, but there are some things that he really cannot do easily Let go, the company that has been lost for many years and has not been obtained for many years will always only become a luxury in my heart. Even if all these have returned to my side now, but if it is missing, then all the childhood happiness is gone. There are ways to make up for it. "Father, in fact, I can imagine the kind of family who knows that my family is looking forward to me and waiting for me to go home, but I don't have any courage to go back to this home. I can only stand in my dream, standing in that distant place." , watching my family staring at me obsessively, that feeling is really uncomfortable, I can understand this feeling" "Because I have spent these years like this, I am always obsessed Waiting for my parents to return to me, I am looking forward to you, do you understand how much I want you to return to me, look at me as a son, I only want my Parents can do their last bit for me, that is to come back and accompany me well, even if I only have a quarter of an hour or a second, that is the whole of happiness for me. I have never been accompanied by you, and I don’t know What is it like to be accompanied by my parents? I even forgot that I still have my parents. Maybe saying such words makes you feel uncomfortable deep in your heart. When you hear these words, you are very dissatisfied in your heart. But some things are so cruel, I have no way to make all of this never happen, you are my father, you also know that some things are really hard to forget, just like you were rejected by me back then Ah, time and time again you want to go back to this home so much, but I only hurt you, will you really be happy deep in your heart, and you will never forget that it was brought to you by your own son "You are right, I can't forget it, it was the injury you gave me, but deep down in my heart I know very well that all of that is just my own fault, I finally chose to use this I can only bear it again and again. You guys look at me the same way. I can’t help it. Everything is an ending that no one has thought of. The ending is too perfect and no one will. I believe that our current ending may be the most correct." I once hoped that the stars could soar in the sky, and my happiness was like a colorful hall.Later I knew that only by waving my wings and facing the sun can I reach my destination.