Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

I never admit that you walk away from my heart, I only hope that I never step into your heart. "How many times do you need me before you can understand what I think in my heart? I never thought of really giving up on you. I was angry when I said I wanted to divorce you. Did you come with me?" After living for so many years, you don’t know which of my words are true and which are false? Every word I said is true, but I want to divorce you. Angry, there is no other way to do this, you can also consider my feelings for me, please don't always be so willful, you should also think about how uncomfortable our son is when we do this, I know, Maybe now in your heart, you already feel that you don’t love me anymore, and I also know that I am no longer worthy of your love. I am just a bad man. I have fulfilled the responsibilities of a father, and I have not fulfilled everything that a junior and a son should do, but I know everything about it, and I have bought everything now, but I hope you Can you give me another chance, let us live happily together, have our own happy time, let us two sons also feel the feeling of being loved by our parents, isn’t it good? We must make it so stiff, we must Do you think the two of us are fighting for life and death? For our son, what does he think in his heart? Doesn’t he feel pain? I know what you care about most, and you definitely don’t care about me now Life and death, I live and die, I know that the person you care about most now is our son, so why don't we think about it for our son? Let him know that we love him too, and we will always be parents We have never given up on her, and we will always put him in the most important position in our hearts, okay?" Xia Jing knew that everything Zhang Zhen said was reasonable, but he didn't want to bow his head, because he felt that if he bowed his head again this time, Then I am really not suitable to be a woman anymore. I have given up too much for this man in front of me, but the end result is that I am heartbroken. Why do I always let him like that? Others hurt me? I am not born to be hurt by others and abandoned. He must be a strong woman and no longer need any man to accompany her. She decides that she will never rely on any man to live in her life. , he wants to live for himself, and will never live as selfishly as he used to. Before, he always felt that leaving his son was the greatest happiness, but only now did she realize that there was still his son by his side. Being around, that is the joy of Lun, but time has passed, and now it is impossible to go back to the past. He has lost his son, completely lost, and now he has lost his husband. He has no choice but to watch his son and his daughter-in-law together, living a happy and sweet life. This will be the greatest comfort to her as a mother in the future. What he wants to do most now The most important thing is how to get rid of himself, the man in front of him is pestering him time and time again, he doesn't want to see this man dangling in front of his eyes again, he feels that this will make the scene of being abandoned by him always appear in front of his eyes. "I don't want to talk to you about anything, I just want to tell you one problem, we are completely over, it's impossible anymore, you don't want to stalk me, entangle me, you will make me feel, very disgusted , you, do you know, every time you dangle in front of my eyes, a picture appears in my mind, that is how you abandoned me at the beginning, every time you appear in front of my eyes, my mind There will always be the scene when you abandoned me. Do you know what kind of feeling that scene appears in front of your eyes again and again? You have never experienced it before. In your heart, you have not been I was abandoned by others, but you abandoned me and my son. Sometimes I don’t know whether to thank you or hate you, because you and I understand what love is, but also because you abandoned too much. There are too many, just let me want, but when I look back, I find that things are already different.” “Since you want to turn back, you can turn back, why do you always insist on not turning back? Then you turn around and live with me. Okay, do we have to keep entangled like this? You know, I can never give up on you in my heart. I am looking for you again and again. During the years you have been abroad, I have always thought of ways to see you , I watched your life from afar, do you know that sometimes when I see you so sad, my heart hurts like a knife, and sometimes when I see you smiling, my heart feels so sweet Happiness, I always feel that I haven't seen your sweet smile for too long. For me, as long as I can see your smile every day, it is enough, because your smile is enough to make me forget all the hurts. It hurts, it’s only now that I realize that I’ve abandoned the woman who was about to laugh beside me. I’ve abandoned the greatest happiness in my life. I’ve never thought of anything more regretful than this. In fact, you I understand very well in my heart that even though we have been separated for so many years, Peters has never let go of each other in his heart, and the reason why we are still unwilling to bow our heads is because of our face and dignity. I have bowed my head to you, time and time again, you Are you unwilling to let go of your dignity and stay with me?" "If it was before, I would do anything for you, even if I gave up everything I have, I would do so, but now I will never do this again, because You don't deserve me to do this for you, do you know that for you I gave up my mercenary, for you I gave up my comrades who have fought with me for so many years, for you I gave up my dear son, For you, I gave up all the freedom I originally wanted, but in the end I found out that all of this is my fault, and I shouldn't follow your arrangements so selfishly, because every arrangement of yours Just follow your own mind, you have never considered what I want and I will always stand by your side like a fool, I will give you whatever you want, I have never I never thought about what I really want." Broken this beautiful regret, I plunged my heart into the deep sea, I only blame myself for having too many expectations.