Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Which person is not doing those things that make him regret when he is not sure, that person is not again and again, with all his own bets, to be consistent with every decision he has ever made, that person Instead of struggling step by step on the picture of fear of losing, "My child, I know that even though you are comforting grandpa, your heart is still in pain. How can you not be in pain? That is your biological father. I absolutely disdain the harm caused to grandpa. In fact, I believe that you have the same question in your heart as I do. Why do my parents leave me? Why do my parents abandon me again and again? Is it true that I am so unworthy in the hearts of my parents? Is it true that they don’t care about me so much in their hearts? All the doubts in your heart, grandpa once had them in his heart, but gradually I no longer have these illusory things in my heart I asked myself back, because I found that if those things made my visits come back to me, I could ask myself back, but no matter how I reflected on what I did, none of this would come back to me. Because no one will believe in yourself, since no one will believe, why bother to make these unnecessary proofs, everyone's inner thoughts are different, some people can live happily as she belongs to her In his own life, he has been carefree all his life, but some people have always lived on the edge of pain all his life, he has no happiness, she has no happiness in her heart, her heart is dark, when many things When you think about it slowly, you will find that you don’t need to care about everything. No one can’t live because of losing a person. He can still live a chic life after losing this person. Be happy, and those who never let go are just abandoning others or being abandoned by others. The most important thing in life is to learn how to grow. As long as you learn to grow, what are you afraid of? I am willing to return to your side, but you still have all the existing things that you have worked hard for. Don’t care about those who don’t care about you. It’s not just that you are tired of living, but those who are with you live. Don't hurt those who care about you because of those who don't deserve it, it's not worth it." "Grandpa, you're not wrong, I've experienced all of these things, and I agree with these thoughts." I know what I should do, but I can never let go of all these things, one side is my biological mother, the other is my biological father, the harm they caused to me, how can I forget that I put them in my whole life It is so important, and they care so much, but they come to hurt me so much, in their eyes, what is it that I, a son, can throw away casually? Even if it is an object, then I have worked so hard She who was born with hardship should also have some feelings. When they abandoned me back then, they didn't even blink their eyes. Who can understand the pain in my heart? Everyone thinks that I am selfish. , Even my own biological father and biological mother are shut out, so that they do not come home, but who knows the pain in my heart? Maybe some people think that all of this is not so important, but in my opinion this Everything is very important. I can't accept my parents, because they gave birth to me, and because of their own freedom, they have to abandon me, a son who has been born so hard. I don't know why they gave birth to me in the first place. I don't know if they were born to leave a descendant for the Zhang family, and I don't even know what they did it for. Is freedom really that important in their eyes? Even their own children can be abandoned If so, why did they bring me into this world? At the same time, I am very grateful to them. If they hadn’t given me birth and abandoned me, how could I have achieved what I am today? Life is very difficult, I always spend it in training, but my life is always happy, because I have the most pure feelings in the world, the most pure family love is my grandfather, you gave me such There are many benefits, it is my grandfather, you made me achieve what I am today, all of this has nothing to do with my parents, and I will not be grateful to them because they are good, because they are not worthy, Since they decided to abandon me at the beginning, then they should never think of her returning to me in this life. I don’t have such parents. I once gave them a chance to reform. The family accompanied us to spend the happiest time together, but they gave up such an opportunity with their own hands. They don’t even have us in their hearts, so why should we force them to stay by our side? Wouldn’t that make them suffer too? If you are willing to go out and continue wandering, let them go. They have lived a life of being stingy and wandering, and they are not used to staying at home. In this case, why should I force others to make it difficult for everyone to live in peace. Grandpa, I know, some At that time, my decision was really a bit too much, but I hope you can also understand my inner feelings. It is impossible for me to forgive them again. They hurt too much this time, and I will never forget it in my life. But I always suppress the hatred in my heart to forgive them, but they always hurt me again and again, I am also human, I have feelings, I can't bear their sadness again and again, now my This heart is already a broken heart. I can no longer build any trust in them, and I no longer have any feelings for them. My heart has been broken by them, a broken heart , how can there be any feelings at all?" Mr. Zhang knows that every word of his grandson is the truth, he knows that his grandson has been heartbroken by his son, so why not himself? I was also hurt by my own son, and I have already ruined my body, but I still have no way to bear all the results. He must be my own son. Give up.In fact, Mr. Zhang also understands that if a heart has been torn apart, it will never heal the heartache in this lifetime, and then there is really no way to go back to the past. They never thought that one day they would become what they are now. So why should I worry about them? They want this kind of life, so let them go by themselves. There are many people who spend their whole lives just to bet on that result.