Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Listening to the wind blowing down the sand in the dream, is the vow she made just a dream? Ran Zhihan kept whispering in Zhang Yichen's ear. She hoped that she could call back the man she loved the most. She didn't want to let herself fall in love again. After so many years, the man has been sleeping like this forever, she can't see such a thing happen to her, if she really has to face such a thing, then she would rather be the person lying on the hospital bed than Zhang Yichen For Ran Zhihan, nothing is more important than Zhang Yichen. I don't know if Zhang Yichen heard what Ran Zhihan said to him. In his dream, it appeared that Ran Zhihan was talking to himself.In the dream, "Yichen, why are you still unwilling to wake up? Is it really because I have caused you too much harm? Seeing you lying on the hospital bed unconscious like this, do you know how uncomfortable I am? If you Really love me, why don't you want to wake up and take a look at me, if you really love me, do you really have the heart to see me cry because of you?" Ran Zhihan in the dream said to Zhang Yichen. "Zhihan, listen to my explanation, it's not like this, I also want to open my eyes to see you, I also want to open my eyes to see if the woman I love the most is by my side and taking care of me, but my The eyes feel so heavy, you can’t open them no matter what, don’t blame me, it’s not that I don’t want to see you but I can’t do anything, my dear” “Don’t be powerless to me, if you really want to open it Look at me, then you must have a way to open your eyes, I have treated you so much by your bedside, if you don’t even open your eyes to look at me from the bottom of your heart, then you can only understand You don't love me in your heart, since you don't love me, why do you force me to stay by your side Do you know how much I love you, I love you even to the bone marrow, for you, I can die No, you don’t even want to open your eyes to see me, how dare you love me, is this the way you love me? If you really love me, you immediately open your eyes for me to see Me, see if I have been by your side and accompany you, see if I, the woman who has been hurting you, is by your side." , but my eyes really can't open, as long as I try hard, I feel my eyelids are pressing on my eyelids like a mountain, no matter how hard I try, I can't open my eyes , I also want to open my eyes to see you, I also want to reach out and touch you, don't you know how important you are in my heart? I can also die for you, but why do you treat me like this? I beg you to stay by my side, beg you to stay with me forever, but you, you want to abandon me and leave alone, if it is not because of you, how can I be lying in the hospital bed Now, you see me like this, shouldn't you be very happy? Because I am like this, you can go freely, no one will force you to stay by my side, no one will force you to do anything Things, isn’t this something to be proud of for you? Why do you still come back to me? Do you want to come back and hurt me again?” “Don’t do this, I never thought of hurting you. In my heart, you are more important than anyone else, so you begged me to stay by your side, but I rejected you cruelly, not because of anything else, but because I was afraid that people in the upper class would criticize you Fourth, I don't want to bring a gloomy future to your future just because I am the daughter of a commoner daughter. Even though I have returned from my studies, I still cannot enter the upper class. I don't want to live in the upper class. I don't know what kind of life experience it is, but when I was studying in the United States for a few years, I found that many upper-class people are incompatible with children from ordinary families like ours. There is a gap in everything, and This kind of gap always makes anyone come and cause us a lot of dharma, and you should also understand in your heart that I don’t love you, but I just don’t know how to continue to accompany you hand in hand, every time I’m with you I am very happy when I am with you, it is a kind of smile from the heart, that kind of smile is really rarely used, but when I am with you, I smile almost every day, my heart is sunny , because as soon as I see you, I feel like there is a Prince Charming protecting me, as long as I see you standing by my side, I feel very safe, even if you only give me a If I look in my eyes, I will feel happy inside, but many times I still have to make cruel decisions. If I don't do that, then it will not only hurt you and me, but more people. Maybe you think I did it at that time. Making this decision made you a little unacceptable. I have to admit that when I made that decision at that time, I felt so much pain in my heart. Do you know how much I want to hold you and cry, and let you beg me again: don’t leave Me, but I still forcibly held back the reluctance in my heart, I still resolutely and cruelly pushed you away from my side, I know that you still hate me in your heart, but I also hope that you can stand on my side Go up and think about it, if it were you, you would do the same, and you would make the same choice as me, because you are as kind as me, because you, like me, are reluctant to let the one you love suffer the slightest harm , I don’t know how to explain many things to you, but I hope you can give me more trust, believe me, I really love you in my heart, and my love for you has never changed. "Is yours all true? In your heart, have you always loved me? But I'm afraid that one day you will choose to break up with me because you fell in love with someone else. That kind of pain is heavy for me." , and it is heart-wrenching, in fact, I am like this sometimes, I can’t tolerate any sand in my eyes, I just don’t want my beloved to betray me, you know, I only want my beloved to be with me I don't expect him to make too much sacrifice and contribution for me. I just hope that he can always regard me as his favorite person and stay by my side all the time. My request is not Many, and I'm not greedy, my request is very simple, as long as I can grow old hand in hand with my beloved, that's enough, I don't care if I have a son or a daughter in my life, that's all for me It doesn't matter, this is my beloved woman who can stay with me for the rest of my life, and I can see her all the time, and don't have to say cruel words to me because of anything. Don't worry, I will wake up, but now It's not the time to wake up yet. When I can wake up, I will definitely wake up. I really hope that when I open my eyes, the first person I see is you instead of others. If I open my eyes, the first You are the one who sees you alone, so I hope you can stay by my side forever, and never say anything about separation from me again." Why are my eyes full of tears, maybe I should have let go long ago, and walked through the warm spring Winter and summer, who can give me the best answer?