Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

We are both trapped in a paranoid black hole, I know whether you love me or not.

Mr. Zhang, he doesn't understand why his son said that he is shirking all the responsibilities on her. In fact, is he really that kind of person? I never thought of treating her like this. This is what my son committed. The mistake made me unacceptable again and again. I have thought many times about what I should do to prevent my son from being so hostile and prejudiced towards me. Until now, I have discovered that My son never really wanted to return to this home deep in his heart. He returned home again and again, maybe it was just to satisfy a little hope deep in his heart. Deep in her heart, she didn't know what it was. It's more important. Maybe it's his so-called freedom.

Is freedom really that important? For freedom, you can give up your life ideals again and again, for freedom, you can put your family in danger again and again, you can treat your relatives as a toy, and if you want it, you can do it. Throw it as you want, and make everything so difficult for freedom.

He really doesn't understand what freedom is. Why do so many people abandon everything they originally owned for the sake of freedom. What they own may be far more precious than what comes from freedom. If freedom is gone, you can change it to another How to live in this way, but if you lose your loved ones, then how to live? Anyone who has thought about what choices they should make time and time again, what kind of pain and suffering they have brought to their families, why everyone is always so selfish, including themselves has become a callous people.

"I really can't understand why you say that I'm putting all the responsibility on you. Don't you ever think about how chilling my actions are? I don't want much, you It is my son, as long as you can be happy and happy, it is such a happy thing for me as a father, do you know that but you have never understood my sincerity, you always put you My own thoughts are imposed on me, you think everything you do is right, what about me, is what I do wrong? is it worth a look

If you really regard me as your father in your heart, then please think about it carefully, what is it that you do by yourself? Where should you put me? What do you think of everyone, but you don't have anyone who owes you, but everyone is tolerant of you because of the mistakes you made

You never realize your mistakes one day, everything you do always feels right, but what about you, have you ever thought about whether the things you do are right or wrong? Have you ever thought about yourself? How unforgivable are the mistakes you make again and again

Sometimes I really can't understand your thinking, I can't believe that you are my child, how can my child do these things like this? Why do you treat me as a father in such a way? Am I really wrong or in your eyes, I think all this is not worth mentioning at all

No matter when and where, I hope that when you do something, you can think about whether your family will feel sad because of what you did. You are my child anyway, no matter what you do No matter what happens, you will always be my child. As a father, I should take the responsibility to teach you. I make you make mistakes time and time again. Time and time again when you need me most Not standing by your side already represents my incompetence as a father. Although I cruelly rejected you at the beginning, but now that things have passed for so many years, why do you still keep him in your heart? Never forgetting, you just hold on to everything like this and keep holding on, do you think you will be happy, happy, happy?

Sometimes I will silently think deep in my heart, if one day my father leaves you and disappears forever, in this world, will you, a son, feel any pain because of my father's departure? Distressed, how much I hope you can be happy, but when I see those things you do again and again, hurting my family, do you know how sad it is in my heart as a father and head of the family? The family wants to kill each other. "

"Could it be that I want to kill each other? What is the original intention of everything I do? Don't you know deep in your heart? You are my father, have you ever felt how deep in my heart is? Pain, I also hope that my family can be happy and happy, but everything I do can’t make you happy. You always think that what I do is wrong. If this is the case, why do you have to do it again and again? Choose to add all the happiness and pain to yourself, shouldn't you live happily and happily? Why are you living so tired? Isn't it because you want our family to be so happy, but so Since then, everything I’ve done has hurt your heart, so how can you be happy? I really don’t know if it’s right or wrong for me to come back to this home. Although I also hope that I can be happy and be able to I often take what I eat at this home, but if you can’t be happy, if you can’t be happy, then my original intention of returning to this home will no longer exist

I came home to this house and everything I did was wrong, I broke everyone's heart, I didn't understand what I was doing, what I wanted over and over again After all, I just hurt you, but I, although I am very happy during this period of time, I am suffering from your interrogation at any time, even if I am interrogated like a prisoner, I am still very happy and content, this kind of life It’s something I’ve never experienced for so many years, how much I long for this kind of life to stay here forever, even if I’m being scolded every day, I can still smile happily.”

All I want is a gentle hug from you. Whether you understand or not, my ignorance is all because of your silence

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