I know that there are no years that can be stolen by me, and I know that all of this can be answered by the decision I make.

"Father, since you have already said this, I would like to ask you a question, if you were the one who was kicked out of the house at the beginning, if you were the one who has been shut out for so many years, what do you think? Will you come back to this house now? Is it because you confessed a few words to me, because you didn't know and didn't understand my inner thoughts at the time, so I have to listen to your arrangements for everything? Me too People, I have my own thoughts, I have my own soul, I know what I am doing, I don't need to follow the life path that others have arranged for me step by step, then I will become someone else's puppet, I don't want to be A puppet, do you understand? If it wasn't for you trying to control my life with one hand and let you arrange everything for me, how could I use this way to fight against you? If I hadn't chosen this way How could I be kicked out of the house by you and rejected by you? For so many years, how much I longed to be able to go back home, do you understand? You never know what I want What, because you haven't even figured out what you want, no matter how much I miss you these years, even when I come home with a dead skin, please let me come back home, but what about you, how do you treat me? What I said, shut me out cruelly, and said these words to me with words that punish your heart? As you said yourself, if people’s hearts are really hurt for too long, then their hearts will die , A person without a heart, do you think he will still be moved and beating for others? In fact, he will not, just like me now, my heart has been rejected by you again and again, my heart has long been Just die, I will never be moved by all the changes you made, let alone feel any comfort and happiness because of the changes you made or the warm words you said to me, My life has come to this point, all thanks to you, you never thought about what I want, you have always just imposed everything you want on others, you always feel that you want Everything you get is what others want, but have you really understood others deeply? Do you know what others think in their hearts? In fact, you have never understood what others want. You always make up your own mind. I want to control other people's lives with one hand, and that's why I'm chilled now, and I won't go back to this house because I'm afraid, I'm afraid, and when I come back home again, you will think again I don’t know if you really figured it out or what, I’m a little afraid that you want me to go back home so that you can continue to let you have other ways to manipulate my life, so you It's a bitter trick, you know?"

Mr. Zhang really didn't expect that she could hear these words from his son. He really felt that every word was cruel. This is his own son. How could he say such cruel words to himself? Could it be that his own son? Is my father really so insignificant in his eyes? Could it be that what I want really becomes greedy in his eyes? In fact, I am not that kind of person, I just want her to live a carefree life. I want him to never lack a cross in his whole life. At that time, he started from scratch, and he himself survived step by step from a hard life to a rich life. He was afraid that his son would go through the same experience as he did before. The things he experienced are exactly the same, so he made such a decision, but it seems that such a decision he made will never be forgiven in the eyes of his relatives, because he has no way to tell them these hardships, what are the difficulties? I can only bear it by myself, how can I let my loved family members accompany me to bear the heavy responsibilities?

"Zhentian, do you know that the words you said to your father today are so heart-wrenching? The fact that you can say such things today proves that you no longer regard me as your father in your heart. I know what happened before was that I was sorry for you, and that I shouldn't have tried to manipulate your life on my own, but it's been so many years, Dad has really figured it out now, and he's not trying to trick you into coming back to continue Thinking about manipulating your life, can't you trust your dad once? Bring the wife home, I'm just going to tell you to break up with him quickly, right? I hope you don't use the mistakes I made then to doubt every decision I make now. I know maybe I made mistakes then. In your eyes, your mistake is an unforgivable mistake in your life, but can't you understand and understand your father's confusion at that time? The freedom you have, you just want to have the rights you should have, because you don't want me to block your life, so I hope you can come back to your father, and don't say such cruel words to your father again."

Mr. Zhang talked to his son in a begging tone. He really had no other choice. He couldn't let his son let go of his prejudices. As I said, my heart is not so vicious to myself, but I didn't understand the relationship at the time. Now that I understand it, is he still unwilling to come back to me after begging him? An elder is going to beg, but Mr. Zhang is really begging for his son in a begging tone.He knows that the harm he caused to his own son may be indescribable in words, and he cannot personally experience what kind of harm it is, but he understands that he has really hurt the heart of his own son. Only when she completes her own affairs properly can he understand himself. This father has really figured it out and will not use any reason to interfere in his life anymore, but when will he wait? Mr. Zhang, he Sometimes I doubt myself, whether I can still have the opportunity to wait until that day, when my son returns home, when my family is reunited, when I have my next great-grandson.

I thought I could be understood by you, but Mu Ran turned around and realized that no one has ever understood me

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