Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

How much I want to be with you day and night, but now we are strangers at the end of the world.

Ran Zhihan kept telling Zhang Yichen that she hoped that she could call back the man she loved the most. She didn't want the man she loved for so many years to fall asleep forever. She couldn't see such a thing happen. On her body, if she really had to face such a thing, then she would rather be the person lying on the hospital bed than Zhang Yichen. For Ran Zhihan, there is nothing more important than Zhang Yichen

I don't know if Zhang Yichen heard what Ran Zhihan said to him, but it appeared in his dream that Ran Zhihan was talking to himself.

in the dream

"Yichen, why are you still unwilling to wake up? Is it really because I have hurt you too much? Seeing you lying on the hospital bed unconscious like this, do you know how uncomfortable I am? If you really Love me, why don't you want to wake up and take a look at me, if you really love me, do you really have the heart to see me cry because of you?" Ran Zhihan in the dream said to Zhang Yichen.

"Zhihan, listen to my explanation, it's not like this, I also want to open my eyes to see you, I also want to open my eyes to see if the woman I love the most is by my side and taking care of me, but my My eyes feel so heavy, I can’t open them no matter what, don’t blame me, it’s not that I don’t want to see you but I can’t do anything, dear”

"Don't tell me that you can't do anything. If you really want to open your eyes and see me, then you must have a way to open your eyes. I said so much to you at your bedside. From the bottom of my heart, if you didn't even open your eyes to look at me, it only means that you don't love me in your heart. Since you don't love me, why do you force me to stay by your side? Do you know How much I love you, I love you even to the marrow of my bones, for you, I would even die The way? If you really love me, you will immediately open your eyes to see me, to see if I am always by your side, to see if I, the woman who has been hurting you, is in your arms by your side"

"Didn't I just say it all, it's not that I don't want to look at you anymore, but that I really can't open my eyes. As long as I try hard, I feel that my eyelids are pressing down on my eyelids like mountains." Now, no matter how hard I try, I can't open my eyes. I also want to open my eyes to see you, and I also want to reach out and touch you. Don't you know how important you are in my heart? I can also give up my life for you, but why do you treat me like this? I begged you to stay by my side, begged you to stay with me for the rest of my life, but you, you actually want to abandon me so cruelly , left alone, if it wasn't for you, how could I be lying on the hospital bed, shouldn't you be very happy to see me like this, because I am like this, you can go freely, never again Anyone will force you to stay by my side, no one will force you to do anything, isn't that something to be happy for you? Why do you come back to me? Do you want to come back to hurt me again? "

"Don't say that. I never thought of hurting you. In my heart, you are more important than anyone else. That day you begged me to stay by your side, but I rejected you cruelly. It's not because of others Yes, but I'm afraid that people in the upper class will criticize you. I don't want to bring a gloomy future to your future just because I am the daughter of a commoner daughter. Even though I have returned from school, But I still can't enter the upper class. I don't know what kind of life experience is the life of you upper class people. But when I studied in the United States for a few years, I found that many upper class and our Children in civilian families are out of tune, and there will be a gap in everything, and this gap always makes anyone say a lot to us. You should also understand in your heart that I don’t love you, and I don’t love you. I just don’t know how to continue to accompany you hand in hand. Every time I’m with you, I’m very happy. It’s a kind of smile from the bottom of my heart. That kind of smile is really rarely used, but with you Together, I laugh almost every day, my heart is sunny, because as soon as I see you, I feel that there is a prince charming by my side protecting me, as long as I see you standing on my side I feel very safe by your side, even if you just give me a look, I will feel happy inside, but many times I still have to make cruel decisions, if I don’t do that, it will hurt not only It's just you and me, but more people, maybe you think I made this decision at that time, which made you a little unacceptable, but you have to admit, when I made that decision at that time, I felt so much pain in my heart, you know How much I want to hold you and cry, let you beg me again: don't leave me, but I still forcibly hold back the reluctance in my heart, I still resolutely and cruelly push you away from my side, I know you I still hate me in my heart, but I also hope that you can think about it from my perspective. If it were you, you would do the same, and you would make the same choice as me, because you are as kind as I am , because you are like me, you don’t want to hurt your beloved one a little bit, and I don’t know how to explain many things to you, but I hope you can give me more trust, believe me, my heart is I really love you, my love for you has never changed."

"Is what you said true? Do you really love me all the time in your heart? But I'm afraid that one day you will choose to break up with me because you fell in love with someone else. That kind of pain is very painful to me. It’s heavy, and it’s heart-wrenching. In fact, I’m like this sometimes. I can’t tolerate any sand in my eyes. I just don’t want my beloved to betray me. Do you know that I only want my beloved to be with me? It is enough to be by my side. I don't expect him to make much sacrifice and contribution for me. I just hope that he can always regard me as his favorite person and stay by my side all the time. My request Not many, and I'm not greedy, my request is very simple, as long as I can grow old hand in hand with my beloved, that's enough, I don't care whether I have a son or a daughter in my life, that's for me It doesn’t matter to me, it’s because my beloved woman can stay with me for the rest of my life, and I can see her all the time, and I don’t have to say cruel words to me because of anything, don’t worry, I will wake up, It's just that it's not the time to wake up yet. When I can wake up, I will definitely wake up. I really hope that when I open my eyes, the first person I see is you instead of others. If I open my eyes Eyes, the first person to look at is you, so I hope you can stay by my side forever, and never say anything about separation from me again."

Looking back on that dream at the beginning, I still don't understand why all this has become a reality

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