Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

"Grandpa, why do you think she still doesn't want to come back?"

"Son, you have asked me this question countless times, but you are still so entangled deep in your heart"

How can there be so many sad things in the world, everyone will pay the same price for the mistakes they have made, no one will let themselves be wronged for no reason, and no one owes you. Why does he want to be with you after you hurt him time and time again? Maybe this is the kind of human heart that cannot be exchanged.

Everyone lives in pain. It may not be the most important thing for others, but it is the most important thing for me. Why can't I always get the life I want? What should I do in my life to get back the inner world of the person I once loved the most?

Watching him delete all the contacts, watching him delete all the memories, my heart hurts like being cut by a knife, stabbing my heart with a knife, I am so painful that I can't breathe, but No one cares about her feelings, and when she thinks about the harm she has done to her, how sad she must be.

The pain I gave her once, I will finally try what kind of heart-pounding pain that pain is, no one can know what I did wrong this year, how uncomfortable I have been during this period, I wake up in nightmares again and again, as long as I close my eyes, my mind is full of his shadow, and I will always inadvertently think of every stage I have gone through with him.

Sometimes I can't understand how I made such a cruel decision at the beginning, I would think of abandoning her, abandoning his own heart, so what should I do? , but I cruelly pushed away his heartache. Who can understand the heart of a person, but this is the case, and who can know how painful and desperate I should live in this life, no one can understand The pain in my heart, I can't wait to understand again and again, but in exchange for the saddest pain again and again.

"Zhentian, the biggest mistake in our life is that I shouldn't treat you as a spare tire. I chose to be with you and hurt the person who loves me the most. I can do it again when I have time. I am willing to abandon everything I have. I thought I will always live under his shadow all my life, and I don’t want to be with you. Do you know how happy I am to be with him? That kind of happiness is something you have never given me by anyone, and you have never given it to me. Can't give me, the happiness I want, the happiness he gave me is only I know, who can understand that kind of happiness, how happy, how perfect, what kind of happiness you give me again and again Don't you understand the result? You gave me so much heartache, but I finally chose to be with you out of helplessness.

In the past few years, no one has experienced the pain that I have experienced. Maybe all of you do not understand what kind of pain is in my heart. If one day you can understand what I have experienced All the pain, wouldn’t you treat me like this? I’ve been living in guilt over the years, guilt again and again, tormenting me. I deeply accept all the pain that all these bring to me, I Every day I can only see him in my dreamland, because I dare not go to see him, I dare not go to her, I am afraid, I am afraid that as soon as I see him, I will see him holding hands with others, that kind of hurt is me There is no way to accept it now"

"I didn't expect that you are still obsessed with it. Is it interesting for you to do this? I am your husband. I stand in front of your eyes. You come to discuss with me another man's love for you. What do you think of me? You don't know that you will embarrass me if you do this, are you merciless? What do you think I have done when you do such things again and again? In your eyes, you can't even leave me with any dignity. I abandoned all my people and all my dignity for you, why are you never willing to stand on my side and think for me?

Can you stop being so selfish every time you do something, and think about it a little bit. I love you. I love you. The world can learn from it. It has never changed. Even if you have done so much, I am sorry for me. Things, when did I resent you, why don't you know how to appreciate my love for you? Doing such things again and again, my heart is still very sad, but I have no way to tell you these things words, because I don't know how to tell you, I regard you as the most important person in my life.Why do you need to treat me like this? For you, I don't even have to give up my own child and my own father. How can you treat me like this just for the man you have been thinking about?

Have you ever thought about where you put me in this way, how miserable I have been, hurt again and again, what should I do, so that you can understand my painstaking efforts, all these years myself I am in pain every day. Every time I want, I will never get it. I don’t know when you should be able to give it to me, but do you know that I really love you? For you, I can do it again Abandon everything about yourself, but why don't you want to treat me like this?

If time can be repeated, I will still chase you at all costs, and I will still keep you by my side, because everyone is selfish, and you can still do everything for your lover, and you can abandon it for him I, you can not love me, but I can't treat you like him, maybe you will think I'm stupid and naive, why you treat me like this, I still treat you like this, in fact, it's not just because I love You, you have been with me for so many years, the feeling you give me is that others feel different to me, although I am very confident in your life, sometimes I can't even understand why you said those things to me If I do such a thing, but do you know that every time I will be very grateful that I met you once, and meeting you again is the happiest thing in my life. Many times I don’t know what I should How to tell you, but I just want to tell you with actions that I really love you

Love is not just words, it is proved by actual actions. If I love you, I will not hurt you again and again. Do you know that you hurt me again and again? I don’t want to know the love in your heart that person is not me"

"If I had known that she would leave, I would never let her feel sad"

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