Sometimes some pain is engraved deep in my heart, which cannot be erased by the passage of time.

Life is like this, let yourself lose the things you love the most time and time again, and finally you will find out how much you care about all these things. When you had them before, no one thought about these things. As a result, why is everyone always so selfish, always ignoring other people's comfort for their own ideas?

There will always be things in a person's life, and they will encounter a lot of things from a big country, but everyone will only get these pains in their life. Some people give everything they have for themselves again and again, but no one Know how you have lived your life.

Has anyone ever thought about how they spent their whole life, who has been suffering in pain time and time again in this life, who has thought about how they should bear all these, fatal blows time after time, the latest Who knows that I use my work to numb myself during the day, but what can I do to numb myself in the middle of the night? The longing in my heart is getting deeper and deeper, and in the end I have gradually become The walking dead no longer know what they should get, and no one knows what kind of ending they will endure in this life.

Maybe life is like this, after suffering a lot, you will eventually experience, love and parting, but how do you know how you got this life? Human life is steaming in pain again and again, and people get it again and again. After experiencing so much pain, who knows what kind of harm he will get? Everyone is like this in his life, but he will still be the most painful in his life because of what he has done. Everyone is like this, and who knows what kind of life they want in this life to be satisfied?

Many people's hearts are inherently greedy. Some people can use all means to hurt their dearest and most loved ones for their own self-interest, but some people are willing to give everything again and again for the happiest and happiest person they are.

Zhang Zhentian really doesn't know how to persuade his wife. He knows that his wife has really fallen into the abyss of pain and can no longer extricate herself. No one can save him. Waking up from the nightmare, she turned her life into such a decision again and again, he hurt herself again and again, just to wait until the person she was waiting for in her heart could look back at him and be by her side, Even if it's only for one day, is the human heart really so unbearable? Why can't the human heart always withstand the washing of time? Vulnerable.

Xia Jing also understands Zhang Zhentian's thoughts. After all, what is the point of living together for so many years? Even if you don’t live together because of feelings in the end, after so many years of married life, you will still have a relative understanding. In fact, the person who understands you best is not your friend, but your enemy. You don’t need to understand yourself. But do you know how much the people who are with you know you well? In order to understand you, they don't hesitate to devote most of their life's efforts, so that one day they can knock you down with one blow and make you completely collapse. But you don't understand that he knows you so well, and he may have helped you in the end. People's hearts can't be exchanged. When you are hurt and tortured again and again, you realize that all this is nothing but nothing.

"Xia Jing, maybe you won't listen to what I say now, but I hope you can know that no matter what, as your husband, I will never hurt you.

Don’t you feel the sincerity I’ve shown you these years? Don’t you feel the slightest after I have paid so much for you all these years?”

"In fact, the greatest pain in the world is nothing more than watching the person you love the most leave you alone for a month, and the people you love the most abandon you one after another, but you can only stand there helpless , no one can understand, who can really experience and understand the pain in my heart these years, all of you think that I am an example of selfishness, just caring about my own thoughts and my own thoughts, and disregarding everyone How do you feel about yourself? But when you face me again and again, how uncomfortable is my heart, when you say those accusing words to me again and again, how much I feel in my heart The innocence, I also thought, I can live happily, but I can't do anything

Over the years, I have paid too much, but myself, I have nothing to get, I gave everything, I can only get him indifferent to me in the end, you know how speechless I am So tired, so tired, sometimes I really want to close my eyes and never wake up again, sometimes I really want to sleep completely at that moment, so that I will never have any way to be happy in my life Life, I just want to sleep now and never wake up again, but I open my eyes again and again only to find that I can't see my fingers in my own abyss, do you know the darkness, do you know the emptiness? Anyone know"

"You always feel that your pain is the greatest pain in the world, and you always feel that no one in the world can experience the pain you experience, but do you know that people who experience this pain in the world are not only You alone, is there anyone who has not experienced this way? And who has not honed himself in pain time and time again? Although all of these will eventually make you bruised and bruised, and you will not have any happiness in your life. But do you know how much I care about how much I want you to stay by my side, just like you care about the person you love the most can stay by your side, I am the same as you , the feeling of loneliness and loneliness in the middle of the night, the sense of frustration, makes my heart collapse again and again.”

I once gave my all for the life I wanted, but later I realized that I could not escape the arrangement of fate

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