Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Some relationships are difficult to maintain, and no one knows how long this kind of relationship will last. "Zhentian, in fact, there are some things that you know deep down in your heart. Those things can't be forgotten, just like what I said to you today. Such a thing, I said such a thing to you, you think you can treat it as nothing, but do you really not feel entangled in your heart at all? Is it really not uncomfortable in your heart? I believe that your heart is also uncomfortable, because you are a man, you should have dignity as a man, you don't want your wife to be missed by anyone, and you don't want your wife to have other men in her heart, but That man is not yourself, which is a great insult to you. I have seen your sincerity to me all these years, but I have always chosen to avoid your sincerity and turn a blind eye to your sincerity to me , and every word of advice you said to me hurts my ears, I turn a deaf ear to it, and I know it is really unfair to you, but there are some things I can't do, I can only use this way to tell you to fight against you , because only in this way maybe you will let me go slowly. I once read a book called letting go is also a kind of beauty, letting go is a kind of fulfillment, do you know how I felt when I saw this book I was so surprised, I thought about why other people can let go so perfectly, turn around perfectly, even if she had tears streaming down her face at the moment she turned around, but he could still leave resolutely, and why couldn't I if I was there at the beginning? During the time when you pursued me, I turned around resolutely, whether there would be no tragedy like today, and whether you would not be hurt so deeply by me, all of this is my own mistake , but in the end I made you suffer this pain together, I am really sorry. Some things really cannot be let go, you cannot let go of the past, and you have no way to forget the things I told you, That being the case, why do we need to be entangled together forcibly, but we each have guilt in our hearts, and each is uneasy. Is this kind of life what everyone wants? This is just driving each other to a dead end step by step until the other party Only at the moment when there is no way out can I know what I have done wrong, what choice I have made, and what consequences this choice has brought to me, so that whether I can get what I want in my life Something" Zhang Zhentian didn't understand what his wife meant when she said these words to him. All she wanted was to let him let him go and let him leave him, but for him, wouldn't it be Is it difficult? "Maybe what you said is correct, but for me there is no way to achieve this, maybe I am not big enough, but you know, as soon as I think about it, once I let go The woman I held in my arms and loved so hard for decades is no longer my own. My heart hurts like a knife. I can't bear that kind of pain, and I don't want you to suffer like me That kind of pain, I just want to live a stable life with each other, is it really that difficult? Give me a way out and give yourself a way out, okay? You think I can't let go of your past, but I will do it today You know it clearly Let me tell you, as long as you are willing to try to give me a chance, try to love me, try to stay by my side, then I am willing to give up all the past for you, and I can treat all the things in the past as if they never happened , I will still love you as before, and will still be by your side, never leaving, until we go to Hongmeng together for the rest of my life.Maybe you don't really believe what I said now, but do you know that every word I say to you is the truth from the heart, and I never thought of deceiving you, even if you told me I have told so many lies, but I still believe in you in my heart, and I can still make choices for you that are not wise in the eyes of everyone, and are not wise decisions, but I just want you to stay by my side , I have reached this point, I believe that you will no longer be as hard-hearted as before, knowing that you have feelings for me in your heart, but you will reject me thousands of miles away." Zhang Yichen heard what his father said, His heart was a little tangled, and his heart was trembling accordingly. Even his father could let go of some previous prejudices for his mother and his lover, so why couldn't he? I found it after 10 years of hard searching. That kind of relationship can’t be broken just by saying it’s broken. Can’t I make some sacrifices for him? Is it true that I have to be so arbitrary and let my whole life be broken? Are all the big things ruined by these small things? Maybe it’s the best choice for each other’s future to really let go of the past. Maybe it’s really the only way to let everyone know what kind of life they really want in this life. , and what kind of choices will be made because of what kind of life, maybe those choices will benefit him a lot in his life, maybe those choices will make him become heavily in debt in his whole life. Ran Zhihan is also thoughtful in his heart He doesn't know why his parents can go this far, but why his husband is unwilling to let go of some previous prejudices. If his husband can do the same, it would be great, and what will happen in his life? How happy, no one can know. "Zhentian, some things can't just be let go, you should also understand that even if you swear to me here, you can let go of everything in the past, but your heart is really I don't want you to force yourself to do anything, I just want you to speak and do things according to your heart, I hope you can live happily, I don't care, I don't care how painful it is to live, as long as you can It’s good to be happy, I owed you too much before, I never thought of making any changes for you, now I just want to pay for you and I hope you don’t invest in me as stupidly as before All your feelings, then you will be really tired in the end, and one day my departure will make you feel that you have been hit the hardest. That moment is not the ending I want to see, what I want is you Smile at me happily.But what you said today, I am really touched, maybe I will fall in love with you deeply one day, until that day comes, I will really be unable to extricate myself, and I will be deeply involved in it all my life, if it is true That day has come, and I hope that you can really let go of all the past as you said today, and live with me with your heart."