Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Waiting for the flower to bloom, that intoxicating fragrance, I once set sail for love, I watched everything be filled with the sunshine of happiness "children No matter how you persuade me, I don't think any decision I make is a Wrong decision, I think every decision I make is correct. Although I don't understand why you made a wrong judgment on me, but you know, I left you these years Afterwards, my heart was really in pain, and I was never happy. In your heart, the mistakes I made will never be corrected, because you never believed me, no matter what The mistakes I have made may have caused too much harm to you, and caused you to have too much shadow in your heart, so that you have no way to trust me as a father in your life, but you know I really regret what I have done these years. I regret that I have abandoned you. I am not the kind of person who is indifferent. I also hope that you can forget the past, look to the future and live happily, but do you know that when I heard every word you said to me, I knew it was impossible, You will never let go of the past, there will always be only sadness in your heart, and all you will see is pain." "You are right, I do have a lot of rejection for you deep in my heart , but do you know that all those rejections were given to me by yourself, isn’t it enough that I was abandoned by you again and again? Get rid of the fact that both of us have the same blood, but do you understand that half of the blood in my body is my mother's, not all of yours. Every word you said to me Everything you do, do you really think you can forget it so easily? You regard yourself as a saint, but I can’t, I have no way to forget all the pain you gave me, you can do those things I don't care, I can't, do you understand that when all the pressure is on your head, making you breathless, when you can only vent your inner emotions by avoiding time and time again, but you You can't show it in front of your relatives, you have to hide your emotions from your closest people, because you can't let him worry about you, do you know that when you bother me again and again, All I want is a safe and secure embrace that can give me comfort, but you have never given it to me. Time and time again, when I needed you most, you chose to abandon me and choose to leave. You chose to come back when I didn’t need you, when my own achievements had stabilized and I was already facing the focus of the world’s attention. I don’t know how long this ending can last, and I don’t understand this I'm not a saint, I can't forgive myself again and again, and I can't let myself forgive you without any scruples in my life, I also have my own relatives, I also have my own Thinking, have your own judgment, it is impossible for me to give up my principles of life again and again for you.There was a time when I thought about giving up my principles of life, to forgive you, and to live with you, but in the end, what I got in exchange was that you lied to me. During that time, my whole body I'm about to collapse, I don't understand what kind of reason can make you treat me so cruelly.Everyone thinks that my parents are not wrong, and that I should forgive my parents, but who has thought about it for me from my point of view, and who knows how difficult it is for me to live? Once again, I lived the life I least wanted to live in my life. All I wanted was to make my life easier, but what did I get in the end? I was abandoned by my relatives, betrayed by my relatives, and betrayed by my own relatives. My friends betrayed me time and time again, and all I got in return was the hurt from others. Even if I exchanged my sincerity for others' sincerity, I would never get the sincerity from others. I could only get Others lie to me again and again, do I really deserve it? I don't believe that I have paid all of this. In your eyes, it is just a passing cloud. I don't believe that all the efforts I have put in It's really so trivial, I'm not a saint, I have no way to not be hurt by anyone in my life, and I can be happy there, it's impossible to do it, but I was hurt by others, myself Still smiling foolishly there, thinking that everything others do is right and for my own good.Maybe you think I'm stupid, naive and easy to deceive, but after being exposed again and again, I will no longer be used by everyone as stupidly as before. All I do is to live a happier and more relaxed life for myself , I don't want anyone to help me, to pity me, to give me pity, to give me sympathy, what I hate the most in my life is that I have suffered from the company of others, and others come to ask you to forgive Sometimes, you will try to forgive him.Do you understand that you are much closer to me when I go to Shanghai? I think about myself again and again, and every time I make a decision, I feel that I can’t believe it. I don’t believe that I can make it myself. The decision I made, I gave you all my sincerity, but what kind of result did I get in the end, I got it again and again, this is the harm you have done to me, even if you have given me the best harm, But I still choose to forgive you, because you are my parents, but you not only don't know how to repent, but you go ahead and hurt me again and again. You take hurting me as a kind of fun, but do you know how much you treat me? The hurt is the kind of hurt that I may never have any way to forget in my whole life. That kind of hurt will be unforgettable in my life. Sometimes I feel that what I have done is really too much. I shouldn’t be like what I imagined, Qing’er Forgive others in one fell swoop. Being cruel to others is cruel to myself, but I have been hurt by you again and again, but I still forgive you without hesitation. At that moment, I have failed, and I have proved that I am no longer suitable. Be the strongest man in the world" I didn't know until the end that I could embrace the sunshine