Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

The most beautiful firework in the world is just a fleeting beauty. No matter how beautiful he is, it is only a flash of brilliance after all. "Then come and tell me now what the greatest pain in the world is. Any of you can experience the pain of the greatest pain in the world? None of you can experience it, so why do you come to tell me such a thing?" Cruel? If one day you can tell me what the greatest pain in the world is, then I will tell you the most truthful answer. If you can't tell me, then don't expect me to tell you the answer you want to know. Everyone is at the price of exchange. Trading again and again will only make me numb. I don’t want to live like before. Sometimes I really look forward to the day when you can tell me your truest heart The thoughts in everyone’s heart will be different, because everyone’s experience is different, and the path they choose in the end is different. Do you know how difficult it is for me to choose this path every time? How hard it is for me to live, I live in pain again and again, but you, you think that being with me is the most beautiful thing in the world, but do you know that I am the same when I am with you Pain, you just have no way to accept every word I say and everything I do, because your heart is the same, you don’t know how to do such a thing, do you know that you have How much harm has been brought to me, you have no way to make up for all the harm I have suffered, and you have no way to know, every question I ask you, you can't give me the answer I want , if you really think clearly that you can give me the answer I want, then you come to me again, at that time I will definitely devote my heart and soul to everything." Zhang Zhentian couldn't stand his wife saying this again and again , I, am I such a useless man in my wife's heart? I can't even give the most basic answer, why do they say such cruel and heartless words to themselves again and again.What kind of man am I in his eyes? Can the relationship between husband and wife for so many years really be dismissed in his eyes? No matter how much I have paid for him, how much bitterness and pain I have suffered Why can he never think about the problem from his own point of view, how painful and tiring he has lived in this life? Is it true that everything he has paid for him is nothing in his eyes? It's just a joke, it's all because I'm too stupid, too naive, or I'm too confused, so I give everything for this woman in front of me again and again, even my closest relatives, But why can't he see his sincerity towards her in his eyes? She compares herself with other men again and again, so that in her eyes, as a husband, she is really so useless People's hearts are really fickle. Why did you say that unforgettable vow to yourself when you were in love, but now why do you use such things to beat yourself? In his eyes, is it a kind of happiness for him to beat himself? Is it a kind of happiness? Why do people have to be so selfish, and what is the purpose of living so tired this time? Is it just to hurt those who love them the most? "Xia Jing, I don't understand what you mean by these words, you How do you know that I can’t do it? How do you know that the person in your heart knows that I can’t give you the answer you want. I have never experienced the greatest pain you mentioned, so tell me what the greatest pain is I was surprised that there were not as many things as you, but the sincerity of my love for you has never changed. For you, I will do whatever it takes. What did you pay for me? No matter what reason you chose to be with me. I have been together until now, in my eyes, it seems that you were just using me at the beginning, you just lost love and wanted to find a sustenance for your feelings, but do you know that you not only hurt you by doing this Harm yourself, everyone is selfish, I treated you sincerely at the beginning, but you had other thoughts about me, this is already unfair to me, and I remind you all the time I have to do my best to treat you well, no matter how many things you do wrong, as your husband, I still have to treat you well, because I have to be responsible to you for some things, and I don’t know how I should deal with it Only by explaining to you can you understand my sincere love for you in my heart." "Do you know that the greatest pain in the world is to watch the person you love the most holding someone else's hand while you stand by and can't do anything, But when you see the person you love the most standing with other women, you can only stand there and cry foolishly, you can only look at her with envy from afar, but you can't do anything, you Do you know that kind of thing is really desperate, and what to do in the face of that kind of scene? You have never experienced it, but I really experienced it. I watched him delete all the memories at the moment, my heart What a pain in my heart, do you understand? I never thought that one day he would treat me like this, and I never thought that the things I did wrong would make him feel so uncomfortable. Hurt, I have completely witnessed whether I love her or something in my heart, do you know, I love him very much, I love him very much, for him now I don’t even want my life, I drink again and again Drunk like mud, the person in my heart is him, I am looking for people from all over the world to see me, but I can't find anyone, I can only find him, do you know how painful my heart is , I feel so uncomfortable, it hurts so much, but when I beg him with my dignity and principles again and again, when I let go of my arrogance for him again and again, but he doesn't even think about it, you understand My despair at that time? In fact, you don’t understand, you have never experienced this kind of life at all, but I really don’t want to accept this kind of life in my whole life. I just want to be with him in peace and stability. Small wishes can’t be forgiven in your eyes, so just promise me to help me once, won’t you really be willing to drive me to a dead end step by step? I just want to love her, I just want to I want to be with him, I love her but I can't love her, but my love for him will never change in this life." Sometimes I don't know what my deepest thoughts are, how to toss every step of the way, Is it the road that I once wanted to have the most? Step by step, I even forgot what I wanted most.