Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Maybe what you can't get is always shaking, and all this will have no beginning and end after all, "My child, I know that even though you are comforting grandpa, your heart is still in pain. How can you not be in pain? That's your biological father. The harm he caused to you is absolutely disdainful to the harm he caused to grandpa. In fact, I believe that you have the same question in your heart as I do. Why did my parents leave me? Is it true that I am so worthless in the hearts of my parents? Is it true that they don’t care about me so much in their hearts? All the questions in your heart, grandpa once had them in your heart, but slowly I don’t think so. Then there are these illusory questions about myself, because I found that if those things make my visits come back to me, I can ask myself back every day, but no matter how much I reflect on what I have done, none of this will come back. Come to your side, because no one will believe in yourself, since no one will believe, why bother to make these unnecessary proofs, everyone's inner thoughts are different, some people can be happy Live her own life, he is carefree all his life, but some people always live on the verge of pain all his life, he has no happiness, she is because there is no happy thing in her heart, her heart is dark Yes, when you slowly think about many things, you will find that all of these things are so indifferent. No one can't live because of losing a person, he can still lose this person Afterwards, live comfortably and happily, and those who never let go are just abandoning others or being abandoned by others. The most important thing in life is to learn how to grow. As long as you learn to grow, what are you afraid of? Even if no one else is willing to come back to you in the end, you still have all the things you have gained through your hard work. Don't care about those who don't care about you. The people who live with you are more tired, don't hurt those who care about you because of those who are not worth it, it is not worth it." "Grandpa, you are right, I have everything However, I also know what I should do with these thoughts, but I can never let go of all these things, one side is my biological mother, the other is my biological father, the harm they caused to me, my whole life let me How can I forget that I regard them so important and care about them so much, but they come to hurt me so much, in their eyes, what kind of thing can I throw away casually as a son? Items, then she who was born with hard work should have some feelings. When they abandoned me, they didn't even blink their eyes. Who can understand how painful my heart is? I thought it was selfish of me to do this, even my biological father and mother were turned away, so that they would not come home, but who knows the pain in my heart? Maybe some people think that all this is not so important, But in my opinion, all these are very important. I can't accept my parents, because they gave birth to me, and because of their own freedom, they will abandon me, a son who has been born so hard. I don't know that they were born Why did they lay me down, and I don't know if they were born to leave a descendant for the Zhang family, and I don't even know what they did it for, is freedom really that important in their eyes? My own children can be abandoned. If so, why would they bring me into this world? At the same time, I am very grateful to them. If they hadn’t given birth to me and abandoned me, how could I have achieved what I am today? Every day of my childhood was very difficult, I always spent it in training, but my life was always happy, because I had the most pure feelings in the world, the most pure family love is my grandpa , you have given me so many benefits, it is my grandpa, you have made me what I am today, all of this has nothing to do with my parents, and I will not feel sorry for them because of being good. I am grateful, because they are not worthy, since they decided to abandon me at the beginning, then don’t want her to come back to me in this life, I don’t have such parents, I once gave them a chance to reform, I let them go home Come inside and spend the happiest time with us at home with peace of mind, but they gave up such an opportunity with their own hands. They don’t even have us in their hearts, so why should we force them to stay with us? Do they suffer too? They are willing to go out and continue to roam the world, let them go, they are used to living a life of ups and downs, and are not used to staying at home, so why should I force others to make it difficult for everyone to live in peace, Grandpa, I know that sometimes my decisions are really a bit too much, but I hope you can also understand my inner feelings. It is impossible for me to forgive them again. They hurt too much this time. I can't forget it in my life, but I always suppress the hatred in my heart to forgive them, but they always hurt me again and again, I am also human, I have feelings, I can't stand them again and again So sad, now my heart is a broken heart, I can no longer build up any trust in them, and I don't have any feelings for them anymore, my heart has been broken by them , a heart that has been broken, how can there be any feelings at all?" Mr. Zhang knew that everything his grandson said was the truth, and he knew that his grandson had been heartbroken by his son. Isn't it like this, my heart was also broken by my own son, and I was already hurt badly, but I still had no way to bear the result of all this, he must be my own son, I How could he just give up so easily.In fact, Mr. Zhang also understands that if a heart has been hurt to pieces, then it will never heal the heartache in this lifetime, and then there is really no way to go back to the past. They never thought that one day they would become Now that it is like this, why should I worry about them? They want such a life, so let them go by themselves.