Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

My life belongs to you, I don't want to be so vague anymore, I just want to say it out loud, "Dad, I know in your heart that you really hope that I can live with him lovingly for the rest of your life, but I really can't continue. , the harm he gave me was not once or twice. If the end of things was already doomed, then I don't understand why I insisted on being with him in the first place. In order to be with him, I even sacrificed my own life. No, but in the end what I got in return was his suspicion and distrust of me time and time again. There is not even the most basic trust between husband and wife, so I would like to ask how can I live a long and long life with him Maybe everyone will doubt why I was with him in the first place, but I have a clear conscience about this matter, I ask myself that I am worthy of heaven and earth, and I really want to be with him Staying with him for the rest of my life is not because of his money, not because he is a son of a wealthy family, and not because he has such a powerful father. I take every step of the way, always thinking that as long as I can be with him, I can do nothing. In the end What is the result of asking? He hurt me so much, but I didn’t even understand how I was abandoned in the end. Is there any stupid woman like me in the world who knows that her husband doesn’t love me? The person next to my pillow is always doubting that I don't trust myself, but I still want to be with him with all my heart, and never thought of doubting him. Maybe this is me, but it is precisely because of this that I am It will make all this so unacceptable as it is now, and make my heart suffer from extremely painful injuries, but I can only endure the injuries silently, because the injuries are caused by my own choices, and I cannot accept them. If you want to blame others, you can only blame yourself for being too stupid. We used to be desperate for the person we love, even for the person we love, we can even give up our lives. I believe that you can understand me in your heart The pain in your heart, your love for your mother is not at all compared to my love for my husband, on the contrary, it is much, much more, it is difficult for you to accept it, let alone a person like me. I believe that when I want to be with him At the moment we were together, everyone suspected that I was blinded by money and chose to live with such a man, but I never cared about other people's gossip. To be happy is enough to care about other people's backs. How to put it, but the fact is, I abandoned everything, but in the end I got his distrust. I did everything for him, but he finally regarded me as an enemy In his heart, I really don’t know that, in his heart, I really have no way to be with him? I used to think that there was a relationship between me and him The distance is too far, too far, I have no way to shorten this distance, so I try my best, I just think, as long as I can talk about this distance, I can stay with him forever, we I will be so happy and excited in my heart, I will be so excited that I can’t sleep every night, but in the end, the truth slapped my face fiercely, making me realize that it’s not enough to love her, he doesn’t treat me Love, then no matter how much I love him, it won't help." Xia Jing said while shedding tears, his heart was really too wronged and wronged for so many years of love, after all, it was destroyed once.I give everything for this man, even my life, don't need to accept the fact of being abandoned in the end.Obviously I can give up everything for him, this man only uses himself in his heart, and never sincerely treats himself as someone else, which makes it impossible for him not to hate him, how can he not have any complaints, and everyone will not understand him How much pain is there in my heart? It is obvious that I have a thousand words of bitterness in my heart that is difficult to express, but no one can understand my painstaking efforts. I always feel that everything I do is wrong. Who would have thought that the once invincible mercenary leader would eventually face the end of being abandoned by others. "Children, no one in the world can grow up without experiencing pain. Pain is always built on the road of slow growth. If you want to grow, you must experience these pains, right? Only by constantly experiencing these tortures can you be fast. Growing up happily, all people may not understand this truth, but I believe you will understand, because your experience is deeper than others, and what you have experienced is simply unforgettable. Maybe we did commit something that was unacceptable Forgive the mistakes, because we don't know what to do with these mistakes, but I hope you can understand that one day we will meet again, because you have chosen such a decision now, and you will really regret it in the future. I was angry and gave up the happiness of my life for most of my life. I know how uncomfortable you are, but I also know that there is no way for you to make this decision. Now that the matter has come to this point, you can only choose to face it calmly. , I understand the helplessness in your heart, but there is always a solution to helplessness. You can't say that it is impossible to find someone casually and spend half your life. A marriage without feelings will not be happy. Similarly, a husband and wife relationship without trust will not last long." "I understand all these reasons, but because I understand these reasons, I have to choose such a decision. I don't want to give up everything because of a man. For a man Giving up everything I have, I really don’t know that I should live my own life happily and live the life I want, instead of wronging myself because of a man leaning on me, and finally being abandoned by others, this kind of life , I don't want to, I don't want to be a cowardly and incompetent person, I have paid enough for her, I am really disappointed, since it is already a predestined ending, why should I be struggling to stay, then Why don't you let go? Oh, it's the biggest pain for each of you. He may think it doesn't matter, but I can't. The harm he caused to me is indelible in my heart. It's time to end the love we once had. Everything in the past is meaningless to be together now, he has given up on me, why should I stick to him for him, even if he begs me to come back now, I will not look back." You turned around and left, and I suddenly understood, You've always been my favorite