Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

It's not that I don't have any feelings for you, but that you personally buried my feelings for you.

"We are all adults. You should understand some truths that many children can't understand. In many cases, respecting the dead is also a minimum morality. You know, there is no time for them to be saved now. , if you force her to stay in this world, it will only make him very painful, you know? It's those machines that provide you with vital signs, as long as you fall into those machines, your life will definitely save the madman, do you know that this feeling will make you break down, maybe you never thought about you What exactly does your grandfather think, what you think is your own wishful thinking."

"Yichen, you are standing and talking without back pain. If one day your grandfather is like mine, his whole body is covered with tubes, and he is on a ventilator to maintain his vital signs. Will your heart still be as big as you are now? Can you still say these things to me like now, and stand here as if nothing happened? In fact, many times you should also put yourself in my shoes and think for me. Whenever you say these things to me, I feel It was very uncomfortable, I watched my grandpa lying there, but I couldn’t do anything, I wish I was the one lying there, I saw my grandpa, every time he was restricted by those machines, he couldn’t move Do you understand how uncomfortable I felt when we were together?" Lei Jian said to Zhang Yichen, "I know we are brothers. Although we don't have the feeling of thick blood and water, our relationship is no better than that of any brother. Poor, do you understand? I don’t know if you can understand my feelings. Anyway, my heart is very uncomfortable. If a relative who is very good to me is about to leave me suddenly, then I can’t accept it no matter what.”

Zhang Yichen sighed. He felt that what his brother said was right. If it was his grandfather, lying here and being on a ventilator to survive, then he would definitely not feel good in his heart. I am so good, even though he beat me once, he still treats me as always, never thinking of hurting myself, no matter what decision I want to make, grandpa will support me unconditionally, but If one day my grandpa really leaves me, then what choice should I make? I can’t live without my grandpa. I regard him as more important than my parents, because he has been with me for more than ten years , it was my grandfather who watched me grow up, it was my grandfather who gave me everything, and it was my grandfather who asked me to accompany me to practice, so that I have what I am today. Although he is now in his nineties, I still hope that he can live to be more than 100 years old in peace. Seeing grandpa live forever, my heart will only be extremely happy, and I will not be sad at all, but I am really afraid that that day will come. If that day really comes, what should I do?

"Actually, don't think that I just stand here and talk without back pain. Sometimes I worry about myself, and I'm also afraid that my grandpa will lie here motionless like your grandpa now. I'm afraid that day will come. , so I want to comfort you, I know, if it is my grandpa lying here now, I will definitely feel worse than you, because my grandpa treats me better than your grandpa treats you, you Do you know that the departure of a relative means that this relative is in another world for rebirth. She is terminally ill in this world, full of illnesses, and he cannot continue to live happily. Maybe only leaving is the most important thing for him. A kind of relief, when he arrives in another world, he can no longer suffer from any illness and live happily, but for people living in this world, this is a kind of torture for themselves, Watching my relatives leave me, but I am helpless, that kind of feeling is really helpless. Sometimes we should learn to grow by ourselves. How can we see the rainbow if we don’t step on it desperately? If you go out of these difficult predicaments step by step, how can you grow? I know that it is already a destined ending, but when this day comes, no one can accept it. I I also know what kind of person your grandpa is. You should understand that it is not easy for him to live with one of your mother’s kidneys for so many years. Sometimes you should think about it from a different angle. For your grandpa Said that he doesn't feel any regrets about leaving him now, because he used one of his daughter's kidneys, and he is alive today, but he didn't know whose kidney it was from the beginning to the end. Don't you think your grandpa is now his Should it be a kind of happiness in the heart? Because I have another kidney, I have lived for so many years, and he can watch his grandson grow up. Do you think your grandpa will be unhappy in his heart?"

"Okay, I know what to do. Maybe after a while my mother will take these things lightly. The change of time is the best medicine for pain. I can't give you a definite answer yet, because I I still can't accept the fact that my grandpa told you to look at me. Looking at him, I still can't live a happy life. After a while, my mood will calm down, and I will find you. Today Thank you very much for coming here to comfort me and let me understand that the ending was doomed long ago. I have no way to change it. It is impossible to give grandpa a Christmas now. Grandpa has already asked for a kidney from my mother. I know, how painful his heart must be. It turns out that the kidney he has been living on is her daughter's body, and it is definitely a lifelong pain for him. If he understands it, he will leave here with regret , then he will not be able to rest in peace until he dies.”

"It's good that you understand. When you understand all this, then you will never be sad because of anything again, and you will become an invincible you. I won't say anything to you here, My wife is still pregnant, I want to go back and take good care of her, if you have anything to do, just call me, I will come to you directly."

In fact, I know that even if I love you very much, I will never be able to compare with him, but I also know that the tears you shed for him are still so happy, even so I still never give up.