Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

The flowers in the wind take away the missing, who is silently paying homage, proving that you and I are not destined.

When Zhang Zhentian heard her father say these words to her, she suddenly remembered that she had become unscrupulous because of some things. In order to destroy those who stabbed her in the back, he simply spared no effort, time and time again. Many people are sent to the abyss of pain in life, so that they will never have any way to get out of the pain in this life.

"Dad, in fact, it is really tiring to live in this life. No one wants to live in such a delicate way. I also want to live freely and unrestrainedly, but I have no way to live happily in my whole life. My whole life is too painful. In the eyes of outsiders, I seem to be full of beauty. I avoid the ending I want most time and time again. Is this really the case? Who understands my inner suffering?

I have never thought that one day I will live so tired, I just want to live in peace, without so much pain, not so tired, at least to be able to grow old with the one I love, But I finally found out that everything I wanted was just a dream, and what I wanted was just a joke in the eyes of others.

I tried my best to climb up step by step by all means, in order to be able to be with the person I want most, so that I have no regrets in my life, but in the end I still let everyone follow me and get hurt. What I have done has never been correct. Looking back, I found that everything I did was wrong.

Dad, we father and son rarely sit together and talk peacefully like today, do you know?How I long for it, one day I can live happily, how I long for it, one day I can live happily with my family, but in the end I get nothing, even if I go back What about this family?Few people sincerely hope that I will come back here, because what I have said and what I have done have chilled their hearts!

I understand better than anyone else, what does the phrase "sorrow is greater than heart death" really mean?I made so many mistakes time and time again, but I never realized where I was wrong. Even I apologized perfunctorily. I just found out, what are the mistakes I made?In the eyes of others, it is just a joke. When others laugh at themselves, how much have they paid?

These years have not been easy for me, but every time I always comfort myself silently, no matter what I did wrong, no matter how much I lost, as long as I stick to what I want most in my heart, then I will always be happy. One day I will achieve my wish and get what I want most, but in the end, I didn’t get anything. On the contrary, I brought harm to my family time and time again.

I know, in the final analysis, I am useless as a son. No matter what I do, I will never be able to make you happy. No matter what I do, I will never be able to make my children proud of having me as a father. The pain I brought to my child, maybe in his eyes, my existence as a father is a kind of shame to him, I have not given him a single bit of fatherly love, on the contrary, I have brought him too much Too much torture and pain, all other children would not bear it, but he endured it all once. "

Mrs. Zhang suddenly didn't know what to say, how should she answer herself this time?All of what my son did was really wrong, and there was no right one?

In fact, he himself doesn't know, he doesn't know how many mistakes his child has made, he doesn't know how much his child has suffered, but he has never received the slightest slack or compensation.

"Son, since some things have passed, let's let them disappear with the wind and smoke, and no one should mention them again. We have also said many times that what we want most from each other is to stick to our deepest beliefs. Unnecessary things to hurt the person you want most in your heart.”

"Dad, I thought about it, is it necessary for me to bow my head to the whole world and admit how many mistakes I have made? Will the ending be different? Can all the harm I have caused make me You completely forget that you won't suffer any more?

But no, no matter what I do, you will never forgive me in your heart, because the harm I have brought to you is something you can't do in your life, I'm already numb, I don't know what I want What do you want, I am already a walking dead, I have forgotten what I want most in my life, I have lost the person I love most in my life, but every mistake I have made can only be made by myself Bear, there is no one to help me bear all the faults.

As time goes by, I always thought that I would grow up slowly, but in the end I realized that I will always be a child who will never grow up. I always want to be loved and protected by others, but I finally But it can only hurt again and again, hurt everyone who loves them the most, and make them feel disgusted and despaired of themselves again and again deep in their hearts!

Desperate life is really scary. Now I am a desperate person. I feel hopeless about my life. I don’t know what radical behavior I will do next, and I don’t know what I want to do. , to be able to get what you most want to save.

Sometimes I even had terrible behaviors in my mind. I wondered if I could get everything I want to save by giving my life, but is it really possible in the end?

You know better than anyone else that all of this is just my own whimsy. Even if I lose my life, I may not be able to exchange for her who I love the most in my heart! "

Mr. Zhang couldn't help sighing that the word love has hurt people the most since ancient times. He didn't expect his son to be wounded by this word in the end. What should his son do to get the person he loves most back by his side? He could even give up his own life, but in the end he still couldn't make him change his mind. Maybe the relationship between the two of them is just in name only.

Maybe the two of them have no relationship for a long time, but it's just the last bit of false title when they come back to this home...

This love is buried in the bottom of my heart into sadness after all, and the rose still loses its fragrance after all.

Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife