Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

I really don't want my future generations to continue to bear the pain I have experienced. The road I have traveled before may be strange to them, but it is really hard for me.

Zhang Zhentian didn't know what was the point of his wife living like this?In the eyes of his wife, he has never been an important partner in his life, and in his eyes, he will only become a passer-by after all.

Now he is numb, he doesn't know what method to use to comfort his temperament, persuade his wife to give up the man he thinks in his heart, after all, he will only let himself accept it once Another pain, no one knows what kind of ending all this will bring to him.

"Ugh!

Xia Jing, you are my wife, even if you don't want to live for yourself in your heart, can you live for me once?Can you ever stop being so selfish, do you think it's fair that you can say these things for a man who's gone to hurt these people who were there for you?

Maybe I shouldn't come to you to talk about fair things, but there are some things I really can't bear, I just want to stay by your side safely, but you keep me thousands of miles away, your heart Deep down, I always think about another man, what do you think of me?

You may think that I am too stingy as a man, but I would like to ask which man in the world would like to see his wife, always thinking of other men in his heart, and never have a little bit of a husband as himself, If it is your heart, you will be happy and happy, will you be satisfied?You have always only cared about your own inner feelings, but you have forgotten what kind of pain those people who love you the most will suffer because of your actions.

Maybe there are some things that I talk about too much and take too much control. I shouldn't be chattering like this, always nagging these things in your ears, but everything you do, if you can really stand Consider the seriousness of the matter from the perspective of others, then others will not say such heartfelt words to you again and again.

I have exhausted all of myself, I have treated you sincerely again and again, and what I have gotten in exchange for time and time again is that you treat me like a heart of stone. In your eyes, no matter what I do, I will never get it back A correct decision, what on earth do you take me for?I'm just your effort, time and time again you take it for granted no matter how I treat you, but you forget that I don't owe you what I do because I know I miss you Being able to live a happy life is not because of anything else, but why are you unwilling to stand on my side in everything you do, think about it, what about my feelings?

In the past, I gave up my own children and my family for my own freedom. At that moment, I felt that I was very happy and happy, but as time passed slowly, I gradually discovered that my own life was not Not the happiest, I am in pain and suffering again and again, I firmly believe that because I am afraid that one day the nightmare will come, and I also hope that one day I can be with the person I love the most.

But how much I gave up for you, so you don't have any count in your heart?What kind of person am I in your eyes?Is it just to achieve the end and use the means?

I really hope that you can try to understand me, don’t judge the life path of others because of one of your own things, that is not a satisfactory result for anyone, you will always only know your own happiness and pain, but you have forgotten how hard it is for me to love you, how difficult it is for me to get to where I am today step by step, and how I have spent days and nights with you in the past few decades. Forgot? "

"You have been by my side for countless days and nights, and I have never forgotten how you treated me, but I really have no way to love you in my heart!

If I don't have you in my heart, but I say to you, I like you, isn't that a lie to your feelings?How can I say such things to you over and over again?I just want you to know that some things are not like this.

You say that the sky is unfair to you, so is it fair to me?Give me this kind of test again and again, challenge again and again, my limit, what does the sky think of me in the end?I was just a tool for him to test his life. He used me as a tool again and again, but in the end I could only return to the place where I should have been. No one has ever considered that I have suffered. all the pain.You will always only have your own happiness and happiness.Are you not selfish? "

Zhang Zhentian was speechless by Xia Jing's words. He knew that what he said was true, and all of this had indeed happened to him, but he did not choose to use any method to stop it, but chose to let such a Mistakes continue to spread. This may be an inseparable pain for every family. Everyone feels that what they did is not wrong, but who is wrong or not is not him. Judge by yourself, but rely on others to judge what kind of ending a person will face in this life. After all, you can't easily see it. Only by seeing the path he chooses time and time again, will it reflect what he will face in the future. such a choice.

"If you don't want your life to lose meaning, then I hope you can live for yourself once. Do you know that such an opportunity is once in a lifetime, how many people want to live for themselves once, but they can only be trapped in deep water again and again. In the midst of family illness, there is no way for me to be happy in my life?

Those displaced people are begging themselves again and again to treat them well, do you know the pain?

In fact, my conditions are not the best, but I can use my only conditions to help those who need help. This may be a trivial matter for you, but it is for me. It is a big step from the depths of your heart and soul. Time and time again, you feel that what I do is just a play on the occasion, but who of you knows that I have given my sincerity in everything I do, In the end, all I got in return was your suspicion and suspicion, which made my heart a little unacceptable!

Don't let your life lose its meaning..."

If they follow in their own footsteps again, then their lives will really lose their meaning, and what they have come into contact with must not let them step into their footsteps again.