Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Even if life is a mess, it still keeps me going.

Zhang Zhentian knew very well in his heart that he might bring to his son in this life, the pain in his heart would be indelible in this life.

As a parent, who doesn't understand in his heart that his son doesn't know how much pain the choices he made will bring his own child, but in the end he can only treat all of this as It never happened, only if you choose to forget, maybe others will think all this is just a dream.

Why do I always bring pain to my children in my whole life?Is it really so difficult for him to let him live happily under his wings?What I really want is not these, what I want is only my family, my relatives, everyone of my own can be happy and happy, but why every decision I make, every time Things, every action, will eventually become the opposite of what I imagined. Why can I never make my family so happy?

Is it that everything you do is never so much right?Why can't I always make my relatives happy? It's only because I have never done a good thing in my life. I don't want much. I just want my family to be happy. You can be happy, why did your own actions make all of this come to naught?

Why do the people I love leave me one after another, why is it because I did something wrong?Is one thing going to lead to a lifetime of hatred?Why can't they forgive themselves once?Even once, maybe it is because of repeated injuries that make all this so complicated, making everyone not want to stay by my side, making everyone just want to leave themselves and go far away, maybe It is precisely because of what I have done that makes everyone's heart so hurt, so painful and so unbearable.

If God can really give me another chance, then I will never do anything to make my family sad or sad. Everything I have done has changed everyone so much, but why did I Never get retribution?If God is really willing and willing to forgive yourself, then please give yourself a thunderbolt from the blue sky, let you just hit yourself, let yourself leave this world forever, never open your eyes again, all you can bear when you open your eyes is There is no happiness in pain, pain covers my eyes and my whole heart, and my whole heart is full of pain spreading.

When the pain in my heart spread to my whole body, at that moment I really understood what I wanted, but at that moment it was really too late, I had already lost the person who loved me the most, I have already lost my entire world, but I can only cry silently, there is no way to bring everything back to the beginning, because all of this is the result of what I have done, and I cannot blame anyone People, God may be really fair, just because what he did hurt him, he really left himself and never came back.

Gu</span> "Children, maybe you will never understand a kind of pain, that is, leaving the person you love the most, and the person you love the most has given up on you forever because of your own mistakes. You have never I have never experienced that kind of pain. Before I met your father, do you understand? I had a very, very good boyfriend.

The time with him was the happiest and happiest time in my life. He gave me happiness that no one else could give me in this life. He gave me all his love. All her love, until I peeled off layer by layer like an onion, do you know how much his heart hurts?

I don't know how I should feel the pain in his heart, I only know that he is really desperate, he deleted all my contact information in despair, you have never thought about how I spent those years, those In the past year, I have lived every day like a year, and I miss him every moment. I want him to come back to me, but in the end there is still no way.

He left, just left, and will never come back to me, and I know that I really lost him completely, because what I did hurt her, I once Added her contact information again and again, but he ignored me again and again, and finally changed all the contact information. How desperate I was at that moment, and I finally understood how deep the despair in his heart was. I finally Knowing how much harm I have caused her, I regret so much, I regret what I have done, if I didn't go my own way, and I didn't have a sudden brain cramp, how could I do those outrageous things to treat him? He loves me so much, wishing he could give me the whole world, until finally he told me that I was included in all his plans, but in the end, what happened, do you know what kind of pain it is?That is the pain that will never be forgotten in this life, it is unforgettable, you think the hurt that we as parents bring to you is an unforgettable pain, it is the pain that is imprinted in the bones, then you know?The pain I brought her is the pain that is easy in his heart, but I found all his contact information and found that it erased all traces of being with him, and I realized that he was really desperate, and I knew it , I will never have any chance to see him again in my life, where should I find him in such a big world, I don't know the exact address of his home, and I live a blind life day by day..."

Hearing these words from his mother to him, Zhang Yichen was a little stunned. He never thought that his mother would have such an unforgettable love. It turned out that his mother was not cruel and heartless, he just knew What I did hurt that person, I only know that I can never be like before in this life, he still made the decision to hurt his relatives again and again, in fact, her heart is not bad, she just He forgot how to respect others and how to love others. He only knew that he was living blindly and selfishly. Maybe this would make everyone's heart not recall the past pain, but he Forgot, the greatest thing in the world is respect, but mutual trust, which is loyalty...

Every road you walk is the harvest of your life. If you have not suffered from others, don't persuade others to be kind!