Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

If it weren't for unwillingness, how could I let myself fall step by step?

I don't know how much I long for happiness until love is gone.

Zhang Zhentian was discharged from the hospital. During the past three months, Xia Tian spent every day with his husband in the hospital. Now he is very clear in his heart that if his car is not right, this marriage will be completely turned into nothingness. He really I can't bear this kind of thing to happen to me, he wants less and less now, her desire has gradually dropped to the lowest level, and he no longer knows what attitude he should use to face this kind of life , she feels very happy now, as long as she can stay with someone who loves her every day, it is also a great happiness in her life for herself.

Someone told her long ago that instead of finding someone you like, it is better to find someone who likes you, because the person you like, if he does not have you in his heart, then no matter what you are, in his heart he is They will always regard you as unimportant, so what is the meaning of you? You are just making your heart more painful and embarrassing, that's all, but if the person you are looking for is a sincere choice.If he is with you, no matter what you do, he will forgive you and tolerate you. That kind of love is life.

Zhang Zhentian has tried his best to recover his body during these three months, but sometimes the damage caused to his body cannot be recovered in a day or two, even if the time has passed, he has been here for three full months. For three months, he ate well and slept well, but what made me feel uncomfortable was that my parents could still forgive me after taking so many measures, but I, as a son, never thought about it. Think about what you really did wrong, what you lost, and what you did to your own child.

In fact, her heart is also very painful, and the life she wants is also very ordinary. For him, an ordinary life is the life he wants most in this life, but he never got it in the end. Everything he got was just the most painful memory deep in his heart. Sometimes he really wanted to ask God, if he would give him more time, let him think about what he did. What kind of result does it bring.

Although there were mistakes in everything he did, he never thought of hurting the people he cared about the most. The life she wanted was just an ordinary life, but why did she want She still can't get it, she really doesn't understand what she did wrong in this life, everyone will choose to use this method to resist herself in the end, is it really so difficult to get what she wants?The life I want is only ordinary, which is the happiest thing in my life for me, but I have lost so much again and again, and I have paid all of it again and again. In the end, it is just the life I don’t want. What is the meaning of such a life?

"Xia Jing, I have thought a lot in the past three months, and I have been reflecting on myself all the time. I don't know what I did all this for. All I want is an ordinary life, but In the end, why what I got was not what I wanted after all. I paid a lot, but the result I got time and time again was just others hurting me time and time again.

I used to give my all for you, even my own life, but I still have the same mentality until now. I don’t understand why you have gone through so much and you have caused so much harm to me. I still love you with all my heart, maybe this kind of love is the real love, no matter how many wrong things you do, no matter how you treat me behind your back, no matter how many knives you stab me, but in my inner world there is only You alone, as long as you are willing to come back to me, my arms will always be open for you, and my place will always be your warm harbor. It just depends on whether you are willing to give me a chance to fall in love with me sincerely, and then our family People live happily, I have thought about this countless times, but I don't know how to say it to you.

Maybe you think it's funny for me to say such things to you now, maybe you also think I'm just confessing myself now, and you don't listen to every word I say, but anyway, deep down in my heart, I really love you. What I want is to be with you, as long as I am with you, no matter how many difficulties and dangers there are, I feel very happy and happy. The life with you is achieved step by step by myself. I am very happy in your life together. No matter what you have done, the person I still love in my heart is always you.

This point, in this life, no matter what, there will be no change!

I have waited for so many years, I have waited so hard for you, and finally I have come to the end of my hard work, I have waited for your heart, you are only me, I have waited for you to stay by my side, and it is willing, not because of other It's not because I forced you to stay by my side, I still want to ask you one more question here, I hope you can answer me honestly, not to satisfy me, so that I don't feel sad, that's why you Tell lies to deceive me! "

"You don't need to say, I know what you want to ask, don't you just want to ask if I stay by your side sincerely or for some other purpose, but now I can tell you to stay by your side openly, Really sincerely without any purpose.

Just like you said, you used to give your life for me, so it is the same now, the person you love in your heart will always be only me, so why can't I give everything for you?I just want you to stay by my side, and I also want to stay by your side, can't we be together and accompany each other?Can't we all live happily together?Why should we dwell on the past?It is not necessarily a good thing to be an adulterer about the past, because that will only make everyone of us very unhappy!

Zhentian, you should choose to believe me. After all, we are husband and wife. After so many years of ups and downs, what kind of person am I? You should know that I never tell a lie. Even if I tell a lie, it is a white lie, but The words I say now are just the most true words in my heart. None of these words are false. I just want everyone to be happy together. A happy and happy life is all of us. If you want to deceive others every time and achieve your own goals, do you think that kind of life is interesting?Are you really willing to let me lie to you again and again for the rest of my life?

In fact, you are not a fool, every thing I do, how can you really not know about those things?You choose to cover up for me time and time again. Isn't it because you want me to find that I am ashamed of me deep in my heart one day, so that I can stay by your side?

In fact, your move is very good. Although it shows that you have finally achieved your goal, I will not expose you now. Since I have promised to stay by your side, I will definitely stay by your side, no? For something else but I really just want to be with you right now.There is a man who loves me so much by my side, why should I choose to be with someone else?Why should I choose to hurt you, I am not the kind of heartless person. "

Zhang Zhentian knew in his heart that only his wife would understand this matter. If it wasn't like this, how could his wife choose to stay by his side so easily and see everything, but It's just a situation that I set up deep in my heart. If I had made all this a reality earlier and made it the state that everyone wanted most in their hearts, then all this would not have happened.Every time you have to wait until you have learned a lesson, you will know what the things you have got, and you will understand how precious the things you have lost. No one has ever thought about it before losing it. Should I cherish these things in front of me!

I always want to hurt those closest to me again and again, and let them all leave me. After leaving myself, I find that all this is not what I want. What I want is just myself. The person closest to me just wants her to stay by his side, but is it really that easy?Lost is lost, no one will choose the reason because of your loss, and no one will choose to pity you because of the painful memories you suffered.

"I know that the person who understands me best in the world is not others but you. You know what I want most, because you have seen how I treat you with your own eyes over the years, and you have experienced how much I love you. I love you, for you, I have really done whatever it takes, I have already done enough to give up my own life, if it wasn't for your call this time, if it wasn't for me hearing my father want to drive you away Going out of the house, leaving you bruised and bruised on the street, I really don’t want to wake up anyway, I dream about how happy you are, I can kiss your lips when I can pull you in the dream, I can Holding you together every night, do you know how happy that feeling is? When did you give me such happiness in real life?

When we were in love, what kind of feeling did you give me, don't you understand?Now what is it that I want you still don't understand?Repeatedly again and again, can't my heart really not be broken?You can't hear the sound of heartbreak, but I can feel it myself. But the moment my heart is broken because of you, it proves that I can only live in your hands for the rest of my life.

If I really can't completely let go of you, then even if I really wake up one day, what's the point of you not being by my side? I would rather sleep in my own dream and never wake up in my life. All I want is you, only you and I love you, do you know how much I love you?Love you!Love you!Love you!

My love for you has never changed over the years. Although you may no longer have my place in your heart, I am still willing to be with you, because every day with you, even if your eyes I don’t have me in my heart, I don’t have me in my heart, but I’m still happy. As long as I see you staying by my side, it’s a kind of happiness for me. Maybe you will think I’m stupid and naive.Obviously a person is not worthy of you at all, but why should I still do this? "

"Can you stop talking about it? What's the point of saying this now? I know you love me very much, you love me, you love me and you can do things for me. But you have never made up your mind about me, because deep down in your heart, all you want is me, and all you want is that I can stay by your side and give you a happy family to let you I can have my wife's most complete love for me like other men, but do you know? From the moment we developed symptoms, I have been unable to do this, but now I can tell you plainly, I really It can be done because deep down in my heart there will never be anyone else but your place.

I think we should all remember the lesson of this time, shouldn't we?Why do you always wait until you lose something before you choose to regret it?Can regretting every time you lose can really restore everything?Just be able to go back to the original state, nothing happened?In fact, this is simply impossible. Both of them know each other well, but they just don't want to tell the truth! "

Gu</span> "My dear wife, don't worry, this time I will remember the lesson no matter what, if this time is not the lesson, how could I know how much I love you, you Do you regard me as your husband in your heart? I am really grateful, although this time I have suffered a lot, but my heart is sweet, because you take care of me day and night by my side Looking at me, you are still here with me regardless of your own physical safety. For me, I already feel very happy!

The happiness I want is actually very simple. With your idea, no one has lived selfishly in this life, and the most selfish moment I am now is to keep you by my side. Maybe you will feel This is really selfish, but I never want to get entangled in who is right and who is wrong in this matter.

In my eyes, as long as everyone can live happily and happily, it is the most perfect life.

This time is simply a lesson of blood, if I get up a little later, maybe I will never see you again, but I finally broke through the nightmare in my heart, I still chose to wake up, I I chose to use my last bit of courage to face the cruel reality that I will face after waking up. I don’t know whether you will agree to be with me after waking up, whether you will really stay by my side, but As long as I wake up, there is still hope. If I don't wake up, then I don't even have the last hope. I don't want us to be broken without even the last hope between each other. "

Maybe only the two of them understand what this catastrophe has brought them in the depths of their hearts.

Each of the two of them has found the thing they want most in their hearts, and they have obtained the person they love the most in their hearts. For a person, he is actually the happiest thing in the world. No one has thought about what they want from each other. Two people are always hurting each other, but hurting and hurting, after all, isn't it all hurting yourself?It's my own heart that hurts, isn't it?Why choose to hurt yourself while hurting others? Is that really the wisest choice?But not so!

Since Zhang Zhentian woke up, Mr. Zhang's condition has gradually improved.

Also, my son has recovered, my daughter-in-law and my son have reconciled as before, and this family will soon return to its original state. As an old man, the moment of happiness that he has longed for for so long is finally coming. How can I be neither excited nor happy in my heart? The life everyone wants is really mediocre. No one has ever considered how perfect their life is. In the happiest world, then my whole life is really worth living in this world.

This time, Zhang Yichen saw it in his parents after going through such a thing. If he really can't bear it, then why bother to provoke others. If he decides to take this path, he should go on well and choose to love himself People around you, you must love to the end no matter what, if it is true, you choose to give up because of some bad things, then two people, even if they are really together, what is the meaning of being together, in the end it will only bring Two people have their own thoughts in their hearts. In the end, two people will only get hurt separately, and the one they hurt will always be the person they love the most, because those who don’t love themselves can never hurt him and those who love themselves, but they will be hurt because of themselves. What I did, it hurt my heart again and again, that kind of pain, no one is willing to experience it several times in a lifetime, only choose again and again, go your own way, love the people you love, love those who love yourself If you are a good person, then your life is really perfect, and you will never pursue the past in vain because of any wrong decision you made, and finally find that it is all your own fault.

You love her so much, why don't you keep her?You love him deeply, everyone knows this, is it because you have two deeply loved him, and you don't want to let yourself be unable to extricate yourself?

Zhang Zhentian has figured it out now. It turns out that his grandson didn't really want to visit him when he came to see him, but he just used this as a reason. I came here to give myself a piece of advice, so that I would stop doing things that hurt everyone in the family like before. If that was the case, it would be a waste for them to put down their face and intercede for themselves today.

He really didn't expect this, a young child with such a deep mind, she didn't understand if he abandoned her once more, what kind of result would he get in the end?

"Son, grandpa knows that these are because grandpa and grandma are sorry for you and your father, and also for your great-grandpa, but time has passed for so many years, and we have all realized our mistakes, and we have returned to the In this family, although I came back this time after your intercession, I am very grateful, but some things are really not as simple as you imagined, and some things can’t be done just by saying it. You still don’t understand the middle the key to

Zhang Nai really doesn't want to discuss these issues with his grandfather now. Every time he discusses these issues, no matter who is at fault, even if he has the upper hand, some things really cannot be explained clearly in a few words. Ten years of abandonment, how could it be possible for him to disappear in smoke just because of his sudden return this time? Even if my father can really do not remember to hate him, but I can't do it. I have never received their love since I was a child. It is the desire for grandparents to return to their side step by step and put in all the efforts. It is so hard step by step. In the end, they come back and talk to me in this way, so how can my heart be stable? .

"Grandpa, I know exactly what you mean when you tell me these words, and I also understand that some things are really just like what you said, and there is no way to explain them clearly in a few words, but at least you should give me a reasonable explanation Well, I don't care what kind of mentality my father and my great-grandfather chose to forgive you and my grandma, but I really can't do it like them, with a broad mind, I really don't have Way to look at my grandparents clearly in front of my eyes, I put down my dignity to intercede for them, let them go back home and they refused to give me a reasonable explanation last year, always refused to tell me Why abandon my father, abandon us!

Perhaps deep down in your heart, you feel that giving up is not a big deal, but you know what?Abandonment is a big thing for a child. No child is willing to be abandoned by others as soon as he is born, and no child can do it when he is just born, and his parents will throw himself aside Flying alone, leaving myself at home to be taken care of by my elderly grandpa, do you think this is a psychological shadow for a child, you have never considered my father's feelings.Now even if you have given him a reasonable explanation, what about me?Is my life over the years necessarily better than my father's life when he was a child?

My father and I have come to this day step by step. Step by step, we have put in more effort than anyone else, and we have experienced more difficult things than anyone else. Why is it that I hope you can come back home and want to prove to you We are really not the worst, that person wants you to know what a big mistake you made abandoning us at the beginning, but in the end, all the results for me in the end just made me bruised and bruised again and again?

Grandpa and grandma, no matter how you treat my father, I don't care how you treat me. I just want to know what kind of mentality it was that made you decide to leave this family. You clearly know that I am your grandson, but you still refuse to recognize me. You would rather treat me as a stranger. Why did you choose this ending step by step? Why are you willing to use it? It hurts us in this way but we are not willing to stand up and protect us, is it not good to protect us in a grandiose way?If you have to hide behind your back, what kind of perception do you think that will give others? "

"Son, grandparents know that you are looking forward to us being able to stand up to protect you and accompany you in the past few years. We also know that you have experienced a lot of heartache like your father over the years, because we have no way to make up for those bitter pasts. Yours, we have made it very clear. At the beginning, it was just a moment of enthusiasm, and we chose to abandon it for our own freedom. We have really regretted it now. Now you have all chosen to let us return to this home, then you Can’t you really accept us from the bottom of your heart? No matter how good you are on the surface, it’s not as important as accepting us from the inside. What we want is not that you accept us on the surface, but your real approval from the bottom of your heart. , we are your family.

I will do my best to make up for everything I owe to you. I will not let such things happen to us again, and I will not let such things hurt you again and again. We have already understood ourselves How profound are your mistakes, how much shadow those mistakes will bring to you, we are now aware of the blow, we will no longer be as willful as before, we will take the overall situation into consideration and please stand Let's think about it from our point of view, shall we?Don't press us anymore, we really have no way to give you a more detailed explanation.

The more I explain to you, the more you will feel that we are covering up the truth of the matter, but in the end it is really not the case, we really just made a wrong decision at the time, and did not expect such things to happen later, time and time again, In the end, we had no choice but to come to this point. I also regret it deep in my heart. I didn’t choose not to recognize you, but I didn’t dare to recognize you. I was afraid that if I told you that I was your grandma, you would I will turn around and leave, then I will never see you again, I don't want to leave a bad impression deep in your heart, I want to give you a perfect impression, let you accept me slowly, instead of When I first saw me, I chose to avoid me. "

Life cannot be escaped, the cause of planting will always bear fruit, and it cannot be avoided!