Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

The ideal is what everyone should have, but the ideal is also the most difficult for everyone to achieve.

"Life is always so unsatisfactory. I really don't know when I will be able to find my beloved."

Mr. Zhang knows now that what you have said is useless, you can only let your son go home to accompany his grandson, otherwise if this trend continues, then the relationship between father and son The relationship is really over. He doesn't want to see such an ending. As an old man, he only wants to see family harmony, so that his heart will be comforted.

She didn't want her son to still be arguing with her grandson when she stepped into the coffin on the day of her death, how much pain would be in his heart, as an old man, he just wanted to make his old age peaceful , not to be troubled by these things again and again, this is the greatest happiness and the greatest filial piety for him.

"Okay, let's not say anything now, do you still think about what kind of decision you should make? If you really go on like this, then your heart will become more and more painful. Grandpa really doesn't want Seeing that you are in pain, you also know how much grandpa cares about your grandson in his heart. He will do anything for your grandson, as long as you can be happy and happy. It was my fault that I went out with your parents , but you know what?

If your parents did not leave this family at that time, then this family would not have any prestige. If so, then why would he want to come back again and again and dare not come back?

It's not your parents' fault that the child caused today's ending, but also grandpa's responsibility. If you really want to hate your parents, please drive out of the house together with grandpa. Grandpa knows what grandpa did. In order to bring you a different and indelible harm, once caused you to suffer from garbage, grandpa has no way to make up for you in this life, but grandpa really hopes that you can live happily and happily. For me like this For a bad old man, this is the greatest comfort in life. I don't have any extravagant wishes in my life, let alone any extravagant hopes. I just hope that the people I care about can live happily and safely. A simple life is enough for me.

And for the mistakes I have made myself, I should take responsibility for myself.If I hadn't insisted on going my own way back then, how could your parents have abandoned you as their own son, and they have been wandering outside for so many years, but there is no way to return home, and they don't even have the courage to return home? It is because of me that I am too decisive, too unwilling to go, and respect other people's inner thoughts!

Grandpa can't say anything now to make up for the pain in your heart, but I also hope that you can know that the mistakes you have made will eventually pay the same price. You have also driven out your parents, and now grandpa has endured it All the retribution, grandpa is already seriously ill in bed, there is no way to be as vibrant as before, grandpa knows, one day grandpa will leave here, one day grandpa will not be able to continue to be with you, but grandpa really hopes You can understand that if grandpa is really gone one day, but you can still live happily and happily, why would you be unhappy for grandpa? "

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Zhang Yichen knew that what he said just now hurt his grandfather, he felt a little embarrassed and embarrassed, she didn't know how to explain these things to his grandfather, but she was still very painful in her heart, some things she didn't know He wanted to do this intentionally, but he unintentionally said the most hurtful words. He knew that his apology was useless now, so he might as well let his grandpa be happy and send me down, don't let him go He bears any blow, this may be the only thing he can do now, if he can really do this, then how happy and happy he should be in his heart.

"Grandpa, I don't want to say anything now, and I don't hate you. In any case, no matter what you have done by yourself, I will not blame you, because it is you who made me achieve what I am today. It is you I have been taking care of me growing up. For an elderly person, this may be the biggest, hard work, but I can't help it, you know? I can't help watching my family abandon me again and again, but I don't care Without even looking back, he felt a pain in my heart, and I have thought about it many times.

If one day my parents are willing to stay at home for me, I can give everything, but in the end all of this is just a fantasy in my heart.How could they stay at home for me? They didn't before, they won't now, and they won't in the future. All they have is the happiness they want to be free. They think that happiness can be anything in this world To their hands, but they don't know that it is because of their selfishness that I have become so numb now, I no longer know what family affection is!

Now I only know what it is to hate me. I only know that I have been blinded by hatred. I don’t know who else I can love in my heart. I only know that I am only thinking about how to find my parents. Come out and ask them carefully why they abandoned me before leaving without saying goodbye, why they came back to provoke me again and again, and after provoking me, they asked me to abandon me here alone. In their hearts, he recently regarded me as a What, is it really so difficult to spend more time with my own son?

Abandoning and leaving again and again, is it avoiding something?Am I really that scary?I'm their own son, and I'm always by my son's side, and it's the deepest pain in my heart that I can make them think about avoiding it time and time again. "

"No one of us should talk about this now. If one day your parents come back to you, I hope you don't hate them. If they choose to come back to you, it will prove that they still have your own son in their hearts. , if you choose to hate them, how do you make them parents think that they are human beings, and they also hope to be understood by their own children, and the decision they made at the beginning is also a last resort, I hope you can understand them not once Push them away from you again and again, let them wander outside again and again until they can't come back home. In fact, you still hope that they can come back home, no matter what the reason is, As long as he stays with you at home, that's enough for Grandpa, right?"

Zhang Yichen was silent. Why did he not want to forgive his parents in his heart, but his inner self-esteem was causing trouble, and there was no way to forgive easily. The mistakes he made time and time again, why did others go when they came back? I always wondered What about forgiveness?

In their eyes, their own son has never thought about what he would be like, but now that they have said it, they come back and put him. Is this still their home?

They have been away for so many years, and they have never regarded themselves as their sons, so this place should no longer be their home, so what is it for them to come back?

... two days later

I remember that Mr. Zhang had a good discussion with his grandson in the past two days.

Two days later, after earning money, he took Xia Jing back home. When Zhang Zhentian and Xia Jing came back, their sons stopped him, but Mr. Zhang laughed so hard that his mouth was already on his back.

Mr. Zhang knows that this ending may be the best. His biological parents are back. He should also communicate with his son and discuss what kind of decision he should make so as not to hurt the most sincere relationship between each other. However, no one knows whether his child can bear such a blow. His heart is caught off guard when his parents return baldly, making his heart even worse and more contradictory.In other words, he didn't know what he should call his parents?

After walking for so many years, what kind of position does he put his own son when he comes back, and what does he think of this family?Have you been wandering outside enough and want to come back home?

Could it be that this home is a shelter?My family has never taken anyone in. If I really wanted to return to this home, why did I have to leave in the first place, why did I insist on going my own way, and why did I ignore everyone's feelings?Why do you let yourself, who is your own son, break your heart, hurt yourself again and again and treat yourself as not your own son, and now come back when you say it, what is that?

Is that just to come back to please yourself?But I don't eat this at all, do I?Every time I pay those heartaches.One day I have to bear those tears, so why make it so bad and unacceptable again and again.

Zhang Zhentian saw his son standing there, but he didn't want to call him father, how could he not feel uncomfortable in his heart?But he knew that all of this was caused by himself, but he had no choice but to endure his son's ignorance of him, maybe in the eyes of a parent, was it the greatest pain?

Obviously his son is standing in front of him, but he has no way to hug him, and he has no way to say a word to him!

"Yichen, how have you been all these years? Dad really misses you!"

"I'm sorry, please don't say such things. I don't know you at all, so why would you want me to say it? Since you have chosen to leave you at the beginning, don't do such things now, let alone say If you say something like this, do you know that it will really embarrass me.

When you chose to leave, you didn't consider my inner feelings, let alone what kind of ending I would face. You acted arbitrarily again and again, Gaomi is the only one, why do you want to come to me now? ?You have never thought about how painful and entangled my heart is as a son, you ignore me again and again, what do you take me for, you treat me like this again and again, Where did you put me again?I just want to let myself live happily and happily, and I just want my parents to be by my side. For you, all this is just a simple effort, but for me it is my life. There is nothing you can expect, because you have never cared about how painful and uncomfortable my biological son is in my heart. What you care about is what you want again and again. do you know?

How painful and heart-piercing I have been through these years, who can understand why you treat me like this, I am your own son, sacrifice your so-called freedom for me Is it really like this Is it difficult?I just want a safe and stable family life, but you have finally shattered all my hopes time and time again.

Sometimes I really want to ask you, am I really your biological son?Why do you do these things but always make me, a wife who died as a wife, unable to figure out and see through?Why do you want to hurt again and again?

I am a biological son, so why are you always unwilling to stand on my side and consider for me what kind of life I want?Why do you want to hurt me again and again like your own child?Woolen cloth?What kind of person am I to you? Am I your own, or are you simply picking it up and raising it for so many years, so you should have some affection?But the children you adopted last year were not as good as..."

I have to admit that what Zhang Yichen said really hurt my parents' hearts. As parents, the two of them never thought about whether their son would hate him one day, but now they finally understand that they At the beginning, he made a small decision, but made his son hate him to the bone, and he gave everything, so what is it?Giving up their own happiness for their own freedom, and the family makes their children hate themselves, so is this the happy life they want?

Is such a life really going to be happy?Who can care about how painful and entangled they are as parents, watching their son stand in front of their eyes and mocking themselves, but they have no words to refute, and can only endure their son Laugh at yourself again and again.

And all of this is the result of my own creation.

If one day I can find the woman I love the most, I am willing to give everything.

Who has been kind to me?Isn't every step I take made by myself?

No one wants to live without any dignity, such a life is worse than death.

Now everyone is about to solve the mystery deep in their hearts, and they have also solved the imprint deeply buried in their hearts, but now I don't have it either. The result is that the person I was waiting for has not yet woken up. This is always a bit of a disappointment for everyone present, how I hope everyone can stand here, everyone can go back home and gather together, that is what a big family should have, and now What exactly is it? I clearly know what kind of life I want, but this person can't keep her by my side no matter what. What kind of harm is it to me?

A week later, after a week of antibiotic treatment, Zhang Zhentian's condition has gradually improved. This is something that everyone should be happy and proud of.

Xia Jing is almost completely healed now, all he wants now is to be able to clean up, let her husband wake up, it is already complete for him, he is now completely I figured it out, and felt that it is better to cherish the present than to add to the past. He couldn't let go of the past time and time again. It was because he buried his heart forever again and again, and he didn't want to open it to anyone. Heart, because the result of opening his heart is always hurting himself.

But this time she really planned to open her heart again.

I already owe my husband too much, if this time I am still unwilling to open my heart like before, then what kind of results can I bring to my husband when I live in this world Well, hurt again and again or something, he really can't bear to let his relatives get hurt even a little bit, now even if he suffers all the pain and let all the sins fall on his head, he will always It's better than the person in my heart being hurt.

Now in Xia Jing's heart, what he wants is nothing. She just wants her family to be safe and her husband to return to her heart. Hurt, she doesn't want to be treated unfairly because of her own reasons, and those she loves the most and those who love her are treated unfairly because of herself, and she doesn't want them to have fierce quarrels again and again because of herself.

It's not that he wasn't there when his husband quarreled with his father. He saw them arguing so fiercely again and again. He was really unhappy in his heart, but he couldn't come forward to dissuade him!

He knew that everything his husband did was for himself, and it was precisely because of this that he couldn't bear what she wanted. It was not this kind of life, he just wanted his husband to be safe and happy, but in the end He was still hurt like this, and all of this was caused by himself, but it would be great if the person lying in it now was me, so he wouldn't have to bear the pain of longing here.

Xia Jing now feels that if time can really be restarted, she will not choose such an ending anyway, she will choose to stay by her husband's side and give her the warmest heart. My husband can be happy every day without having to bear the blows that others give him, let alone those injuries that he shouldn't get.

"Do you think I did something wrong? Why is it that no one is willing to understand me in the eyes of everyone in everything I do? Is it true that I have come to today step by step? Is it as easy as they imagined? No one has considered what kind of torture is in my heart. I also hope that I can live happily, and I also hope that I will not be like a hedgehog!

You are all my relatives. In my heart, I regard you very important. I also hope that I can always have my relatives by my side. That kind of company is the happiest I have ever been in my life. No one People are willing to wait for such a result, you know?How I long for you to stay by my side forever and never leave me, but that's just your own imagination, no one can live forever in this world without disappearing!

I have lived through these years, and I have walked very hard step by step. I have come to the present with my own efforts every day. No matter what I have experienced, I have never left a single tear of pain, because I know crying is not what I should do Crying, it can't bring me any results!

If I don't choose to face difficulties and just cry silently when I encounter difficulties, can these dangers be kept away from me?Wouldn't I have to go through these difficulties again? It wouldn't be that every time I got the result, it would be so difficult again and again. No one would know how much pain I had in my heart. In front of him, he showed himself to be very strong.

Because I don't want anyone to see through the truth in my heart, I don't want others to know what kind of person I am, I want to use my disguise to hide what kind of person I am, I want to live in hypocrisy Under the mask, that may bring a different life to oneself. "

"Mom, in fact, there is nothing wrong with you doing this. How come we don't know what you have experienced over the years. You are not cruel. In fact, it is me who is cruel. My mother finally thought about going back home to accompany her. I was by my side, but I cruelly encouraged my grandfather to tell you to shut me out. I blinded my eyes because of my hatred, and finally caused me to lose the opportunity to be with you. Time and time again, in the end, I I have already forgotten why I lost my favorite thing because of it!

Mom, as long as you can come back to me now, nothing is important to me!

When Dad wakes up, I will take the two of you home to live in. I will never let you leave us in this life. I will be filial to you. I believe that with my own ability, I can support you both. , not the kind of cowardly and incompetent person. "

Xia Jing knew that his son was not that kind of cowardly and incompetent person. On the contrary, he knew that his son was really capable and sold more than many people. He also believed that his son could stand on the pinnacle of the world today, which proves that It's all because of his own ability. He has come step by step to the present. As a mother, he has never fulfilled the slightest responsibility. Thinking of this, you feel ashamed.

"Yichen, it's my mother who is sorry for you. You have worked so hard all these years alone, but I have never stood by your side to give you any help or encouragement. Mom really doesn't know what I should do. Only by doing it can I make up for what I owe you in the depths of my heart.

Originally you chose to hate your mother, and you could still feel a little more balanced in your heart, but now you don’t even choose to hate me. My heart is really getting more and more uncomfortable. I am ashamed. Other mothers are willing to stay with me I would never leave beside my child, but I asked you to abandon me one month after you were born. How can there be a mother like me in the world? You must really hate me at that time, right?

You desperately climbed up, desperately desperate, didn't you just want to prove to your parents that abandoning you was a big mistake?

Facts have proved that you have really done it now. All of us feel guilty and sad because of the daughter we abandoned at the beginning, because we really shouldn’t abandon you. Only after we abandoned you did we know how important this family relationship is. If I have always chosen to stay by your side, and we will not have trouble with each other like this.

Maybe your father won't be lying here now, and I don't have to have so many fierce quarrels with your father over and over again!

Deep in my heart, you are really my good son. It is you who have opened my eyes to everything you have given me. You have proved with your own actions that as long as you work hard, you are not afraid of nothing in return. God is always fair, no matter how much effort you put in, He will give you as much reward. If you are always stingy with giving, then why do you want God to give you the most perfect reward in the end? "

"Mom, let's stop talking about each other now. I believe our family can return to the happiest time before. Over the years, I haven't enjoyed a moment when my parents stay with me. Please let me Enjoy it again, I am really looking forward to what kind of feeling that kind of day is like, when I was a child, I saw other children walking on the street with their parents holding hands, I was really envious, I never I thought about when my parents would be able to hold my hand, because I knew it was impossible. Even if my parents finally returned home and held my hand, I would have stood still. On top of the world.

I always choose to force myself to train again and again, because I can't let anyone look down on me. If I look down on me, I will disappoint my grandpa. Grandpa is a face-saving person. His self-esteem is more important than mine. I can't Those who harm others because of my own incompetence are slower to blame grandpa. I can't let grandpa's self-esteem be damaged in the slightest.

No one understands this feeling, but I believe my father can understand, I believe he is the same person as me, if he knows, he will not let grandpa's self-esteem be damaged, she would rather her own Self-esteem has been hurt by everything, and he doesn't want people he cares about to suffer any unhappiness because of his own reasons. "

Our dreams are gone. When I was young, I liked to be alone by the sea, but now I have nothing.

What reason do you have to associate all this with dignity?Everyone wants to live with dignity!