Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife
Chapter 2334 It still hurts to think about it
At that time, when you answered the phone, you suddenly became very mysterious. You tried everything to calm down my uneasiness, but you ignored my intuition.
Zhang Nai only knew that his father did not speak, because he also understood what kind of person his father was. In his father's eyes, he was not good at lying, and he even disdained lying.
He clearly remembered how his grandparents had hurt his father, but he didn't expect that the relationship between his parents would be like this now.
He is caught in the middle of a dilemma. On one side is his mother. He wants to get justice for his mother. It can be the father who loves him like his life. He has no way to make a decision. He only knows that he is very sad in his heart. The entanglement is very painful, this is a kind of injury, which makes my heart unspeakable, but I have no way to do it, but I treat all this as if it never happened.
How much he longed for all of this, it was just a dream, he didn't want all of this to become a reality, he wanted his mother to return to this side, but he also knew that all of this was not as simple as he imagined.
He clearly knew that his father still had a lot of things that he didn't tell himself, but seeing him in such pain now, he didn't know where to start. He was his father, he had sacrificed a lot, and he also He made so-called contributions wholeheartedly for this family, but he didn't realize that the way he used was wrong, and it was because of the wrong way he used that everyone in the family gradually left him.
I really want to give him a hug, but how should I give him this hug?He hurt his most beloved mother, the mother who brought him into this world, and himself, the one person he most wanted to stay in this family.
But he is so painful, he is so uncomfortable, he is also his father, maybe he should not be too entangled, he should let go of all hatred, and should not hold on to all things, that would just let everyone in the family A person only increases troubles in vain, and what should he do.
"Nai'er, do you know? There are many things my father never told you. I was afraid that you would hate me, but today I chose to tell all these things. At that moment, I was relieved. No matter what you hate It doesn’t matter if you don’t hate me or hate me, I’m your father, I hope you can live happily in this world, don’t suffer like this, live in all kinds of ways, that’s not what we want from each other ending."
"Dad, I'm curious about what kind of shocking secrets you still have. You never told me. I want to know what my mother went through during that time. What did you say and do to her? I want to know the secrets between you. In the end what happened?
I want to find out the truth of all the facts. I don't want to live in concealment for the rest of my life. I want to protect my parents. I want my parents to be honest and tell me all the facts! "
"Ugh!
You will know these things sooner or later. It is expected that you will investigate by yourself in the future. If you find out all the truth, it is better to tell you now. Some things cannot escape after all, cannot escape the shackles of fate, and cannot escape the arrangement of heaven.
I hope you will still be willing to call me father instead of resenting me after hearing all the truth! "
In his inner world, no matter what kind of trouble his wife encounters, she will never abandon him, let alone his son, but this time why he hasn't seen him for so many days, then he really She really wants to leave her family and her side, but does this idiot woman know that once she leaves her, he will have no place to stand in this world, no matter how big the world is, there is absolutely no room for him , knowing clearly that this is moths jumping into the flames, suicidal, why do he still do this, is he really so untrustworthy in his heart?
Mr. Zhang knows that he has almost done the business of driving to his granddaughter-in-law. Now he should let his grandson come and take him home. There is no need for the two of them to make such a fuss. It is better than anything else. , why in the end I can't get anything?
"Zhihan, if you have figured it out, please make the right decision and stop just chatting like this. It will really not do you any good, and it will only make the relationship between you two worse." It's getting more and more complicated, you still have to think about what you should do, so that this complicated relationship can end here, you still should think about what you should do, so that your son can never Will you be disappointed as a mother?"
Ran Zhihan didn't speak, she knew that what she said now was useless, why did she say it over and over again?Why don't you let your grandfather enlighten you, maybe this way is the best for you, don't avoid yourself step by step, everyone wants to have a way out, Why do I always have to concentrate so decisively and never give others a chance to understand me? Is this really good?Didn't you still hurt yourself in the end?
Mr. Zhang called his grandson. He felt that the call was more important than anything else. Although his grandson couldn't save face, he should have been looking for people all over the world. If he was a grandfather, he would If you don't hurry up to help, then the two of them will definitely have more and more troubles because of this matter. He can no longer sit around like this, and he should let his grandson and his wife live together in his lifetime no matter what. Just be happy.
"Yichen, do you still want to continue to quarrel with your wife? You are such a smart person, why don't you understand what you think in your angry heart? You do it alone. Husband never considers her feelings in everything he does, doubts her over and over again, you don't believe him in every word he says, how do you let him stay at home with you with all his heart, Don't you want to drive him away cruelly?
Ask yourself, what kind of feeling do you feel in your heart when he hasn’t been with you at home these few days? When you go home every day, the house is empty, without even a single person. Don’t you feel like this? Are you lonely?Your son has his own life to go, he has to go through devil training every day, because he wants to prove to everyone that he is the most powerful person, and you have been tortured like this before, you should be considerate of your wife and love your children In the mood, why do you treat your wife like this?
Originally, grandpa shouldn't interfere in the life of your husband and wife, but grandpa really has no way to let you continue to quarrel like this. Grandpa is not a saint. On the contrary, grandpa is now a bad old man. He didn't have much time to accompany him for a lifetime before. By your side, your parents have already chosen to abandon our family, so do you still want your biological son to understand the process of his biological mother abandoning her again?You shouldn't be so cruel, your son needs maternal love, he is only five years old!
Although your son is much happier than when you were young, why don't you let this kind of happiness continue?He obviously has a chance to be happy, why should we destroy his happy life?I don't know what your daughter-in-law really thinks in her heart, but what I know is that she can't worry about her son's world in her heart. No mother can ignore her children, give up her children and go away. No mother can do that. get! "
"Grandpa, I don't understand the truths you said, but I really can't stand that woman lying to myself again and again. I don't know what he told you, but I hope you can know that something happened, really There is no way to let my heart not mind, I am a man, I should have my own dignity, I can't pretend that nothing has happened, all I want now is to be able to take my child safely In life, I don't expect him to continue to accompany me by my side, but I also ask him not to interfere in my life again.
I know what you are going to say, don't worry, I will come and bring you back! "
Zhang Yichen hung up the phone, and he rushed to the hospital immediately. When he saw his wife by his grandfather's bed, his heart was tender, and it was impossible to pretend that kind of look. He didn't expect that His wife was able to accompany his grandfather in such a stressful state, and he was very touched to take care of her, but he felt that some things should not be forgotten so easily, and he wanted to explain these things thoroughly, and You have to bring your wife home to talk about these things. You can't let your grandfather follow me to worry about it again. After finally recovering from a serious illness, the most severe relapses, right?
"How did you come?"
"What's the matter with my wife and I when we go home, let's go back and talk about it. This is not a good place to talk. Besides, this is a hospital or a public place. If there is any conflict, we will settle it slowly when we go home. You don't want to accompany grandpa here. That way, no one at home will cook for me, so let's go back quickly!"
Ran Zhihan was in a dazed state, which group was her husband singing in?Why did he suddenly have to bring himself home before he never took the initiative to bring himself home...
After Ran Zhihan was pulled out of Mr. Zhang's ward by Zhang Yichen, he felt more and more uncomfortable and wronged in his heart. Why did his husband never find him in his heart for so many days? Or his wife?Is it normal for him to neglect himself like this in his heart as a man?Why do you treat yourself like this, you are just a weak woman who needs his love.
"What are you trying to do by pulling me like this? Haven't we already made it very clear?
Since you have always suspected that I was with you because of your family's money, why did you treat me like this today? It just made my heart more tangled and painful. It's different, maybe every decision I make makes your heart resist me, but do you know that everything I do is for you, just to be with you for the rest of my life, I will never leave you for the rest of my life, but in the end I got the result of leaving myself covered in bruises.
Yichen, please give me some time, let me calm down, don't pester me like this again, let us each quietly think about whether we should continue to live in the next step , Let us also reflect on each other, whether we have done anything wrong, I know that sometimes I am really not very good at talking or doing things, but please don't dislike me, don't do anything It's all my fault, okay?
I also understand that my parents have enjoyed too much joy and happiness abroad because of my relationship over the years. These may not be able to give them in my life, but I am very grateful to you, because you let my parents enjoy Family happiness, repaying my parents for raising me for so many years, I am sincerely grateful to you in my heart, but I can't let myself continue to be wronged by you once, and you wronged me again, I can swallow my anger, But I am not a soft persimmon, others can pinch it however they want, I am a living person.
I also feel pain, but when my husband suspects me, I still feel pain in my heart, but who has experienced this feeling? "
Zhang Yichen stopped in his tracks. At this moment, he suddenly felt that he had nothing to refute his wife. Everything he said was so reasonable, and as a husband, what did he do? What kind of things hurt your own wife?
Thinking back on my doubts about my wife, is that really the doubt a husband should have?How much my wife cares about me, she clearly knows it in her heart, but she just pretends to be indifferent, everyone hurts herself because of what she did, do you really want to see such a result?Or I have no way to understand the touch I want most in my heart.
"Ran Zhihan, I said that every time you have something to do, can you not always humiliate yourself in such a low voice, if you have something to say to me, just say it openly, why do you always have to wrong yourself like this , do you know that you make me look down on you so much, what you do makes my heart really hurt, I never thought about what kind of situation you will go, and I never Have you ever wondered what the marriage between us will become, do you know?
At the moment when I married you, how excited I was, how fortunate I was, fortunately I had time to marry the most beloved woman in my life. At that moment, I was really grateful to God for giving me such a blessing. Chance, don't make me regret it, okay? "
After hearing her husband's words, Ran Zhihan felt even more uncomfortable in her heart. What is the purpose of this life?
For a man who doubted himself from the beginning?Why did I have to make such a big sacrifice?
Everything in the world is equal, and I know this kind of equality well, but I still foolishly jumped into the fire pit. In this life, I have no way to turn over again. What I want, It's just a stable life between husband and wife, why is it so difficult for me, why no one is willing to give me such a life, is it true that I am so unworthy of a happy life in their eyes? ?
"There is no need for you to come and say such things to me. My heart is very grateful to you, and I love you very much. I can't believe it in my heart. This is a decision I will make. I have been with you , I really don’t know what love is. At that moment, I just know that my heart will beat because of your beating, and will be more painful because of your sadness. I only know that as long as you are by my side, I will be very happy. Happy, gradually I realized that it was my love for you, and this love will not change because of conflicts between us, on the contrary, I am very grateful that you stay with me again and again regardless of any hardships Accompanying me by your side, this is the happiest thing in my life for me, I have no choice but to watch you suffer!
No one can explain the relationship between us clearly. Many things are decided by ourselves and who can be blamed?Obviously knowing that some decisions will make me sad and cry for the rest of my life, but I still jumped down without hesitation until finally I was covered in bruises and bruises, but I was still waiting foolishly alone, waiting for the one in the middle... People will come and be by their side. "
"Let's all take a step back. After all, we still have a young son at home. I have thought about it many times. I should let my son have her childhood happily instead of letting her be like me. I am always immersed in training. In the end, although I have obtained the whole world, my heart is empty after all. I want my child to spend the childhood she should have happily as you said, and Instead of proving how powerful I am to those who don’t care about me time and time again, that will make me feel very tired and passive. No one will experience such heartache, but I don’t want my son It would be too cruel for him to bear every step I have taken!"
"Did you find out that your father is really a cruel person. How could I do that to my favorite wife? It's not as good as a beast, but I still did it myself."
Zhang Nai was listening to his father telling all the things, and he couldn't bear it anymore.
But he still stood there strong, he was still looking at his father, waiting for him to say all the things, even if he really couldn't accept these things in the end, it would really crush him.But he still really hopes that he knows everything. He can't let his mother leave in such an unclear way. If the truth really makes him unbearable, maybe he will do everything to find his mother.
In the past few days, Zhang Nai has been undergoing devil-like training at home every day.
Gu Yan</span> finally had his turn to rest. When he went to the bedroom to look for his parents, he found that the whole room was empty. He didn’t know why his mother never showed up these days In front of my eyes, could it be that my mother doesn't want to live with me?
He is still a child, and his inner thoughts are of course not for others to guess. Thinking of his heart is still very painful, he knows what kind of decision he should make in his life, he does not want to continue training blindly like this, maybe like his own Grandpa and grandma have proved how excellent they are, but if they lose their happiest childhood because of this, then what is the point of living in this world all their lives?
"Yichen, I think there are some things between us that we should open up the skylight and speak clearly. It's better to clarify many things that should be made clear, so as to prevent us from continuing to quarrel over unnecessary things in the future.
I really don't want a lot now, I just want to be alone and quietly recall what I have done, whether it is right or wrong, please, sir, can you give me a lot of time for me to think about it Think about what you should do so that your son will not hate you. "
Zhang Na searched at home for a while, but she couldn't find his parents, so he started calling his great-grandfather. He thought it would be better to clarify some things. His parents had disappeared for several days. Especially since his mother never showed up at home, as a son, he would still be worried.
When Grandpa Zhang saw that her beloved great-grandson had called her, there was a smile in the corner of her eyes. How much she looked forward to her great-grandson calling her. Treating him badly made his dream come true.
"Grandpa, do you know where my parents are? I haven't seen my mother for many days. Does he want me?
I have been looking for him for several hours, but I can't find my mother, and even my father's person in the room is gone. Are they really so busy? Even my own son doesn't want to take care of my heart It's really hard and no one is at home to comfort me. I miss my mother so much. "
After listening to Zhang Nai's words, Mr. Zhang felt like a knife was piercing his heart. Why do things in his family become more complicated time and time again? Is it really so difficult to live a happy life in peace and stability?
"Nai'er, listen to his grandfather telling you that there are some things that children should not know. No matter what your parents are doing, he loves you in his heart. Maybe they have something to do now. You just stay at home, and when they come home, you get close to them, so that you won't be sad in your heart, and your parents will also feel very relieved.
I know you are a good boy, but it is a pity that my grandpa can't go home to accompany you now. You are obedient at home alone, don't mess around, and don't run around, or when your parents come back home, they will look for you. People who don't reach you, they will worry, you know? "
"Grandpa, I know, don't worry, I will definitely not run around at home, I want my parents to come back home, and they will be able to see my dear son as soon as possible. I can't let my parents quarrel because of my running around, let alone make my parents feel anxious because of my affairs."
"He is such a good and sensible boy, then you should be good at home. When your parents come back, you must keep them well and don't let either of them leave your side, you know? "
"Um……"
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"Yichen, I don't know if you really want to understand, you don't want your son to suffer the same pain as you did before, or you have some other purpose, but I'm really glad you can think this way, after all Your son is not a wooden man. He has endured no less suffering than you did in the past. Since you are a father, you should love your son well, even if he will end up on a different path with us. Different paths, but we should also let him have a happy childhood, shouldn't we?
A happy childhood is given to him by us rather than by his own choice, and his future path will be changed by his choice. We cannot control it. After weighing the pros and cons, you should still think about your son’s happiness It is more important to be happy to prove your ability to others! "
How could Zhang Yichen not know which is more important?He is a person who has never enjoyed the happiness of childhood. How could he not know how important childhood happiness is to a child? He selfishly deprived his own son of happiness. Let my son experience the same pain as he used to, so that his son can clearly understand that some things are not something that can be owned at birth, and all things must be obtained by oneself. If you don’t work hard , then no one will look down on you in this lifetime!
Everyone's education method is different. He knows that his education method is too extreme, and he also knows that he really hurt his wife's heart by doing so, but he can't help it. Some things really have to be experienced by everyone. Only then can we understand the hardships involved, and it is not possible to wipe out all the mistakes in one fell swoop with just a few words.
Let his son prove to his grandparents how capable and shrewd he is, and he has to pay such a high price for it. As a father, he can't bear it anymore. He can have his son by his side for the rest of his life. With such a good wife by my side and taking care of me, what is there to be dissatisfied with?Why do you want to continue to die in this happy and happy life?
"I know that every word you say is reasonable. Don't worry, I won't let my son Jin Jin suffer like me. She should give him the happy childhood she deserves, so you can rest assured. With him by his side, he doesn't need to receive any training anymore, if he still needs to receive training, then we can't interfere with his thoughts!"
"Including that time when you received devil training at home, your mother heard all the thoughts in your heart and every word you said, and she knew it, but he couldn't do anything about it in the end. In the dream, the moment you were calling your parents not to leave me, your mother burst into tears. She didn't know what kind of feeling she was feeling deep in her heart. She only knew that she was really in pain and helpless. But that kind of pain and helplessness is everything I deserve.”
Ran Zhihan knew how much the boy in front of him had paid for himself, but it was precisely because he knew all of this well that he had no choice but to choose this way. If he continued to let this kind of relationship develop, then In the end, it will only become out of control. If he is really willing to let such a thing happen in front of his eyes, why should he try his best to maintain the relationship between his husband again and again, what he wants, It's just the most real throbbing in my heart.
In Chen Gang's heart, why didn't he understand that all of this was just a single thought in his heart, no matter how much he paid in the end, it was still his own wishful thinking.
All of this will not change because of someone's sudden appearance, let alone disappear because of someone's sudden departure.
What should happen will happen sooner or later, and it will not change everything back to the original because of anyone's departure. The past will eventually become the past, no matter how much you apologize, you will never let it go back to the beginning origin.
"Chen Gang, there are some things I have never had the chance to say, but these words are not for you, I just want to express my own views on life to you!
No one in this world can be perfect, the past should be let it become the past with the passing time, no one should obsessively want to keep the past, time has passed and will never return , no one has the great ability to turn back time, but you should also live your happiest life, no matter what path you choose in the end, no matter how much torture you suffer in the end, and All of this is ultimately your choice!
Even if my final choice will make my whole life bruised and bruised, and I will have no way to go, and I may not get a good death in the end, but since this road is the choice I made, what qualifications do I have? To regret, there is no regret medicine in life, the decision you made is the decision you made, and it will not be changed by anyone's words of apology!
What happened has already happened after all, and what you said will never be undone, so why bother to explain it again, no matter how perfect your explanation is, it is just a high-sounding excuse in the eyes of others, it will never be yours Reasons for making mistakes, mistakes must be punished, no one in the world owes everything to anyone is fair treatment, if I choose this path in the end, it will become what I am now, then what qualifications do I have to put all this What about going back to the original position?
Good and evil must be rewarded in the end, and what kind of things you have to bear the consequences. I have never known who to tell these words to, but now I finally say these words, my heart is really It's so fun, I never thought that one day my heart would become so depressed, I always thought that as long as I have love in my heart, no matter how many difficulties I face, I can easily solve them, but in the end I still made a big mistake It's so wrong, there is nothing that can make me finally make the right decision! "
"Zhihan, I understand what you mean by this sentence, but don't talk so badly to each other, maybe you don't want to see me again and don't want me to appear in your life again, but you Do you know? When I fall in love with a girl, how much pain I have in my heart, how much I long for it, because of him, I can live forever smiling there, I am not a saint, all I want is It's just the most real thought in my heart, I just want to live happily in my fantasy!
When you said this to me today, I already knew your final decision. In fact, if you don’t say anything or do anything, I will also know the final answer. It is impossible for you to give up your current husband and I am together, there is no way for us to go back to the past, even if I have paid so much for you, it will be nothing in the end, why bother to ask for trouble and make myself uneasy?
Don't worry, I will let you go..."
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The two returned to each other's homes, and no one could see what happened.
The moment Ran Zhihan turned around, her heart still throbbed suddenly, after all, it was someone she cared about before, how could she have no feelings at all, since she is not a grass, how could she have no affection at all?Even if it is green grass, it will eventually know that it will hurt if others step on it, but the world is so difficult. In this troubled world, no one can rise to the top and never accept any ups and downs. That is absolutely impossible. There are things that exist, only when you climb to the top of your life step by step with your own efforts, you will know how happy and joyful you should be in your heart watching those people.
Zhang Yichen knew who his wife went out to meet, but the moment he saw his wife came back, he chose not to ask anything. This may be the deepest tacit understanding and deepest trust between them.
No matter what each other has done, they will eventually choose to believe in this person unswervingly. Then this kind of love may be truly exciting, and maybe only this kind of love can be worthy of thrilling love. No matter who, no matter what kind of difficulties will arise between each other, they will hold each other's hands firmly and never let go.
"Zhihan, we have time, let's go to see grandpa together, we should also have a good discussion about how we should live our lives, don't disturb our interest because of other people's appearance, and don't let other people's affairs disturb us." I am distressed, and everyone chooses a different path, so why bring other people's troubles into my heart?"
"Thank you, the person I love the most. You clearly knew who I went out to meet, but you chose not to say it. Your trust in me alone is enough to move me. I am really grateful that I can I am honored to be husband and wife with you, and I have to admit that the words I said before are all angry words, I just don’t know how to explain it to you, and I hope you don’t care about it, let us work together to create the most beautiful In the future, don't let our mutual trust become vulnerable because of anything!"
Zhang Yichen and Ran Zhihan hugged each other tightly, they knew that this was the warmest and rarest hug for each other.
"Looking back now, I think about everything I have experienced with your mother. In fact, it was nothing at all. I never thought that I could do this for her, but in the end I chose to hurt her. In your eyes, I am a heinous villain, but who knows the torment and entanglement deep in my heart at that time, I don't want to give up the person I love the most.
But at the same time, I couldn't stand the person I love the most, cuckolding me, how I wished that all the things that happened during that period never happened.
But I also understand that there is actually no regret medicine in the world. All decisions, no matter what results you bring, must be borne by yourself. Who will pay for the mistakes you made?
In fact, I never thought that he and I would fall apart like this, let alone that he would flee now, I lost the last trace, and after I searched for him many times, there was no message to me, all of them are like the sea, Looking for a needle in a haystack, at that moment my heart felt as if it was cut into pieces by a thousand knives, but I could only hold on firmly, and I couldn't tell anyone.
Many people stare at everything, wishing that I would be born as soon as possible, so that they could give away everything and devour all the painstaking efforts I have worked so hard to create, but how could I give up everything so easily? Everything, I have lost all of this, how can I be reconciled in my heart, that is the hard work I have devoted my whole life to, that is the world I have supported from all the tortures and tribulations bit by bit since I was a child, I Hold it tightly in your own hands, I can't bear to give it up to others..."
You always confess to me after lies, you know how much pain it is for me to confess after lies.
Zhang Nai only knew that his father did not speak, because he also understood what kind of person his father was. In his father's eyes, he was not good at lying, and he even disdained lying.
He clearly remembered how his grandparents had hurt his father, but he didn't expect that the relationship between his parents would be like this now.
He is caught in the middle of a dilemma. On one side is his mother. He wants to get justice for his mother. It can be the father who loves him like his life. He has no way to make a decision. He only knows that he is very sad in his heart. The entanglement is very painful, this is a kind of injury, which makes my heart unspeakable, but I have no way to do it, but I treat all this as if it never happened.
How much he longed for all of this, it was just a dream, he didn't want all of this to become a reality, he wanted his mother to return to this side, but he also knew that all of this was not as simple as he imagined.
He clearly knew that his father still had a lot of things that he didn't tell himself, but seeing him in such pain now, he didn't know where to start. He was his father, he had sacrificed a lot, and he also He made so-called contributions wholeheartedly for this family, but he didn't realize that the way he used was wrong, and it was because of the wrong way he used that everyone in the family gradually left him.
I really want to give him a hug, but how should I give him this hug?He hurt his most beloved mother, the mother who brought him into this world, and himself, the one person he most wanted to stay in this family.
But he is so painful, he is so uncomfortable, he is also his father, maybe he should not be too entangled, he should let go of all hatred, and should not hold on to all things, that would just let everyone in the family A person only increases troubles in vain, and what should he do.
"Nai'er, do you know? There are many things my father never told you. I was afraid that you would hate me, but today I chose to tell all these things. At that moment, I was relieved. No matter what you hate It doesn’t matter if you don’t hate me or hate me, I’m your father, I hope you can live happily in this world, don’t suffer like this, live in all kinds of ways, that’s not what we want from each other ending."
"Dad, I'm curious about what kind of shocking secrets you still have. You never told me. I want to know what my mother went through during that time. What did you say and do to her? I want to know the secrets between you. In the end what happened?
I want to find out the truth of all the facts. I don't want to live in concealment for the rest of my life. I want to protect my parents. I want my parents to be honest and tell me all the facts! "
"Ugh!
You will know these things sooner or later. It is expected that you will investigate by yourself in the future. If you find out all the truth, it is better to tell you now. Some things cannot escape after all, cannot escape the shackles of fate, and cannot escape the arrangement of heaven.
I hope you will still be willing to call me father instead of resenting me after hearing all the truth! "
In his inner world, no matter what kind of trouble his wife encounters, she will never abandon him, let alone his son, but this time why he hasn't seen him for so many days, then he really She really wants to leave her family and her side, but does this idiot woman know that once she leaves her, he will have no place to stand in this world, no matter how big the world is, there is absolutely no room for him , knowing clearly that this is moths jumping into the flames, suicidal, why do he still do this, is he really so untrustworthy in his heart?
Mr. Zhang knows that he has almost done the business of driving to his granddaughter-in-law. Now he should let his grandson come and take him home. There is no need for the two of them to make such a fuss. It is better than anything else. , why in the end I can't get anything?
"Zhihan, if you have figured it out, please make the right decision and stop just chatting like this. It will really not do you any good, and it will only make the relationship between you two worse." It's getting more and more complicated, you still have to think about what you should do, so that this complicated relationship can end here, you still should think about what you should do, so that your son can never Will you be disappointed as a mother?"
Ran Zhihan didn't speak, she knew that what she said now was useless, why did she say it over and over again?Why don't you let your grandfather enlighten you, maybe this way is the best for you, don't avoid yourself step by step, everyone wants to have a way out, Why do I always have to concentrate so decisively and never give others a chance to understand me? Is this really good?Didn't you still hurt yourself in the end?
Mr. Zhang called his grandson. He felt that the call was more important than anything else. Although his grandson couldn't save face, he should have been looking for people all over the world. If he was a grandfather, he would If you don't hurry up to help, then the two of them will definitely have more and more troubles because of this matter. He can no longer sit around like this, and he should let his grandson and his wife live together in his lifetime no matter what. Just be happy.
"Yichen, do you still want to continue to quarrel with your wife? You are such a smart person, why don't you understand what you think in your angry heart? You do it alone. Husband never considers her feelings in everything he does, doubts her over and over again, you don't believe him in every word he says, how do you let him stay at home with you with all his heart, Don't you want to drive him away cruelly?
Ask yourself, what kind of feeling do you feel in your heart when he hasn’t been with you at home these few days? When you go home every day, the house is empty, without even a single person. Don’t you feel like this? Are you lonely?Your son has his own life to go, he has to go through devil training every day, because he wants to prove to everyone that he is the most powerful person, and you have been tortured like this before, you should be considerate of your wife and love your children In the mood, why do you treat your wife like this?
Originally, grandpa shouldn't interfere in the life of your husband and wife, but grandpa really has no way to let you continue to quarrel like this. Grandpa is not a saint. On the contrary, grandpa is now a bad old man. He didn't have much time to accompany him for a lifetime before. By your side, your parents have already chosen to abandon our family, so do you still want your biological son to understand the process of his biological mother abandoning her again?You shouldn't be so cruel, your son needs maternal love, he is only five years old!
Although your son is much happier than when you were young, why don't you let this kind of happiness continue?He obviously has a chance to be happy, why should we destroy his happy life?I don't know what your daughter-in-law really thinks in her heart, but what I know is that she can't worry about her son's world in her heart. No mother can ignore her children, give up her children and go away. No mother can do that. get! "
"Grandpa, I don't understand the truths you said, but I really can't stand that woman lying to myself again and again. I don't know what he told you, but I hope you can know that something happened, really There is no way to let my heart not mind, I am a man, I should have my own dignity, I can't pretend that nothing has happened, all I want now is to be able to take my child safely In life, I don't expect him to continue to accompany me by my side, but I also ask him not to interfere in my life again.
I know what you are going to say, don't worry, I will come and bring you back! "
Zhang Yichen hung up the phone, and he rushed to the hospital immediately. When he saw his wife by his grandfather's bed, his heart was tender, and it was impossible to pretend that kind of look. He didn't expect that His wife was able to accompany his grandfather in such a stressful state, and he was very touched to take care of her, but he felt that some things should not be forgotten so easily, and he wanted to explain these things thoroughly, and You have to bring your wife home to talk about these things. You can't let your grandfather follow me to worry about it again. After finally recovering from a serious illness, the most severe relapses, right?
"How did you come?"
"What's the matter with my wife and I when we go home, let's go back and talk about it. This is not a good place to talk. Besides, this is a hospital or a public place. If there is any conflict, we will settle it slowly when we go home. You don't want to accompany grandpa here. That way, no one at home will cook for me, so let's go back quickly!"
Ran Zhihan was in a dazed state, which group was her husband singing in?Why did he suddenly have to bring himself home before he never took the initiative to bring himself home...
After Ran Zhihan was pulled out of Mr. Zhang's ward by Zhang Yichen, he felt more and more uncomfortable and wronged in his heart. Why did his husband never find him in his heart for so many days? Or his wife?Is it normal for him to neglect himself like this in his heart as a man?Why do you treat yourself like this, you are just a weak woman who needs his love.
"What are you trying to do by pulling me like this? Haven't we already made it very clear?
Since you have always suspected that I was with you because of your family's money, why did you treat me like this today? It just made my heart more tangled and painful. It's different, maybe every decision I make makes your heart resist me, but do you know that everything I do is for you, just to be with you for the rest of my life, I will never leave you for the rest of my life, but in the end I got the result of leaving myself covered in bruises.
Yichen, please give me some time, let me calm down, don't pester me like this again, let us each quietly think about whether we should continue to live in the next step , Let us also reflect on each other, whether we have done anything wrong, I know that sometimes I am really not very good at talking or doing things, but please don't dislike me, don't do anything It's all my fault, okay?
I also understand that my parents have enjoyed too much joy and happiness abroad because of my relationship over the years. These may not be able to give them in my life, but I am very grateful to you, because you let my parents enjoy Family happiness, repaying my parents for raising me for so many years, I am sincerely grateful to you in my heart, but I can't let myself continue to be wronged by you once, and you wronged me again, I can swallow my anger, But I am not a soft persimmon, others can pinch it however they want, I am a living person.
I also feel pain, but when my husband suspects me, I still feel pain in my heart, but who has experienced this feeling? "
Zhang Yichen stopped in his tracks. At this moment, he suddenly felt that he had nothing to refute his wife. Everything he said was so reasonable, and as a husband, what did he do? What kind of things hurt your own wife?
Thinking back on my doubts about my wife, is that really the doubt a husband should have?How much my wife cares about me, she clearly knows it in her heart, but she just pretends to be indifferent, everyone hurts herself because of what she did, do you really want to see such a result?Or I have no way to understand the touch I want most in my heart.
"Ran Zhihan, I said that every time you have something to do, can you not always humiliate yourself in such a low voice, if you have something to say to me, just say it openly, why do you always have to wrong yourself like this , do you know that you make me look down on you so much, what you do makes my heart really hurt, I never thought about what kind of situation you will go, and I never Have you ever wondered what the marriage between us will become, do you know?
At the moment when I married you, how excited I was, how fortunate I was, fortunately I had time to marry the most beloved woman in my life. At that moment, I was really grateful to God for giving me such a blessing. Chance, don't make me regret it, okay? "
After hearing her husband's words, Ran Zhihan felt even more uncomfortable in her heart. What is the purpose of this life?
For a man who doubted himself from the beginning?Why did I have to make such a big sacrifice?
Everything in the world is equal, and I know this kind of equality well, but I still foolishly jumped into the fire pit. In this life, I have no way to turn over again. What I want, It's just a stable life between husband and wife, why is it so difficult for me, why no one is willing to give me such a life, is it true that I am so unworthy of a happy life in their eyes? ?
"There is no need for you to come and say such things to me. My heart is very grateful to you, and I love you very much. I can't believe it in my heart. This is a decision I will make. I have been with you , I really don’t know what love is. At that moment, I just know that my heart will beat because of your beating, and will be more painful because of your sadness. I only know that as long as you are by my side, I will be very happy. Happy, gradually I realized that it was my love for you, and this love will not change because of conflicts between us, on the contrary, I am very grateful that you stay with me again and again regardless of any hardships Accompanying me by your side, this is the happiest thing in my life for me, I have no choice but to watch you suffer!
No one can explain the relationship between us clearly. Many things are decided by ourselves and who can be blamed?Obviously knowing that some decisions will make me sad and cry for the rest of my life, but I still jumped down without hesitation until finally I was covered in bruises and bruises, but I was still waiting foolishly alone, waiting for the one in the middle... People will come and be by their side. "
"Let's all take a step back. After all, we still have a young son at home. I have thought about it many times. I should let my son have her childhood happily instead of letting her be like me. I am always immersed in training. In the end, although I have obtained the whole world, my heart is empty after all. I want my child to spend the childhood she should have happily as you said, and Instead of proving how powerful I am to those who don’t care about me time and time again, that will make me feel very tired and passive. No one will experience such heartache, but I don’t want my son It would be too cruel for him to bear every step I have taken!"
"Did you find out that your father is really a cruel person. How could I do that to my favorite wife? It's not as good as a beast, but I still did it myself."
Zhang Nai was listening to his father telling all the things, and he couldn't bear it anymore.
But he still stood there strong, he was still looking at his father, waiting for him to say all the things, even if he really couldn't accept these things in the end, it would really crush him.But he still really hopes that he knows everything. He can't let his mother leave in such an unclear way. If the truth really makes him unbearable, maybe he will do everything to find his mother.
In the past few days, Zhang Nai has been undergoing devil-like training at home every day.
Gu Yan</span> finally had his turn to rest. When he went to the bedroom to look for his parents, he found that the whole room was empty. He didn’t know why his mother never showed up these days In front of my eyes, could it be that my mother doesn't want to live with me?
He is still a child, and his inner thoughts are of course not for others to guess. Thinking of his heart is still very painful, he knows what kind of decision he should make in his life, he does not want to continue training blindly like this, maybe like his own Grandpa and grandma have proved how excellent they are, but if they lose their happiest childhood because of this, then what is the point of living in this world all their lives?
"Yichen, I think there are some things between us that we should open up the skylight and speak clearly. It's better to clarify many things that should be made clear, so as to prevent us from continuing to quarrel over unnecessary things in the future.
I really don't want a lot now, I just want to be alone and quietly recall what I have done, whether it is right or wrong, please, sir, can you give me a lot of time for me to think about it Think about what you should do so that your son will not hate you. "
Zhang Na searched at home for a while, but she couldn't find his parents, so he started calling his great-grandfather. He thought it would be better to clarify some things. His parents had disappeared for several days. Especially since his mother never showed up at home, as a son, he would still be worried.
When Grandpa Zhang saw that her beloved great-grandson had called her, there was a smile in the corner of her eyes. How much she looked forward to her great-grandson calling her. Treating him badly made his dream come true.
"Grandpa, do you know where my parents are? I haven't seen my mother for many days. Does he want me?
I have been looking for him for several hours, but I can't find my mother, and even my father's person in the room is gone. Are they really so busy? Even my own son doesn't want to take care of my heart It's really hard and no one is at home to comfort me. I miss my mother so much. "
After listening to Zhang Nai's words, Mr. Zhang felt like a knife was piercing his heart. Why do things in his family become more complicated time and time again? Is it really so difficult to live a happy life in peace and stability?
"Nai'er, listen to his grandfather telling you that there are some things that children should not know. No matter what your parents are doing, he loves you in his heart. Maybe they have something to do now. You just stay at home, and when they come home, you get close to them, so that you won't be sad in your heart, and your parents will also feel very relieved.
I know you are a good boy, but it is a pity that my grandpa can't go home to accompany you now. You are obedient at home alone, don't mess around, and don't run around, or when your parents come back home, they will look for you. People who don't reach you, they will worry, you know? "
"Grandpa, I know, don't worry, I will definitely not run around at home, I want my parents to come back home, and they will be able to see my dear son as soon as possible. I can't let my parents quarrel because of my running around, let alone make my parents feel anxious because of my affairs."
"He is such a good and sensible boy, then you should be good at home. When your parents come back, you must keep them well and don't let either of them leave your side, you know? "
"Um……"
……
"Yichen, I don't know if you really want to understand, you don't want your son to suffer the same pain as you did before, or you have some other purpose, but I'm really glad you can think this way, after all Your son is not a wooden man. He has endured no less suffering than you did in the past. Since you are a father, you should love your son well, even if he will end up on a different path with us. Different paths, but we should also let him have a happy childhood, shouldn't we?
A happy childhood is given to him by us rather than by his own choice, and his future path will be changed by his choice. We cannot control it. After weighing the pros and cons, you should still think about your son’s happiness It is more important to be happy to prove your ability to others! "
How could Zhang Yichen not know which is more important?He is a person who has never enjoyed the happiness of childhood. How could he not know how important childhood happiness is to a child? He selfishly deprived his own son of happiness. Let my son experience the same pain as he used to, so that his son can clearly understand that some things are not something that can be owned at birth, and all things must be obtained by oneself. If you don’t work hard , then no one will look down on you in this lifetime!
Everyone's education method is different. He knows that his education method is too extreme, and he also knows that he really hurt his wife's heart by doing so, but he can't help it. Some things really have to be experienced by everyone. Only then can we understand the hardships involved, and it is not possible to wipe out all the mistakes in one fell swoop with just a few words.
Let his son prove to his grandparents how capable and shrewd he is, and he has to pay such a high price for it. As a father, he can't bear it anymore. He can have his son by his side for the rest of his life. With such a good wife by my side and taking care of me, what is there to be dissatisfied with?Why do you want to continue to die in this happy and happy life?
"I know that every word you say is reasonable. Don't worry, I won't let my son Jin Jin suffer like me. She should give him the happy childhood she deserves, so you can rest assured. With him by his side, he doesn't need to receive any training anymore, if he still needs to receive training, then we can't interfere with his thoughts!"
"Including that time when you received devil training at home, your mother heard all the thoughts in your heart and every word you said, and she knew it, but he couldn't do anything about it in the end. In the dream, the moment you were calling your parents not to leave me, your mother burst into tears. She didn't know what kind of feeling she was feeling deep in her heart. She only knew that she was really in pain and helpless. But that kind of pain and helplessness is everything I deserve.”
Ran Zhihan knew how much the boy in front of him had paid for himself, but it was precisely because he knew all of this well that he had no choice but to choose this way. If he continued to let this kind of relationship develop, then In the end, it will only become out of control. If he is really willing to let such a thing happen in front of his eyes, why should he try his best to maintain the relationship between his husband again and again, what he wants, It's just the most real throbbing in my heart.
In Chen Gang's heart, why didn't he understand that all of this was just a single thought in his heart, no matter how much he paid in the end, it was still his own wishful thinking.
All of this will not change because of someone's sudden appearance, let alone disappear because of someone's sudden departure.
What should happen will happen sooner or later, and it will not change everything back to the original because of anyone's departure. The past will eventually become the past, no matter how much you apologize, you will never let it go back to the beginning origin.
"Chen Gang, there are some things I have never had the chance to say, but these words are not for you, I just want to express my own views on life to you!
No one in this world can be perfect, the past should be let it become the past with the passing time, no one should obsessively want to keep the past, time has passed and will never return , no one has the great ability to turn back time, but you should also live your happiest life, no matter what path you choose in the end, no matter how much torture you suffer in the end, and All of this is ultimately your choice!
Even if my final choice will make my whole life bruised and bruised, and I will have no way to go, and I may not get a good death in the end, but since this road is the choice I made, what qualifications do I have? To regret, there is no regret medicine in life, the decision you made is the decision you made, and it will not be changed by anyone's words of apology!
What happened has already happened after all, and what you said will never be undone, so why bother to explain it again, no matter how perfect your explanation is, it is just a high-sounding excuse in the eyes of others, it will never be yours Reasons for making mistakes, mistakes must be punished, no one in the world owes everything to anyone is fair treatment, if I choose this path in the end, it will become what I am now, then what qualifications do I have to put all this What about going back to the original position?
Good and evil must be rewarded in the end, and what kind of things you have to bear the consequences. I have never known who to tell these words to, but now I finally say these words, my heart is really It's so fun, I never thought that one day my heart would become so depressed, I always thought that as long as I have love in my heart, no matter how many difficulties I face, I can easily solve them, but in the end I still made a big mistake It's so wrong, there is nothing that can make me finally make the right decision! "
"Zhihan, I understand what you mean by this sentence, but don't talk so badly to each other, maybe you don't want to see me again and don't want me to appear in your life again, but you Do you know? When I fall in love with a girl, how much pain I have in my heart, how much I long for it, because of him, I can live forever smiling there, I am not a saint, all I want is It's just the most real thought in my heart, I just want to live happily in my fantasy!
When you said this to me today, I already knew your final decision. In fact, if you don’t say anything or do anything, I will also know the final answer. It is impossible for you to give up your current husband and I am together, there is no way for us to go back to the past, even if I have paid so much for you, it will be nothing in the end, why bother to ask for trouble and make myself uneasy?
Don't worry, I will let you go..."
……
The two returned to each other's homes, and no one could see what happened.
The moment Ran Zhihan turned around, her heart still throbbed suddenly, after all, it was someone she cared about before, how could she have no feelings at all, since she is not a grass, how could she have no affection at all?Even if it is green grass, it will eventually know that it will hurt if others step on it, but the world is so difficult. In this troubled world, no one can rise to the top and never accept any ups and downs. That is absolutely impossible. There are things that exist, only when you climb to the top of your life step by step with your own efforts, you will know how happy and joyful you should be in your heart watching those people.
Zhang Yichen knew who his wife went out to meet, but the moment he saw his wife came back, he chose not to ask anything. This may be the deepest tacit understanding and deepest trust between them.
No matter what each other has done, they will eventually choose to believe in this person unswervingly. Then this kind of love may be truly exciting, and maybe only this kind of love can be worthy of thrilling love. No matter who, no matter what kind of difficulties will arise between each other, they will hold each other's hands firmly and never let go.
"Zhihan, we have time, let's go to see grandpa together, we should also have a good discussion about how we should live our lives, don't disturb our interest because of other people's appearance, and don't let other people's affairs disturb us." I am distressed, and everyone chooses a different path, so why bring other people's troubles into my heart?"
"Thank you, the person I love the most. You clearly knew who I went out to meet, but you chose not to say it. Your trust in me alone is enough to move me. I am really grateful that I can I am honored to be husband and wife with you, and I have to admit that the words I said before are all angry words, I just don’t know how to explain it to you, and I hope you don’t care about it, let us work together to create the most beautiful In the future, don't let our mutual trust become vulnerable because of anything!"
Zhang Yichen and Ran Zhihan hugged each other tightly, they knew that this was the warmest and rarest hug for each other.
"Looking back now, I think about everything I have experienced with your mother. In fact, it was nothing at all. I never thought that I could do this for her, but in the end I chose to hurt her. In your eyes, I am a heinous villain, but who knows the torment and entanglement deep in my heart at that time, I don't want to give up the person I love the most.
But at the same time, I couldn't stand the person I love the most, cuckolding me, how I wished that all the things that happened during that period never happened.
But I also understand that there is actually no regret medicine in the world. All decisions, no matter what results you bring, must be borne by yourself. Who will pay for the mistakes you made?
In fact, I never thought that he and I would fall apart like this, let alone that he would flee now, I lost the last trace, and after I searched for him many times, there was no message to me, all of them are like the sea, Looking for a needle in a haystack, at that moment my heart felt as if it was cut into pieces by a thousand knives, but I could only hold on firmly, and I couldn't tell anyone.
Many people stare at everything, wishing that I would be born as soon as possible, so that they could give away everything and devour all the painstaking efforts I have worked so hard to create, but how could I give up everything so easily? Everything, I have lost all of this, how can I be reconciled in my heart, that is the hard work I have devoted my whole life to, that is the world I have supported from all the tortures and tribulations bit by bit since I was a child, I Hold it tightly in your own hands, I can't bear to give it up to others..."
You always confess to me after lies, you know how much pain it is for me to confess after lies.
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