Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Ran Zhihan kept telling Zhang Yichen that she hoped that she could call back the man she loved the most. She didn't want the man she loved for so many years to fall asleep forever. She couldn't see such a thing happen. In her own body, if she really had to face such a thing, then she would rather be the person lying on the hospital bed than Zhang Yichen. For Ran Zhihan, nothing is more important than Zhang Yichen!

I don't know if Zhang Yichen heard what Ran Zhihan said to him, but it appeared in his dream that Ran Zhihan was talking to himself.

In the dream...

"Yichen, why are you still unwilling to wake up? Is it really because I hurt you too much? Seeing you lying on the hospital bed unconscious like this, do you know how uncomfortable I am? If You really love me, why don't you want to wake up and take a look at me, if you really love me, do you really have the heart to see me? Because you are crying?" Ran Zhihan in the dream said to Zhang Yichen.

"Zhihan, listen to my explanation, it's not like this, I also want to open my eyes to see you, I also want to open my eyes to see if the woman I love the most is by my side and taking care of me, but my My eyes feel so heavy, I can’t open them no matter what, don’t blame me, it’s not that I don’t want to see you but I can’t do anything, dear!”

"Don't tell me that you can't do anything. If you really want to open your eyes and see me, then you must have a way to open your eyes. I said so much to you at your bedside. From the bottom of my heart, if you didn't even open your eyes to look at me, it only means that you don't love me in your heart. Since you don't love me, why do you force me to stay by your side? Do you know I know how much I love you, I love you even to the bone marrow, for you, I can even die, how about you? You don't want to open your eyes to see me, how dare you say you love me, this is your love My way? If you really love me, you will immediately open your eyes and look at me, to see if I am always by your side, to see if I, the woman who has been hurting you all the time by your side with you..."

"Didn't I just say it all, it's not that I don't want to look at you anymore, but that I really can't open my eyes. As long as I try hard, I feel that my eyelids are pressing down on my eyelids like mountains." Now, no matter how hard I try, I can't open my eyes. I also want to open my eyes to see you, and I also want to reach out and touch you. Don't you know? How important is your position in my heart? Important? For you, I can also give up my life, but why do you treat me like this? I begged you to stay by my side, begged, let you stay with me forever, but you, you actually want Abandon me and leave alone. If it wasn't for you, how could I be lying on the hospital bed? Shouldn't you be very happy to see me like this? Because I am like this, you can go freely , no one will force you to stay by my side, and no one will force you to do anything. Isn't this something to be happy for you? Why do you still want to come back to my side? Are you still Do you want to come back and hurt me again?"

"Don't say that. I never thought of hurting you. In my heart, you are more important than anyone else. That day you begged me to stay by your side, but I rejected you cruelly. It's not because of others. Yes, but I'm afraid that people in the upper class will criticize you. I don't want to bring a gloomy future to your future just because I am the daughter of a commoner daughter. Even though I have returned from school, But I still can't enter the upper class. I don't know what kind of life experience the life of you upper class people is, but when I studied in the United States for a few years, I found that many upper class and our Children in civilian families are out of tune, and there will be a gap in everything, and this gap always makes anyone say a lot to us. You should also understand in your heart that I don’t love you, and I don’t love you. I just don’t know how to continue to accompany you hand in hand. Every time I’m with you, I’m very happy. It’s a kind of smile from the bottom of my heart. That kind of smile is really rarely used, but with you Together, I laugh almost every day, my heart is sunny, because as soon as I see you, I feel that there is a prince charming by my side protecting me, as long as I see you standing on my side I feel very safe by your side, even if you just give me a look, I will feel happy inside, but many times I still have to make cruel decisions, if I don’t do that, it will hurt not only It's just you and me, but more people, maybe you think I made this decision at that time, which made you a little unacceptable, but you have to admit, when I made that decision at that time, I felt so much pain in my heart, you know I want to hold you and cry, let you beg me again: don't leave me, but I still forcibly hold back the reluctance in my heart, I still resolutely and cruelly push you away from my side, I know You still hate me in your heart, but I also hope that you can think about it from my perspective. If it were you, you would do the same, and you would make the same choice as me, because you are the same as me Kindness, because you are like me, you don’t want to hurt your beloved one a little bit, and I don’t know how to explain many things to you, but I hope you can give me more trust, trust me, my heart I really love you, my love for you has never changed."

"Is what you said true? Have you always loved me in your heart? But I'm afraid that one day you will choose to break up with me because you fell in love with someone else. That kind of pain is for me It is heavy, and it is heart-wrenching. In fact, I am like this sometimes. I can’t tolerate any sand in my eyes. I just don’t want my beloved to betray me, you know? I only want my beloved It is enough for someone to be by my side. I don't expect him to make too much sacrifice and contribution for me. I just hope that he can always regard me as his favorite person and stay by my side all the time. My request is not many, and I am not greedy, my request is very simple, as long as I can be with my beloved until old age, that is enough, I don't care whether I have a son or a daughter in my life, That doesn't matter to me, it's because my beloved woman can stay by my side for the rest of my life, and I can see her all the time, so I don't have to say cruel words to me because of anything, don't worry, I will wake up It’s coming, but it’s not the time to wake up yet. When I can wake up, I will definitely wake up. I really hope that when I open my eyes, the first person I see is you instead of others. When I opened my eyes, the first person I looked at was you, so I hope you can stay by my side forever, and never say anything about separation..."

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