Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

When Xia Jing heard her precious son say such words to herself, his tears could no longer be contained, and fell from his eye sockets. Did the annual leave drop drop after drop on his palm? He knew that he What a failure I have lived in this life, and the decisions I made again and again ended up hurting my son's greatest love for me.

He himself doesn't know if he apologizes now, is it useful? If he apologizes now, will his son forgive him for all the mistakes he has made as a mother, and he has no way to solve all this in his heart Things, all of this will eventually become what it is now, but it is just the mistakes I made again and again, so what right do I have to blame others?I once made these mistakes, but I never thought about what kind of ending I would get in the end. The mistakes I made again and again made everyone feel cold because of what I did. What face do you have to beg others to forgive yourself? I am not the kind of brazen person. If I let myself beg others to forgive me, then I might as well turn around and leave proudly. In that way, at least I can keep what I have in my heart. Care about dignity and pride.

"Son, I am your biological mother, and she is your biological father. How can you speak to us in such a tone? Do you know that your words will make our parents feel very uncomfortable and painful? You want to Have you ever felt how entangled we are as parents? You have also never considered how uncomfortable and embarrassing your parents will be when you say these words? Now you feel again and again that we abandoned you at the beginning It's our fault, but can you accept that we admit our mistakes to you? It's just a comfort deep in your heart to struggle with these things again and again, and you don't even know what you are Why do you want to hold on to these things? Because you will never know what the reasons for what you have done and what qualifications you have to discuss these things. Maybe the things your parents have done really hurt you. When it comes to you, the mistakes we made in the past have also been punished. We are not the kind of hard-hearted people. We are not thinking about leaving our own son, but we are forced to ignore it. .

I believe that everyone will think when they are young and frivolous, why do they have to stay at home to take care of their children?At the beginning, your father and I also had the same thoughts in our hearts. I never thought about staying at home to take care of you and accompany you, but we still couldn’t bear it. We could only think about going out to have a good time and have fun. I came back when I had enough, but I didn’t expect to play for more than ten years. In the past ten years, we have really suffered. We feel that we owe it to ourselves. You owe our most beloved son, but we can’t do anything because of all this. The final outcome is a decision made by oneself, and there is no way to change it.I can only grit my teeth step by step and walk to the end. If the final result is not what I want, then I can only bear the ending brought about by such a result in this life, because all these are caused by myself. And who can be blamed? "

Zhang Yichen didn't want to say anything, he just quietly listened to every word his mother said to him, in fact, his heart was already shaking, he didn't know why he was shaking, obviously he already hated his parents I hate it to the bone, but why do you still have to soften your heart just because of his kind words?Then can I really not be that hard-hearted?My parents can give up their own son for the freedom they want, so why can't I, a son, not for my own face.How about not recognizing your parents?

"Son, there is no way to make up for the mistakes that parents have made.

If you really want to, then please let us stay by your side from now on and take good care of you for the rest of your life. We will never leave you again. We also know how much psychological shadow our departure caused to you. And our hearts are not painful, our hearts know what we want better than anyone else, but we have no way to turn all this into reality, we can only watch our own pain The child stood at the door of the house looking at him but did not dare to go forward to hug him. Do you know how desperate it is?You are my biological son, as a mother, how could you not care about your feelings? We have thought again and again that as long as we can return to you, we will accept no matter what the ending is.

As long as you can forgive me and your father, even if we stay by your side like cows and horses, we will never have any complaints in this life. I only hope that you can give us a chance and let us love you well , let us make up for the lack of love for you over the years, maybe you don't need it, but we only want a psychological comfort in our hearts. "

"Just like what you said, I don't need you to know how painful and uncomfortable the decisions you made made my heart. Over the years, I have never forgotten for a moment that you brought me I remind myself again and again in my mind that I must never forget this matter in my life. I want to keep this matter in my mind forever. I want everyone to know that I am My parents abandoned me. Even if I accept mine. All the cynicism of others, but I still have come to such a height in life that others cannot reach in my life. I feel very proud of myself, and at the same time I am very grateful to you if it is not for you For my cruelty, for abandoning me, how could I make up my mind to take this path? How could I try my best to prove to the world how powerful I am.

My original intention of doing all this is to prove to my parents that they abandoned me, which is the biggest wrong decision they have made in their lives, because they have no time to know when I, as a biological son, will die With such a great ability, they think again and again, if one day my parents leave me, then what kind of life will I have? Others may not be able to understand it, but I have experienced it now, and I am not afraid of my life. My parents left me again. I know that after my parents left, how should I live without my parents, but others can’t do it. Under your abandonment of me, I have a life that others may not have. It is something that others may not have any way to understand in their entire life, you know?I am really grateful to you all. I will never forget the consequences of everything you have done to me in my life, but I also hope that you can remember clearly. If one day you ask me for something, I will definitely not help you guys.

Whether you are my parents, or anyone of mine, I will never lend a helping hand, because I know that you don't deserve to let me lose my hand to help you, because I help you, and you finally bring me The result is only harm. You have never considered how much torture I have suffered in my heart as a descendant. You have wondered time and time again that you are just living a happy life in peace. Have you ever thought about it? What about the lives of us people, you are wandering outside again and again, and what about me?My grandfather, my family and I lived desperately at home, and we could only depend on each other for our lives. You are living a happy and unrestrained life, but Macau is living a happy and difficult life..."

"In your whole life, you may not have any way to understand how hard I have been after you abandoned me. Since childhood, others have been happily playing with toys, and I, I have been training desperately. Because I want others to know how serious the consequences of abandoning me are, and I want everyone to know that abandoning me is the biggest mistake. Do you know what kind of state I was in when I was trained? What? Every time I come home bloody, but I can't let my grandpa see it because I know my grandpa loves me too much and they will feel distressed when they see him.

My grandpa loves me so much, how can I let him see my wound again and again, and then quietly hide and wipe my tears there, I am not the kind of hard-hearted person, I really have no way to do this things.

For me, my grandpa's stable life is more important than anything else. I can do without anything, but I can't do without my grandpa.

Do you know what my grandfather and I have been doing all these years?Seeing my grandpa in pain alone there, but as a grandson, I can't do anything, because I know, but my grandpa, I can't make my grandpa sad because of my things, all I want is It is my grandpa who can live a happy life. For me, I can have nothing in my life, but I absolutely cannot let me have no grandpa. If my grandpa knows that you have seen me, then how much I should feel in my heart I feel distressed, I really don't want much, as long as my grandpa can live safely by my side, that's enough.

I originally hoped that my parents would return to me, but now I no longer have such an extravagant hope, because I know that no matter whether my parents will be by my side or not, I will always be with you in my life. There is no way to live happily, only if my parents continue to be by my side, I will live a happy life in this life, but later I found out that this is not the case, no matter whether my parents will be with me or not By my side, I can live happily, because I have my grandpa, and with my grandpa, I have the whole world.

I used to think that losing my parents would mean losing the whole world, but now I don't think so anymore.

I have figured it out now, as long as my grandpa is by my side, it doesn’t matter if I lose the whole world, at least my grandpa really loves me, at least my grandpa puts me in the deepest part of my heart, at least my Grandpa can give up the whole world, even his own life, for me. This is enough for me alone. There is no way to give me such kindness in my life, maybe I am nothing in your eyes, but I really really want to get the love of my parents, but you choose to hurt me time and time again, you put me in Where, what do you think of me again, how can I not feel distressed in my heart? "

"Son, we said..."

"Please don't come and say these things to me again, because every promise you make will be taken seriously by me, and then I will bury this promise in my heart again and again, and in the end you didn't do what you promised Things, I will be in pain, I don't want to accept such things, you know.

In fact, time is a liar. He has turned the oath into a lie. The longer time passes, the less you will know what you promised at the beginning. The pain, how unbearable, do you know how uncomfortable and painful I am?As a descendant, how can I not care about these things or these pains in my heart, you have never cared about my inner thoughts, I have thought so much for you time and time again, but what about you?I thought that as long as you can come back, I can forgive you without any doubts, but now I really can't do it, I am no longer the stupid person I used to be, I am no longer a casual person, because you I chose to forgive you with a few nice words in a few words, but in the end I was just waiting for you foolishly by myself, and in the end the result was that I couldn’t even see a single person. Do you know how disappointed that is?Disappointment again and again creates ultimate despair. Once a person is in despair, will he still have hope for another person?This is absolutely impossible, you have turned my hope of you into despair again and again, how do you make me believe in you again?How can I believe that my parents really have me as their own son?You don't really have any reason to ask me to forgive you again and again. I am also a living person. I need my inner soul. I need my own ultimate comfort. I have no choice. I lied like a fool..."

Mr. Zhang stood aside and didn't say anything. He also understood that his children and grandsons were discussing these things there. Being able to let these misunderstandings continue to develop again and again will make me very tired.

Well, he doesn't want his grandson to live so tired. If he continues to live like this, then he would rather his grandson be blinded by hatred all his life. He knows that the one he loves most in his life is his grandson. The result of all this has exceeded my imagination, and I have no way to prevent what kind of ending will happen in the future.

"Son, don't you really have no way to forgive us as parents? Our parents made such a decision with painstaking efforts. How could we be willing to abandon our children and not return home? There are hardships and hardships, so why can’t you think about it for us from our perspective? Don’t you understand how difficult it is to be a parent? You are also a parent now, and you also know that for your children you should What to do, you also know that you can be desperate for your own children, but why can't you understand our feelings?"

Zhang Yichen felt that his father's words were really funny.

"Do you think you are a qualified parent as parents? I can not go to work for my children, I can give up my career to be with my children, can you? You are not going out to work to earn money for your children Milk powder money, you still abandoned your own children for your own freedom, this is completely different in nature, why do you mix it up? Do you think we will forgive you if you say this? I am not a saint, I can't help it Be as stupid as before and listen to your forgiveness for everything, because I deceived me again and again, I don’t care about it, but I really can’t do it again and again. Looking at you, you hurt me, and You gave me candy there, do you really treat me like a three-year-old? Do you really think that I don’t know everything you do, do you really think that I will be indifferent to what you do? It’s not , Many things are just my own choice, not saying it doesn't mean I don't know, because saying it will avoid embarrassing each other, you are my parents, I will still take your face into consideration, but you, you really Will you take my feelings into consideration? You never have, right?

Since you have never cared about my feelings in your heart, why should I enshrine you as gods in the depths of my heart? I have to think about your ending time and time again, and what kind of embarrassment you will face scene, but have you guys thought about it for me?When you did those things, you never thought that I, as a son, would be embarrassed or uncomfortable. You only thought about what kind of freedom and happiness you want, and what kind of life you want to live. Where to continue wandering, but you have never thought about yourself, should you return to your family to accompany your children, so that your children can happily live the life she should want? "() Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife is the fastest update. I want to chat with more like-minded people about "Longing to the Bone: The CEO's Way of Chasing His Wife", and talk about favorite books with more book friends