Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

"Zhentian, yes, we have experienced a lot together over the years. I understand your kindness to me in my heart. I am not turning a blind eye. I take your kindness to me as a matter of course in my heart again and again, but But I forgot that you also need my return to you, you know?

When I see you looking at me with hopeful eyes again and again, in the end I can only disappoint you again and again. Do you know how painful that kind of pain is, but I have never Worrying, you know?I only know that I chose to give up the life I wanted most because of you again and again. I gave up the person I love the most. This is the greatest pain in my life. When I was drunk Weeping silently there, just like what you said, the sky where you can't see your fingers, every time you peek at the photos with him under the covers, do you know how much pain is in your heart?No one knows what kind of sin and torture I have lived with these years. I have made myself like my heart time and time again.

I have been forcing myself to be different, I have been forcing myself to become what you think in your heart, but there are some things that I really can’t do, and I don’t have anything, I will change it later, I don’t know This time I really may have hurt you, but you know what?I've fallen so deep this time that there's no way I can recover. "

"I know that you can't listen to what I say to you now, but do you know that I have been kind to you all these years, and I never thought of asking you to give me anything in return. I only hope that you are sincere Is it so difficult to truly be with me and love me with all your heart? Why do you always have to wait until you lose it before you know regret? Why do you always have to miss all these sins and important things again and again before you know it? How big of a mistake did you make?

My love for you can be learned from heaven and earth, and it has never changed, but do you know how much I think about you being happy, and I regard you as the woman I love most in my life time and time again, but Why do you refuse to give me a little bit of love? Even if you share a little bit of love with me, I will be grateful to you all my life. You can say no, I really don't want much, I just want to hold you in my arms safely, let you fall asleep peacefully in my arms, you know?When you fall asleep peacefully in my arms again and again, how happy I am, I pray for my life again and again.The greatest happiness is to let you get married and go home, but I didn't realize that you did this to me time and time again, making me so passive and embarrassing again and again!

If you really regard me as your husband in the slightest, then please don't do these things to me, and leave each other with a way out, wouldn't it be good?Do you have to turn all this into such embarrassment, such passivity?I also just want to be with you well, just like you want to be with the person you love the most. I never thought that one day the woman I love the most will actually betray me behind my back, you Do you know that some betrayals can be forgiven by leaving any way for a lifetime, but you do such things again and again, what do you ask me to think? "

"That's right, maybe you don't think all of this is very important at all, but do you know that I knelt in front of him and kowtowed one after another, and I was begging him to forgive me, but why was she still cruel? He said that as long as I kowtow until dawn, she will consider whether to be with me, but when I put my head on the ground again and again, when I hit the cold ground again and again, Do you know my head hurts? I'm numb, I don't know how my head got there, I'm waiting for myself waiting for him to say a word to get me up but I didn't wait for it In the end, I just spent that night in his arms, but have you ever thought about how uncomfortable I am? I may never have any way to hold her hand in my life. I may really only be able to talk to her in my life. Waving, and don't want much, just a safe and stable life, I just want to be with him? Why did the sky choose to deal with me in this way?

I have to admit that I did do something wrong at the beginning, but I never thought that one day I would suffer such pain. I used to fantasize about whether I could become Wu Zetian and whether I could unify the world, but I did not know until the end. Find out that no matter what you do is wrong!

I have had enough, I gave up all my dignity to beg him time and time again, I abandoned all my principles again and again, I made myself a walking dead time and time again, just to be able to be in front of his eyes, I also forced myself not to cry again, as long as I smiled happily, that's enough, but I didn't expect that I would cry so sadly and in such pain after being with him!

My tears and blood can no longer arouse him to me at any age, I only know that I am begging him, I begged her again and again, knocking my head on the ground one after another, but in the end he is still indifferent, maybe All of this is what I should have endured a long time ago. I have also said that I used my own to exchange for his indifference. I never thought that this day would come so soon. What should I do to be able to I can completely make up for her broken heart, because I have lost my whole life, I can cut my wrists and commit suicide for him, I don’t want my own life, I don’t want my own blood. You have never considered how tortured I have been in my heart all my life. I was so uncomfortable. I saw him in front of my eyes, but I couldn’t do anything. I forcibly held his hand and begged him not to leave ..."

"Okay, don't say it anymore, I don't want to hear these words anymore, everyone has experienced the night when you can't see your fingers, why bother to bring it up again and again, do you know that you just tell these things once and for all Mentioning it will only make my heart suffer and hurt again and again, how much I care, how much I care to keep you by my side, but you...!" fastest.I want to chat with more like-minded people about "Longing to the Bone: The CEO's Way of Chasing His Wife", and chat with more book friends about my favorite books