It's really rare for Zhang Yichen to hear that his mother knows him so well. He knows that his mother has always understood him and cared about him, but he has never dared to ask his mother. For what reason, just like his mother really had a hard time and was forced to be helpless at the beginning, but he never explained a word for so many years.flash dance net

Is it true that she is so unworthy and she still needs to explain to herself?As long as he explained to himself a little bit, the hatred for him in his heart would be much less, but she never thought of explaining, maybe in his heart, she was not worthy of him explaining to herself .

In Zhang Yichen's heart, he felt that no matter what, he still didn't hold enough place in his mother's heart. If he slowly felt in his heart and really regarded himself as his own son, it would be true to his heart. It is a kind of guilt from the heart, so this matter has been pressed in my heart and has become my own admiration, then why my mother is not willing to choose to explain to me when she comes back, explaining a sentence, it is simply necessary It won't be long, just moving his lips, but he never had such a thought at all.

My mother may still feel that she doesn't know how to explain this matter with me.

Zhang Yichen comforted herself in her mind time and time again. She knew that she really had no way to do these things. What she wanted now was for her family to be safe. He just wanted to wake up her father and let him My mother stays by my side. To me, it doesn't matter whether my mother can give me a reasonable explanation. As long as she can live happily, it is better than anything else.

Serena seemed to see what his nephew was thinking deep in his heart. Maybe he really knew. As a child, he was abandoned by his mother for so many years. Could it be that his mother didn't even give him an explanation when he came back? It is true that you can forgive him without any scruples, but it is not the case.

"Sister, you have been away from Yichen for so many years, but now your son has chosen to forgive you without any scruples, shouldn't you really explain to him why you chose to abandon him in the first place? Such a young child, no matter who it is, can't bear it? I don't believe that you can really abandon your son cruelly. Such a cruel decision?

Some things can be treated as if they didn’t happen if you don’t say them. Maybe you can only get a different ending if you tell them and solve the misunderstanding between each other. If you always choose to bury everything in your heart, then you think When will these things be resolved?

In fact, I can see that even if he doesn't say anything, deep down in his heart he still hopes to get an explanation from his mother, even if that explanation is just a lie, it's just to make him feel better , and the spoken words were in his heart, he felt that it was a kind of love from his mother for him!

Of course, I also know that everyone views maternal love in a different way, but I think maternal love should be in this way. If you choose to avoid it again and again, then I really don’t know what else you have together What kind of meaning, even if you really live together, so what?You look up and don't see each other, and look down to see that you are under the same roof. You are unwilling to resolve even the most basic misunderstandings. Do you think it is interesting for you to live together like this?

My good sister, when there are some things that need to be clarified, you should really clarify. If you really keep avoiding like this, there is really no way to solve these misunderstandings. Today is the best time. isn't it?Why do you still choose the real situation when you were going to leave? It’s not like no one will help you when you tell it. Everyone will understand you. If you choose to keep hiding it, it will only make others think of it every time. Things, I feel that you always have something, and I would rather think about it alone than share it with others.flash dance net

I don't know if such a person is really tired to live?Obviously knowing what I really want in my heart, there is always nothing to do with myself in the end, because I always can't get what I want. "

Xia Jingtiao, why don't you know what Serena Williams meant by that?Although Serena has spoken to this point now, it proves that his son really thinks so deep down in his heart.

But I really don't know how to explain these things to my son. Some things really can't be explained in a few words. Everyone's experience is really different. No one ever thought that they would do something Such a decision is simply a decision made in a moment of enthusiasm, and abandoned his child. After many years, looking back, he realizes what a heinous thing he has done, but who can stand on his own side? From a different perspective, experience what your own life is like. No one knows what kind of pain you have experienced in your life.

"My child, I know that you have always wanted to get yourself, and your parents will give you a reasonable explanation, but there are some things I really don't know where to start. Abandoning you was not premeditated for a long time, but our brains at the time. Fever just abandoned you by itself, and we didn't know how stupid the decision we made was until many years later, but by then it was too late, and we had no way to turn back.

Over the years, you may feel that as parents, we don’t have the slightest bit of self-blame in our hearts, but do you know how much pain we have in our hearts, and how could we not want our children to live happily and well?But those things we did by ourselves are not uncounted in our hearts!

We are really ashamed of you for hurting you, we really don't know what attitude, identity, and face to stay by your side. "

"Mom, I just want to ask, if time could go back to the beginning, would you still treat me like Dad? Would you still choose to abandon me cruelly?"

This is what Zhang Yichen has always cared about the most in his heart. He has always felt that his parents abandoned him. Abandoning himself like that before, he felt that he knew all the pain he had suffered in these years. After all, he had a chance to communicate sincerely with his parents. He knew that his parents still love him after practicing. of.

"I have to admit that if time really made me choose again, I would definitely not choose to abandon you at the beginning. I have never regretted everything I have done in my life. I have been thinking about it all the time, if I had been given another chance back then, and the time has turned back a little bit, then for myself, I would be much happier and happier in my heart!

I have been thinking about whether I made such a decision in my heart countless times, but in the end, everything I was given was wrong again and again, because every result I did was not right. of.

When I lost my son, I realized what I had lost. At that time, although your father stayed by my side to comfort me, I still have no way to forget you. I always think about sneaking back home from time to time Going to see you, even if I can only see you from a distance, is enough for me. It is a kind of mother's love for her son. It is an innate and innate feeling. Because any decision, any action must be cut off.

Perhaps you will feel that I am deceiving you when I say these words, but I really did not intend to deceive you. My feelings for you are now clear, and I am your mother. I regretted it for a moment, but I was really stubborn. Since I made a decision, I don’t want to beat myself to death anyway. Turn around, because in my consciousness, once I look back, I will prove that I admit that I have done something wrong. Now, I am such a proud person, how can I admit to the whole world that I did something wrong, I can only bite the bullet and go to the end step by step, but in the end I realized that I still have to face this decision. "

"Mom, don't think too much, I don't mean that at all.

Now I can hear you say these words to me personally, and I am still very satisfied in my heart. I am not the kind of greedy person. You should also know that we will live happily together in the future, no matter what happened before. What, as long as everyone can live happily with each other, nothing is important. Don't worry about whether the previous things were right or wrong, because that may not be a good thing for everyone.

People must learn to look forward, and learn to eat all the bitterness one bite at a time. If they only choose to go to the sky in one step, then no matter what they do, they will not achieve anything at all.

Believe in the fairness of the world, I believe that one day our family will be able to live happily together, that day will not be far away, I believe my father will be able to wake up with his own will to survive, even though so many episodes have happened before , but I believe that his will to survive will not be bad, because he has been with you for so many years, your pride has infected him, his self-esteem is equally important, she can't let herself lie on the bed, and others point her to her all her life He scolded, accused him of being a wimp, he couldn't let himself be a laughing stock in the eyes of others! "14

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