That night, Zhang Zhentian and Xia Jing slept together for the first time, and they hadn't slept so soundly like this night for a long time.
Over the years, everyone outside thought that the two of them lived a beautiful and comfortable life, but no one knew the pain deep inside the two of them.
No one can understand how sad everyone is when they are alive, and no one else can understand. Only you know how much bitterness you have paid for what you do, and what kind of patience you rely on step by step The results obtained.
"Xia Jing, do you know? We have been together for so many years, and we have never thought that one day we can lie in our own home and sleep peacefully like this. We have been wandering outside for so many years, and we have never had a single Sleeping peacefully every day, we are always frightened, afraid that others will come in out of nowhere and kill us, afraid that we will not live tomorrow, and how much torture our hearts have been caused by such results time and time again. Only the two of us know each other. Others have no way to experience this kind of pain. I will never resent others and do things that hurt the two of us, because others don’t understand, but I can’t accept the relationship between us. We are a husband and wife who have worked hard together until now. If we choose to hurt each other because of a small matter, can the relationship between the two of them really stand the test? What is the use of such a relationship? What? Now I understand that everything is just an obstacle between us!”
Xia Jing didn't expect that he would be able to return to this home one day. When he left, he still felt that he would never step into this home again in his life. Time passed and time passed. Now he still chooses Back here, I don't know if I made a mistake when I came back here, maybe it was the biggest mistake, but what I did was just to make the family happy and happy, but the ending made everyone sad.
Just because I left this family cruelly and abandoned my son.That's why all of this became what it is now, and that's why I can't go back to my home for so many years!
"Zhentian, you are right. I also know what kind of torment you have been in these years. I also understand that every time you wake up in a nightmare, you are confessing to your father. You said it was yours. Wrong, if you hadn't left, how could you have the heart to leave him alone? Everything you did was for me. In the final analysis, the selfish person is not you or me. It's not you, it's me, it's me who made you like this, it's me who made you into a person who doesn't recognize your relatives, and it's me who forced you to leave this home, and you gave up everything that belonged to you."
"Xia Jing, don't say that. Although I haven't been able to return to this family these years, I have been really happy with you these years. We are dependent on each other, you know? Those days are in my heart In the depths are memories that will never be forgotten. Although we both lived very hard and fearful lives in those days, didn’t the two of us live a very solid life? We never quarreled with each other, let alone quarreled. After conflicts, let alone any accidents, that is the happiest moment in the world for me. You will never be able to understand how it feels when a person who loves you is with you Happiness, that is a kind of satisfaction from the heart, not the reality on the surface!
To be honest, I don't want others to experience that feeling, and I don't want others to forcibly experience my feelings.
You are my wife, no matter what you do, it is right in my heart, every word you say, I will never question the truth of that sentence, because I am from I believe in you from the bottom of my heart, I will never doubt what your actions are for, or have other purposes.
For me, as long as we can live happily with each other, it is enough. I don't care if I can go home in this life, and I don't care what kind of desperation I will face, as long as I can put my most The beloved woman stays by my side, so that he can live a happy life without letting her get hurt in the slightest.
My wife, do you still not understand what I want?
What I want is that you can stay by my side, and you won't want to separate from me just because of a little disturbance. That feeling is a feeling that I really have no way to tolerate in my life. All I want is It's just a safe and stable home. All I want is a safe and stable relationship. Maybe that relationship is not very important to you, but it is too important to me. I just want to Is it really so difficult for you to stay by your side?Is it really that painful to keep you by my side?
I never thought of hurting you. On the contrary, I just want to leave all the best things in the world to you. I want you to remember the most beautiful things in the world, and all those good memories are given to you. Yours, not the participation of others, that is a kind of love for you! "
Xia Jing nodded ignorantly, maybe he really should have let go of all his past and be with his husband well, that kind of life is the life he should have, isn't it?Who wouldn't pay a painful price for what he did, if he kept telling the past in vain, then sooner or later the people he stayed by his side would be heartbroken by him, what else could he gain?
He didn't speak. He chose to be silent at this time, because he knew that what he said now was not as important as being silent. Silence meant that he had slowly listened to these words in his mind and put them in his heart. .
The two of them didn't speak any more, just fell asleep in a daze like this. They slept so peacefully that they woke up a bit late the next morning.
Although they went to bed late and got up late, they still got up the next morning and made breakfast for everyone, because everyone slept soundly that night, and no one suffered from insomnia, so Everyone wakes up late.
Zhang Zhentian felt that since he had been away for so many years, he should make breakfast for his father and son no matter what.
I want to chat with more like-minded people about "Longing to the Bone: The CEO's Way of Chasing His Wife", and chat with more book friends about my favorite books
Over the years, everyone outside thought that the two of them lived a beautiful and comfortable life, but no one knew the pain deep inside the two of them.
No one can understand how sad everyone is when they are alive, and no one else can understand. Only you know how much bitterness you have paid for what you do, and what kind of patience you rely on step by step The results obtained.
"Xia Jing, do you know? We have been together for so many years, and we have never thought that one day we can lie in our own home and sleep peacefully like this. We have been wandering outside for so many years, and we have never had a single Sleeping peacefully every day, we are always frightened, afraid that others will come in out of nowhere and kill us, afraid that we will not live tomorrow, and how much torture our hearts have been caused by such results time and time again. Only the two of us know each other. Others have no way to experience this kind of pain. I will never resent others and do things that hurt the two of us, because others don’t understand, but I can’t accept the relationship between us. We are a husband and wife who have worked hard together until now. If we choose to hurt each other because of a small matter, can the relationship between the two of them really stand the test? What is the use of such a relationship? What? Now I understand that everything is just an obstacle between us!”
Xia Jing didn't expect that he would be able to return to this home one day. When he left, he still felt that he would never step into this home again in his life. Time passed and time passed. Now he still chooses Back here, I don't know if I made a mistake when I came back here, maybe it was the biggest mistake, but what I did was just to make the family happy and happy, but the ending made everyone sad.
Just because I left this family cruelly and abandoned my son.That's why all of this became what it is now, and that's why I can't go back to my home for so many years!
"Zhentian, you are right. I also know what kind of torment you have been in these years. I also understand that every time you wake up in a nightmare, you are confessing to your father. You said it was yours. Wrong, if you hadn't left, how could you have the heart to leave him alone? Everything you did was for me. In the final analysis, the selfish person is not you or me. It's not you, it's me, it's me who made you like this, it's me who made you into a person who doesn't recognize your relatives, and it's me who forced you to leave this home, and you gave up everything that belonged to you."
"Xia Jing, don't say that. Although I haven't been able to return to this family these years, I have been really happy with you these years. We are dependent on each other, you know? Those days are in my heart In the depths are memories that will never be forgotten. Although we both lived very hard and fearful lives in those days, didn’t the two of us live a very solid life? We never quarreled with each other, let alone quarreled. After conflicts, let alone any accidents, that is the happiest moment in the world for me. You will never be able to understand how it feels when a person who loves you is with you Happiness, that is a kind of satisfaction from the heart, not the reality on the surface!
To be honest, I don't want others to experience that feeling, and I don't want others to forcibly experience my feelings.
You are my wife, no matter what you do, it is right in my heart, every word you say, I will never question the truth of that sentence, because I am from I believe in you from the bottom of my heart, I will never doubt what your actions are for, or have other purposes.
For me, as long as we can live happily with each other, it is enough. I don't care if I can go home in this life, and I don't care what kind of desperation I will face, as long as I can put my most The beloved woman stays by my side, so that he can live a happy life without letting her get hurt in the slightest.
My wife, do you still not understand what I want?
What I want is that you can stay by my side, and you won't want to separate from me just because of a little disturbance. That feeling is a feeling that I really have no way to tolerate in my life. All I want is It's just a safe and stable home. All I want is a safe and stable relationship. Maybe that relationship is not very important to you, but it is too important to me. I just want to Is it really so difficult for you to stay by your side?Is it really that painful to keep you by my side?
I never thought of hurting you. On the contrary, I just want to leave all the best things in the world to you. I want you to remember the most beautiful things in the world, and all those good memories are given to you. Yours, not the participation of others, that is a kind of love for you! "
Xia Jing nodded ignorantly, maybe he really should have let go of all his past and be with his husband well, that kind of life is the life he should have, isn't it?Who wouldn't pay a painful price for what he did, if he kept telling the past in vain, then sooner or later the people he stayed by his side would be heartbroken by him, what else could he gain?
He didn't speak. He chose to be silent at this time, because he knew that what he said now was not as important as being silent. Silence meant that he had slowly listened to these words in his mind and put them in his heart. .
The two of them didn't speak any more, just fell asleep in a daze like this. They slept so peacefully that they woke up a bit late the next morning.
Although they went to bed late and got up late, they still got up the next morning and made breakfast for everyone, because everyone slept soundly that night, and no one suffered from insomnia, so Everyone wakes up late.
Zhang Zhentian felt that since he had been away for so many years, he should make breakfast for his father and son no matter what.
I want to chat with more like-minded people about "Longing to the Bone: The CEO's Way of Chasing His Wife", and chat with more book friends about my favorite books
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